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Requesting a Joel miller x reader where reader is one of those people that say sorry too much (me)

Joel with an apologetic partner

gimme more omg!! i love writing requests. also first joel hc so that’s fun (it’s a short one because i wasn’t too sure how to write it)

you and joel had been together for a while when he picked up on your habit for apologising for everything

he thought it was sweet at the beginning but quickly got upset by the amount you said it, wanting to know nothing more than who made you feel like you had to apologise for everything

accidentally bumping into someone. sorry. not being to reach something and having joel grab it for you. sorry. placing a mug of coffee a tad bit too far away from joel. sorry.

he stopped every single movement at that last one, turning towards you as he sat up straight.

“you don’t have to apologise for everything darling”

he helped you get out of your habit, sending you a playful glare whenever he heard that word escape your lips whenever it wasn’t needed

Thank you to everyone who got me to 1000 likes! this is actually insane

write about ellie down baaaaad for the reader, her being really awkward and shy and eventually they become a couple 🧎‍♀️🧎‍♀️🧎‍♀️👯‍♀️❣️

yes yes yes!! so excited to write this one. thank you for all the requests i am actually loving this!! i hope this was up to standards, ending took a spicy twist icl

you arrived at jackson the day after ellie’s 18th birthday. all the younger lot of the town still in bed when you turned up covered in splattered blood and your hands trembling

maria cleaned you up, introduced you to many of the jackson residents and set you up in a small cabin. you told her your story and she took pity in you, only a few months into being 18 and loosing everything and everyone you had ever known.

it was later on in that day when you where introduced to the younger generation of jackson

you where nervous going for lunch. settled comfortably in your small living space but nervous to be around so many unfamiliar faces

dressed in a pair of jeans that maria had brought to you and a slightly cropped red t-shirt, you stuck your trusty knife into your pocket and headed to the dining hall.

maria greeted you with a plate of food before instructing you to follow her. you where led to a group of three sat in the corner of the hall

that was the moment you met ellie williams. a girl that became a rather prominent figure in your life.

you got close to ellie, dina and jesse. figuring out you lived within a two minute walk from each other led to many sleepovers and movie nights.

it often ended with you and ellie alone, jesse and dina leaving earlier that night for specific reasons.

ellie, in these moments, would be very quite until you spoke to her. her face shaded red when you looked her way

“i like your tattoo” you’d tell her only to get a stuttered out reply “i um- wow okay thank you? uh yeah i drew it myself”

the first time you held her hand, she swore the world stopped spinning for a moment. you, ellie, jesse and dina had all decided to go on a walk, jesse and dona screaming 80’s music while the two of you strayed behind them.

you’d admire the landscape, spotting the mountains that you came from when you first arrived all them months ago.

the song jesse and dina where yelling put you in a good mood, turning your head towards ellie with a smiled and intertwining your fingers with hers, swinging your arms between you both

ellie would be stunned, so much so that she literally forgot to walk leading you to pull her along until she regained composure.

when dina notices, she sends ellie a wink who blushes a deep red and flips the girl off.

eventually inviting ellie for a sleepover on her own after a long patrol. the only upside being that you had found eugenes stash and brought a jar of pre rolled joints home.

the two of you had smoked one each, your cabin foggy with smoke and music was on in the background.

feeling all giggly, you stood up and reached for ellie’s hand, pulling her onto her feet. the two of you in pyjamas. ellie in boxers and a white t-shirt while you where in underwear and an extremely oversized band shirt.

you turned the music louder and pulled ellie closer, the two of you falling into a sway. your arms over her shoulders while hers where gently placed on your waist, her head falling into your shoulder so you couldn’t see her cheeks dusted pink.

