Michael Jackson
Synopsis: Your loving husband is not as honest as he claims to be. Tonight, you find out exactly what he's been hiding.
Pairing: Mafia boss!Michael Jackson x fem!Reader
Word Count: 9.1K
Warnings: Some sweating. Michael is nonchalant here ewww
Drea's note: I had so much fun writing this! Constructive criticism and suggestion are welcome in my inbox. Thank you for the request, babe. <3
March 1st, 1932
22:00
You take a deep breath in as you examine your surroundings. You can’t believe you’re going on a date with a man your friend, Aubrey, set you up with.
It had been a long time since your separation from your long-time boyfriend. The split was painful. You remember it every so often; sometimes the emotions of the split build up at random times of your day, leaving you teary and shaking with sadness. He promised you the world. Maybe that was the first sign of his infidelity. No man promises a woman the world three months into a relationship. It was all bull from the beginning, but could you have known? You were in your late teens, naive and lovestruck. You couldn’t have known.
Now, here you are, in front of Club 30, in a shimmery black dress, draped with a white fur shawl and sleek golden heels. Your hair is beautifully done in a top bun with a few loose curls draped behind your ears. You fiddle with one of the multiple rings you have on, contemplating whether you should go in. You take in one final breath before pushing open the heavy oak doors, ready for whatever the late night has in store for you.
The bass of the jazz band rumbles through the smokey air as you walk in. You notice a large crowd on the dance floor. Their bodies rock from side to side to the rhythm of the 4-count music. To the left are several tables designed for an assembly of friends. The booths are decorated in a simple brown leather with each table covered with wine-red cloths designed to give you an intimate feel as friends conversation.
There are 4 young men there right now. Their head all turned to you. You give them a small smile which excites them butyou ignore it and look to your right. That way is the bar. That’s where you’re expected. You clear your throat and slowly walk to the bar before taking a seat on one of the many high barstools. The array of alcohol beautifully decorates the large wall before you. From wine to whiskey, it’s all gracefully shelved, disguising the liquid poison as something beautiful.
“Can I get you something to drink?” The bartender interrupts your thoughts. His smile was genuine and calm, indicating his expertise in customer service.
You return the smile, your red lipstick morphing into a gracious grin as you speak. “I’m not too sure what to order. Any suggestions?”
“Of course, ma’am. Do you have a taste for a sweet or bitter drink?” He leans on the counter, clearly taken aback by your allure.
“Sweet, please.”
“I would suggest a lemonade or strawberry daiquiri.” He looks you up and down with his bottom lip between his teeth.
“Strawberry, please.” You giggle, rolling your eyes as he nods before turning around to prepare your drink.
While the bartender works on your beverage, you fix your gaze on the large clock. 22:10. Aubrey had said your date would be by the bar by 22:00 but he’s not here yet. You decide to shrug it off and wait a little longer.
“Here you are, ma’am. A strawberry daiquiri.” He carefully slides the drink your way with a wink.
You take a long sip through the paper straw. The sweetness of the strawberry fizz compliments the thick rum. You’re quiteimpressed by the taste. Having never drank this before, your tongue enjoys every drop of it, and soon enough, you’re asking for another one.
22:30.
You huff.
“Are you expecting someone?” The bartender inquires, sliding you your second daiquiri.
“Yes, I am, but I’m afraid I’ve been stood up.” You take a sip of your drink with a frown.
“That happens here quite a lot, unfortunately,” he starts, “Just a few hours ago, an older lady sat here with me and waited for her date to arrive. Alas, he never did.”
You sigh and nod. Maybe the same fate had met you.
“Don’t fret. I’m sure he would have been a waste of time anyway.” He grins, tapping his fingers on the marble counter.
You nod again, accepting your circumstances. Instead of moping about your current fate, you turn to face the band across the bar. They play a more upbeat tune now. Something that has the dance floor cheering and whistling. The sight lifts your mood. Your head begins to rock to the rhythm.
“You should join the crowd, let loose!” The bartender encourages you.
