Sometimes I Walk Around, Suffering, And People Ask What Is Wrong. They Don’t Mean Any Harm—I Look

me (i looked like a rat)

Looking at my snap memories, why did I think I was the shit 💔

you’re so real for that (most of the time i don’t even like the blinds open LMAO i’m a hermit)

okay i am genuinely curious since you read so many books and it feels like every week you are posting abt a new one…

how many books do you think you have in your tbr??

i actually only have seven at the moment, and sometimes they don't even stay on my tbr for long, but i usually add books along the way so its really just endless

the first thing you learn in chemistry is that the atom is 90% empty space. the brunette in the front raises her hand. how does that work? she asks. everyone sighs. mrs macdonald smiles her eerie grin. we don’t really know, she says. maybe one of you will find out. i unclick my pen slowly as to not make a sound. the atom is 90% empty space. i am more vacuum than i am human. at an atomic level, i am nothing. is that supposed to be comforting? i blurt out, a supernova in the empty silence. it echoes against the tile. mrs macdonald raises her eyebrows. does science ever comfort? chemistry itself opens up all these existential questions. it’s the scientist’s job to find the things that nobody thought about much, and rip them open. gut them. make everyone worry. science is not for the comfortable, my dear.

the brunette in the front shuts up. the classroom is silent. the atom is 90% empty space. i decide that day to become a scientist.

this. it’s not cute to only want to date older men as a minor. it’s not coquette to starve yourself for a “better body”. and the worst part is that the entire girl blogging community has become known for these things. it’s not just feminism, it’s ethics. as a 18 year old, those things might be normal (although they shouldn’t be), but some forget that younger teenagers flock to girl blogs as well. i myself was a victim of this as a 12- and 13-year old.

i’m under the opinion that if you feel so compelled to post about dating older men and ed’s (as well as sh-positive posts, but that’s a story for another time) then you should mark your blog as nsfw. you might not THINK younger users are seeing your blog, but they ARE.

at the same time, we need younger teens to know that these posts are not and should not be the norm. when everyone on your main feed is an ed blog it is incredibly easy to fall into the vortex of those behaviors too.

this turned into a rant, so i’m sorry, but this is a genuinely important topic. as someone who has been influenced by girl blogs—which took a long time to recover from—i am disgusted at how prevalent they still are.

idk if my frontal lobe cortex is developing, but has anyone else realised how gross and weird the obsession with dating old men, eating disorders, the lolita movie and book, and other pieces of media that idolise pedophilia are within the girlblogging community? The way that some girls on here are so obsessed with looking weak and wanting to find an older man to look after them is really damaging the feminist movement.

RUN MAKES ME CRY AND I HAVE TO HONOR THAT XD

I LOVE the 1 btw just have some mildly sad memories associated with it.

Kiss, marry, kill: tolerate it, run, and the 1.

Ellie how could you do this to me

kiss tolerate it

marry run

kill the 1

😭😭😭😭

Kashmir, Pahalgam.

The terrorists checked for their IDs, their Hinduness before shooting them.

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my hometown is so tis the damn season coded

lmao the not going outside is so real tho 😭

also that’s so cool that you have such a good memory!!

okay i am genuinely curious since you read so many books and it feels like every week you are posting abt a new one…

how many books do you think you have in your tbr??

i actually only have seven at the moment, and sometimes they don't even stay on my tbr for long, but i usually add books along the way so its really just endless

aaaaaaaaa thank you for 100 likes, y'all! so grateful that you guys like my poetry as much as i love it :D