“els” “yeah” “it might just be the weed but are you blushing right now?”

to say she would be embarrassed would be an understatement until…

“it’s cute, real cute. your cute”

ellie’s heart skipped a motherfucking beat. lifting her head up. your faces so close together that you could feel her breath on your face

“don’t say that” “why not? it’s not exactly a secret ellie. i don’t hide my attraction to you”

ellie would be extremely conflicted with your confession. on one hand she was thrilled, over the moon. she had liked you for so long and to know you felt the same way?? it’s just a miracle

bit in the other hand, she was scared. scared that you’d pop out with a ‘haha got you, you should see the look on your face right now’

“what’s going on in that pretty head of yours love”

and that’s when she’d say fuck it. her lips meeting yours in a passionate and long awaited kiss before pulling away just as quick as it happened

“shit. i’m sorry, fuck i didn’t. i read this wrong didn’t i”

no matter what you said, ellie would think it was bullshit so instead you decided to prove it. kissing her with as much passion she had showed earlier, leading you to your bed and marking what was rightfully yours.

Ellie x shy reader, comforting her in public while also secretly loving how she hides behind her, holding her hand etc ? I just need some Ellie fluff 😭😭😭 plsssssss ❤️❤️❤️❤️

i present to you ellie fluff (i love this woman omg!!) thank you so much for the request, keep em coming!!

ellie williams with a shy gf

you cannot tell me she wouldn’t know how to comfort you if you where having a bad anxiety attack

let’s say your both at a party, everyone living in jackson was there and you started panicking because there where too many people.

ellie would know instantly. the tap of your foot and the way to twiddled your thumbs together as ellie spoke with dina and jesse.

she would excuse the two of you, gently grabbing your hand and pulling you outside the hall. the both of you standing in the empty alleyway, music and chatter now a distant sound.

“how you feeling pretty girl” “it’s okay just let me know if you want to go home and we can go” “just breathe lover, im right here”

when you were calmed down, your hands no longer shaking. the two of you walked back inside. your right hand in ellie’s left as you walked a bit behind her. staying as close as possible

ellie would go back to taking with her friends whilst you stood beside her. hand still in hers as you pressed your face against her arm, fiddling with the fabric of her favourite blue flannel.

even though you weren’t talking much, you’d still add comments into the conversation as ellie’s thumb rubbed against the back of your hand.

when ellie stood by the bar with joel, sipping on her drink. you would stand behind her, arms around her waist and face smushed against her back as you looked anywhere but at the people around you

joel greeted you with a smile which you reciprocated. you loved joel and ellie loved how you got on so well with him

at some point during ellie and joel’s conversation, you had weaved your way in front of ellie. one of her hands firm on your waist as your back pressed against her front so you could also converse with the man.

at some point during the night, dina managed to get you out of your shell. the pair of you dancing in the middle of the hall. a cheesy grin on your face as dina twirled you

“your smitten” “oh i know”

ellie absolutely adored the way you clung to her in public but loved it even more when she watches you have such a carefree moment with one of your best friends

when dina finally allows you to go back to ellie. your stood beside the girl with a smile, instantly joining whatever conversation they where having as you held her hand.

you’d trace ellie’s tattoo when you start getting antsy and nervous around people

and at the end of the night, you’d go back to ellie’s. falling asleep whilst ellie mumbled everything she loved about you

ellie x tall reader hcs (or wtv) plssssss

first request omg thank you!! but yes okay i’m doing it!! i’m a tall girl myself so this will be seriously self indulgent

Ellie with tall!reader gf

ellie is around 5”5 and your taller than her

you met when she first arrived in jackson. you saw her with joel and knew she was going to be interesting

she was pretty intimidated by you at first, taller and more evident muscle on you. you had quick witted comebacks and the prettiest of smiles (and you know your way around a gun)

when you start dating, ellie physically pushes you away if you show affection in public. worried that someone will undermine her with a girlfriend that was taller than her

she loves that you can reach things she can’t and will 100% take full advantage of that

literally, she will throw something high up then yell at you to come and grab it for her on the of chance of getting glimpse of your toned body when your shirt lifts as you reach for it.

definitely melts when you stand right behind her and drape your arms over her shoulders, head buried in her hair or neck

if your patrolling together (which is more often than not due to ellie’s nagging) she will ask you to boost her all the time for you to then be effortlessly pulled up by the girl

loves watching you jump up walls (definitely not because she gets to admire your ass for however long your pulling yourself up for)

holds the back of your t-shirt or your hand and walks behind you if your walking through groups so you don’t loose her

swoons when you have to lean down slightly to kiss her

her face will turn red when you do that but will deny it when you tease her about it

she will sit on the counter when your cooking, pulling you in between her legs so you could kiss

has such a school girl crush on you. literally like a giggly girl who’s just talked to her crush for the first time whenever you leave to do your chores.

will rant for hours to dina and jesse about how ‘cute and loveable’ you are

i don’t care how dominant you think ellie is, with a taller gf ellie would do anything she asked. you tell her to do something and she’s doing it.