“I’m not much of a dancer,” you lean back to turn the suggestion down.
“Oh come on, ma’am. I’m sure you’re great at it. Plus, why come to Club 30 if not to dance? This is the place to dance, and I know*-”*
The bartender’s words are cut off as he notices the large oak doors open again. The thick, smokey air in the club shifts, as if it’s being controlled by something greater than it; something that makes the jazz band mess up rhythmic jam.
“Oh no. Tonight of all nights?” He whispers behind you and you fix your gaze towards the two large men who you assume are bodyguards.
Before you can respond, another man walks in. He’s dressed differently from the black-suited large men behind him. You glance at his white tailored suit. The expensive fabric hugs his slim figure perfectly, accentuating his toned arms and legs. Beneath his white suit jacket is a soft pastel blue shirt sleekly complimented by a white tie. His hair, curly, thick, and longis topped off with a white fedora. His presence has undoubtedly changed the club’s mood. What you cannot decipher is if this shift is a good or bad one. What you do know, however, is that his arrival has garnered the attention of everyone in the club.
As swiftly as he arrived, his bodyguards escorted him to the far corner of the club. He sits between them as if he is royalty of some sort. He examines the room, seated in the perfect place to see every corner of the club; to see you.
You hadn’t noticed that you were staring at him the entire time he had sat there until he finally fixed his gaze on you. With a nervous smile, you wave at him. He tilts his head, but before he can do anything else, his table is surrounded by a cluster of girls ready to throw themselves at him.
“I wouldn't if I were you. That man is trouble.”
You turn to face the bartender whose face is painted with concern.
“Why’s that?” You smile inquisitively.
“He’s known for doing shady business around these parts of Chicago. Rumour has it that he’s taken a life just outside the club, in the back ally”
You scoff.
“I doubt that's true. If it was, we’d see news of a death on the papers, no?”
Before the bartender could answer, one of the large men from the corner table tapped you on your shoulder.
“Excuse me, ma’am. My boss would like to speak with you.” The large man speaks with an even tone.
You look at the bartender who shakes his head in disagreement with the request, but you; not having anything better to do here; smile and stand up to follow the black-suited man.
“Don’t worry. I’ll be fine.” You reassure the bartender before you walk to the designated table.
A dozen eyes watch you as you make it to the alluring man. The girls that once squealed with excitement at his arrival now fix their eyes on you with bitter jealousy. That doesn't stop the white-suited man from motioning you to sit beside him. You slowly scoot your way onto the leather seat, sitting just a few inches away from him.
“Leave us.” He commands, and as if they’re filled with fear, the two bodyguards make their way to the dance floor. The girls, on the other hand, linger.
“All of you. Now.” His voice is stern now, his piercing gaze scaring the girls away with those simple words.
Now, you’re left alone with him. With nobody around, his scent floods your nostrils. A deep sage with a mix of vanilla surrounds him. What an intoxicating scent, one you could inhale for aeons.
“What’s a pretty young thing like you doing here all alone at this hour?” He asks.
His voice is surprisingly softer than the tough visual that he is. He shifts closer to you, closing the gap you had left before looking you dead in the eyes. His deep brown eyes glisten in the mellow lighting of the club. Something is confusing about those eyes. They appear so innocent, but something in them hints at a darker reality.
“I- I had a date tonight,” you fidget with your rings, “regrettably, he never showed.”
He takes a slow sip of his drink, which you’ll come to learn is whiskey. His gaze never leaves yours as he drinks.
“What a foolish man he is to leave a woman hanging like that, especially a woman of your…stature.”
You giggle. He loves that. The sound of your giggle eggs him on.
“My stature?” You probe and he nods.
“An enchanting woman like you shouldn’t be treated so poorly.”
You’re taken aback by his words. Looking away from him you fiddle with your rings. He notices this and gently places his hand on yours. You look at. It’s much larger than yours with veins travelling to and fro. You look up surprised and are greeted by a soft grin.
“The name’s Michael. Michael Jackson. Yours?”