110% the little spoon in your relationship. loves when your body is pressed against her back and your arms draped around her waist, pulling her back against your front.

she will never leave your side in the mornings, more clingy than ever in the am.

your showering? she’s sat on the lid of the toilet. your using the toilet? she’s stood by the door talking to you. your brushing your teeth? so is she, one hand brushing whilst the other is wrapped around your waist.

i feel like ellie with a taller gf is just perfect because she knows how capable you are yet still does everything and anything to protect you.

someone please give me requests on what to write i’m actually begging. i’ve got so much motivation to write but no ideas. literally for anyone in tlou. joel, abby, ellie idc!!!

gf!ellie headcanons

starting off, ellie would introduce you as ‘the mrs’ or ‘my wife WHEREVER you go. i mean everyone, would hear those words whenever your in view

“oh look there’s the mrs now” or “there’s my wife”

quite nights in with gf!ellie >>>

she’d 100% play guitar and hum songs when you’ve had a long day and need sleep

couldn’t believe you actually agreed to go out with her originally, she genuinely thought you where straight until you blabbed about your ex girlfriend one night

will drag you everywhere with her. seriously if this woman needs a piss at 3 in the morning you best believe she is waking you up just so she can use the toilet while you stand lazily by the door

VERY protective over you, im not joking. if your on patrol together, she’ll always be behind you so nothing can jump at you without you realising

she tries not to let you kill anything, whether it’s infected or raiders but when you do team up to kill a large group of infected. your an undeniably good team.

ellie will (and this isn’t up for discussion) always talk through arguments. there is no going to bed angry with ellie as a girlfriend. everything is sorted within the hour.

you two are the centre of attention at Jackson parties. not only because your one of the few lesbian couples there but because after a few drinks, you both get quite handsy and dance carelessly together

the first kiss with ellie definitely happened randomly. maybe you were making food and ellie just walks in, grabs your face and kisses you.

you where the first to say ‘i love you’ because ellie was scared that admitting it aloud would be stupid. everyone she has loved before, had died.

it would be a cute moment though. just imagine sitting on the couch with ellie whilst she plays the guitar. your just admiring her with a smile as she strums chords and puts together a little tune.

you just couldn’t help but blurt out those three words. ellie’s movements stilled as she looked up at you, her eyes wide and her mouth open

she will so casually pull one of these after you say what you said

you knew she wouldn’t say it back but once she composed herself she just gives you a smile and grabs your hand, bringing your knuckles up to her lips

it would take her a while to say it back. it would probably be after either you or her get injured pretty badly.

speaking of injuries, she wouldn’t let you touch a single wound. ellie would clean and dress them while you just sit there watching her with an amused smile

sometimes, ellie would get on your nerves with how late she has a tendency to stay up to. you’ll be in bed and you’ll hear ellie screaming at the tv (either at a game or a film). knowing she got into bed with you at eleven, you checked the clock and saw it was 2am

if ellie wakes up before you (which is incredibly rare) she’ll bring you whatever food was being served in the dining hall and a coffee for you to have breakfast in bed.

gf!ellie would 100% get a tattoo that reminded her of you. something like a flower or an object that you loved

no thoughts just gf!ellie

ellie with a chubby gf

this is purely for me and my chubby girls but leave requests of things you want to see bc i am loving making these (slight nsfw)

Ellie likes all kinds of girls; tall, short, smart, stupid but her favourite type was you.

you weren’t the skinniest of people, the chub on your belly was something you had been bullied about before

you had even been told that you had no chance in love looking like that

then ellie williams came along with her silly little compliment and had you hooked

i imagine she said something either real cheesy like ‘hey good looking’ or a real stupid pick up line like ‘did you just come out of the oven because your hot’

she’d tell anyone who would listen about you (usually joel or dina)

cuddling with ellie would be the best. her laying on her back with you curled into her side, you body pressed against her as she palmed at the exposed skin of your thighs and bum

let’s say your having a down day, feeling insecure in yourself. ellie would immediately know, coming up behind you from where your stood in the mirror and placing her hands on your hips, kissing you neck gently

compliments are a common curtesy when it came to ellie. literally. you could be doing something as simple as reading and she is yelling complement’s across the room

she would pick outfits for you to wear from the little store in jackson. usually something revealing and outside your comfort zone like a short dress or cropped top but you would still wear it just to see ellie’s giddy smile

PDA wasn’t something ellie was into before you but the second you made it official it was holding hands down the streets, kissing each other goodbye no matter who was around and ellie’s personal favourite, hand on your arse in a public space.

everyone would be fed up of ellie within a week of you two dating. the way she goes on and on about you is endearing but annoying

if anyone was to make a degrading comment about you, ellie would be straight their threatening to ‘chop their minuscule fucking dick’ off.

she’s also very open about your sex life to her friends and god it can be embarrassing. ellie’s just so obsessed with you and wants the world to know that

wife!ellie headcanons

swooning for this woman istg (joel’s still alive and you and ellie love in your farmhouse)

idc what you say this woman would be a full blown SIMP for her wife. opening doors for you, tying your lace if it’s undone, helping you put your hair up

literally anything you could do, ellie will do.

100% a knuckle kisser. it’s her way to show affection out in public without full blown PDA

despite living in your farmhouse, you both make regular trips back to jackson to 1. visit joel who always had new story’s to tell and 2. to help dina and jesse out with jj

always, and i mean always, babysitting jj. since you can’t physically have your own baby (two girls yknow) your both often taking care of the baby’s of jackson

dancing in the kitchen when one of you are cook (picture the moves in THAT scene. you know what i’m talking about)

say what you want but ellie would definitely get a tattoo for her wife.

if you can draw, it would be something you heaven drawn her but if not then it would be of something that reminds you of her

pictures cover EVERY wall in your house. ellie found a polaroid camera when she was on patrol and made it her mission to capture as many memories as possible

ellie is very adamant on set date nights as if, for some reason, something comes up and you can’t do it that night you best believe it’s happening the next day

nights in with ellie are the best, laying in each others arms basking in the silence

either that or she’s strumming at the guitar that’s home is beside your bed

if your a sociable person, your often throwing small get-togethers at your place. ellie doesn’t exactly like them, prefers sticking to her small group, but she loves seeing you all dolled up

if you are throwing one, she is stuck to your side the entire night (and you have a party of your own in the morning whilst cleaning. music and drinks included)

however if your not a sociable person. you throw small hang-out. you, ellie, jesse, dina and jj, joel and tommy. drinks passed between you with a movie playing in the background.

these types of nights end with everyone crashing overnight

if you both want a kid, you get one from jackson. there was always kids abandoned on the gates of the town.

it took over an hour of convincing on ellie’s part for you to not bring them all into your home.

wife!ellie would dote over you so badly

summer with modern!ellie headcanons

pov: i’m missing summer and i’m indulging in my current fixation

picnics all the time and i mean like if she ever sees a cool spot on a walk, beast believe you’ll be back in a day or two with a basket of food and drinks

not the biggest fan of the beach but will go if you wanted to

prefers doing lake days to beach days, something about it being a little more private and less people seeing you in a swimming costume

don’t get her wrong, she loves showing off what’s hers but to a degree. men love to ogle at her beauty of a girlfriend and ellie wasnt about to let them have a free show

water fights with ellie are a must and often happen unannounced

just imagine laying on the grass or sun deck in your back garden and suddenly ellie comes running over with a water gun and just drenching you

going into that point more, she’d also be holding another water gun and when you stand up, she’ll throw it at you so you can actually have a water fight.

as long as it’s a clear night, you best believe that ellie is dragging you into your garden to stargaze

hosting little get togethers, a small kiddy pool in your back garden with friends and family filling your garden. sharing drinks and picking at foods.

bonfires with dina and jesse

camping with joel and tommy when the weather is nice

now definitely don’t imagine summer clothes shopping with ellie. her sitting and watching as you modelled pretty little summer dresses and co-ords

if you ask nicely, she’d probably let you dress her up once or twice (although she will never be seen in public with a dress on)

the dates the two of you would go on in summer are incredible. museum dates, hikes, watching the sunrise and sunsets

both yours and ellie’s social media’s would be filled with the sights you’ve seen

no because imagine

elliewilliams

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elliewilliams my favourite view

y/n (tagged dina and some other gal)

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y/n ellie took this whilst screaming for joel to save her (she loves us really)

got college at 9am lols. it’s midnight and i’m drunk off my tits

as she should

"she's so babygirl"

she killed half of seattle

musician!ellie headcanons (some nsfw)

you would 1000% be her muse even before you started dating

imagine ellie wrote she (by dodie) for you!! you were the first person to hear it and didn’t know it was about you until later into you relationship

if you can sing, she definitely lets you sing harmony/back up in some of her songs

however, even if you can’t sing, she will include something of you in her song. whether that’s a small snippet of you laughing or something you had said to ellie

if she was to ever write a more… explicit… song, she would definitely ask to include sound clips of your moans in the song.

you where quick to agree which led to a somewhat awkward situation where ellie’s fucking you with a whole ass mic set up near your head

(the song turned out great though so it was worth it)

you being ellie’s biggest fan

going to all of her gigs, even when she was a smaller artist and then going to her concerts. joel and you standing front row wherever you are

when she wins an award, she will thank you in her speech for supporting her through it all

her fans absolutely adore both of you

going into this point even more, her fans would always include you in their photos with ellie. it was a privilege to meet you both

she definitely announces new music with a photo of you on her instagram with a small sentence of song lyrics as the caption (and all the fans would know instantly)

elliewilliams

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elliewilliams to be young and in love <3

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user1 NEW SONG NEW SONG NEW SONG

user2 she’s so pretty i might cry

user3 oh to be someone’s muse, y/ns fr living the life

user4 i can’t explain it but i know their house is beautiful

yes i used a lana del ray song, don’t judge me (apart from user3’s comment, i have commented these on multiple peoples posts)

gamer!ellie one shot

everybody say thank you @endureher for requesting a full fic of gamer!ellie. honestly i’m not 100% comfortable writing with ‘you’ yet as i’m more of a connoisseur for oc stories so here’s a one shot to start it up

in which ellie finally tells the world your hers

you and ellie had been dating for eleven months and it had been the best eleven months of both your lives. you shared a passion for entertainment, while you write poems and stories, ellie played games and streamed to thousands of people

her stream knew she wasn’t single, small slip ups every now and then. the door randomly opening and a black kitten prancing through the slit just for the door to close again

or whenever someone asked about her day and she may or may not have told them about her date with a very pretty lady.

ellie knew she wanted her fans to know her partner and what better way than to stream with you. the starting soon screen staring back at the two of you as you sat in front of the screens

playing sims with a special guest

that was the stream title, ellie usually had guest on her stream. whether it was her best friends dina and jesse in person or people she met online through the mic. it was rare for ellie to do a lone stream

so, when the clock on her desk turned 6pm, the girl started up the stream. her hand carefully placed on your thigh as you both welcome the viewers.

many people already knew who you were, enjoying your poetry books or romance novels (that just so happened to be proudly presented in the background of ellie’s stream at all time).

ellie introduced you, saying how exciting it was to have such an aspiring writer on her stream. around ten minutes into the livestream, you both finally started playing. mutually agreeing to make each others characters. you made ellie’s and she made yours.

however, what the stream wasn’t expecting was ellie to change the relationship of the two sims characters to ‘married’. everyone took note of the way you smiled with a roll of you eyes, your own arm bumping into your girlfriends

“oh did i forget to mention that y/n is my girlfriend?” ellie asked nonchalantly, the chat going absolutely crazy as you two just smiled.

you played for just under two hours, creating a beautiful home and living a wonderful life. it’s safe to say chat managed to make some beautiful edits of you both and everyone swooned over both yours and ellies instagram posts.

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elliewilliams to my dearest y/n, i love you always and will continue to love you forever. thank you for loving me <3

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user1 SWOONING

user2 idk who i’m more jealous of

y/n your my forever els <3

user3 we have two hours of content from them but omg i’m obsessed

dinax my favourite sapphics 🫶

y/n

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y/n to my favourite girl who for some reason hates getting their photo taken, eleven months with you and each day i fall more in love. i’ll love you forever

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elliewilliams eleven months have flown by, i love you

user1 THEM

user2 sleeping on the highway tonight

dinax okay fine i’m coming over so we can celebrate

user3 dina is the captain of this ship

dealer!ellie headcanons

dealer!ellie would be so obsessed over you, her beautiful girlfriend

i’d personally say she’d be super clingy although i know people disagree. i think this because she knows the type of people out there and would hate the idea of something bad happening to you

so, how is that fixed? easy, she literally will not leave your side.

since shes like jackson’s dealer, there’s constantly people over grabbing their weekly fix. you’ve probably befriended more people in the time of you dating ellie because of this than the rest of your life

no because imagine laying in bed and sharing a joint with ellie. the two of you had a busy day, barely sharing any time together so your cuddled up, a joint between you both as you share details from the day

i can imagine people coming up to dealer!ellie whilst you two are on a date and her straight up telling them to fuck off and to find her tomorrow

whenever you express the fact that you feel like your ripping ellie off (since she never lets you pay for the weed you smoke) her excuse is always “pretty girls smoke for free”

if we’re talking modern!dealer!ellie then her snapchat story will forever be filled with her plugs. photos of her stick with prices however her instagram would be dedicated to you

dealer!ellie would definitely shotgun a joint with you that usually leads to an intense make out session

gamer!ellie headcanons

I’d like to imagine that gamer!ellie is also streamer!ellie because why not make a living doing something you love

Would 100% introduce her gf to her viewers on stream, probably playing a game together and letting it slip mid way that they where actually dating

Definitely googles her own name on any social media sight and sends any funny/thirst trap posts to you, her gf

loves and i mean loves seeing edits of her girlfriend (and those cheesy couple edits)

i feel like everyone thinks that ellie would bang out shooter games but personally i can see ellie sitting there for hours playing sims or stardew

when ellie’s streaming, she loves when you make an appearance. whether it’s coming in her gaming room and simply giving her water or dragging in a chair from the kitchen to sit and watch her game (her viewers also adores it)

i can imagine ellie doing a drunk stream with you and it’s on this stream where editors get their spicy content.

you and ellie basically grinding on each other to non copyright music. check.

ellie muttering cheeky comments towards you but forgetting how good her mic is (viewers absolutely swoon at her sweet talk)

comments like “the way they look at each other” and “i want love like them” or “i’m so jealous of them” being regular comments on posts and streams

almost all her posts on instagram are photos of you and her (and the others are just posts of you all dolled up)

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elliewilliams you are my forever <3

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user1 they have my heart

user2 sleeping on the highway fr, in need of a love like theirs

user3 idk who i’m more jealous of, ellie or y/n

y/n i’ll love you always darling

first proper post lols, kinda nervous?!?? how do we feel about this, feel free to send requests!!

guys if you want to get your heart ripped open then put back together again multiple times go read apocalypse by @ whoreforjamescook on wattpad. it’s an ellie williams x oc ff (it’s by me)

Wattpad

Apocalypse [Ellie Williams]

in which two sixteen year olds find love in the middle of trouble [aged up!ellie williams x female oc] [pre the last of...

me, a writer: hmm i wish i saw more of this (insert crazy idea i made up)

me, still a writer: shit i can write it myself

me, a writer finishing a long ass one shot: no one’s gonna read this. nevermind.

in need of someone to write a one shot of the dina and ellie kiss scene (in eugenes) but instead of dina it’s the reader please!!!!

hear me out, ellie williams in tlou2 game with an oc that she’s known since the QZ???

it’s so true though😭

when fanfic authors say that they don’t decide what happens in the story that the characters make the decisions i imagine it like this:

writer: *sitting down* type type type type *squinting at the screen* type type type

writer: *gasp* WHY WOULD YOU DO THAT…… type type type