Without a second to waste you tell him yours. His smile brightens at your response, a few crinkles surround his eyes as he smiles.
“It’s very nice to meet you, darlin'.” Michael whispers into your ear in a sultry tone, causing a shiver to run down your spine.
“Now, tell me. What nonsense was our little bartender telling you about me, hmm?” He leans back into the leather seat.
“That you’re trouble.” You shrug bluntly, tapping your slim fingers on the table before you.
“Oh really?” He motions for his bodyguard, “What kind of trouble did he say I am?
Before you answer, he whispers something to his bodyguard before shooing him away. You watch the large man walk to the bar.
“That you’ve done some shady business here and even…”
“Even what, darling?” He coos.
The bodyguard returns to you and places a strawberry daiquiri in on the tabl before turning and leaving for the dance floor once again.
“Thank you.” “You smile and take a sip. “He said you’d killed someone in behind this very building.
Your words provoke a loud chuckle from him. His head tilts backwards as he laughs, exposing his Adam's apple.
“As you can see, Louis over there has quite the imagination.” He clears his throat and drops his expression into something more serious. “Don’t believe everything you hear about me around these parts. People love to gossip about my occupation. They know nothing of what they speak of.”
You sigh a sigh of relief and drink the last of your beverage, continuing the conversation. He remains calm and collected, only sharing enough to keep you intrigued, but not sufficient to satisfy your curiosity.
September 14th 1935
Three years into your relationship you’ve come to learn that Michael would always be that way. Not even the fact that you’re his wife could change that. Anytime you ask about his work, he’ll give you a short answer. Nothing too specific, just enough to reassure you that he’ll be safe on the next business trip he’d be heading to. Lately, things have changed. Your husband had no longer told you where he was headed. He’d simply leave a note alluding to where he’d be and what he’d be dealing with.
To say you were annoyed by his behaviour is an understatement. You spent the past 3 months with your housemaids. They knew the ins and outs of your new grand home, the home you moved into with Michael when he married you two and half years ago. You grew friendly to them in the early stages of your marriage which you thank yourself for doing because you can ask them what exactly your husband gets up to while you’re asleep or away with friends and family.
“Two weeks ago, he had three men here. They were all dressed in expensive-looking suits, and we were all ordered to serve them with whatever they pleased,” said Diane with an admitting tone.
“And a month before that, he had a woman here,” Claire adds, “but worry not. He did not lead her to your bedroom or anything of that sort.”
You listen to them intently, your fists clenching and relaxing as they tell you just how much Michael has been hiding from you.
“Do you know where he’ll be later tonight? You two are the eyes and ears of this house. I’m sure you heard word of his night excursion.” You look at them both.
“Yes. Of course!” Diane speaks. “I overheard him talk to his chauffeur, Bill, about being at Club 30 tonight at 11 pm for some business.”
“Perfect. Once he leaves for that, be sure to have a car for me to follow him there.”
Diane and Claire nod and disburse as your so-called honest husband makes his way to the kitchen where you’re situated.
“Good day, darling.” Michael coos, placing a soft and long kiss on your lips. “What were you all discussing just now?”
You kiss him back and hum, knowing not to tell him the truth. “We were planning for our housewarming party tomorrow.
“Ah, I see,” he sits beside you, placing his large hand on the small of your back, “I’ll make sure to get all the alcohol needed tonight, okay?”
You nod and cup his face with your warm hands, “Thank you, my love. You’re a lifesaver.”
He smiles, rubbing your back slowly before turning his attention to the newspaper. You notice his jaw clench as he reads the front cover, so you turn to the newspaper.
“Two Bodies Found at The Docking Pier Near Club 30”
“Oh my,” you gasp, catching Michael’s attention, “Poor souls.”
“It’s shocking indeed, darling,” he says not because he means it but because he has to in order not to alarm you. You can tell he knows more about these deaths than he’s saying so you probe.
“When did they find them?”
“The morning of September 9th.” He answers as he continues to read.
“Were you not there the night before?” you lean closer to him.
“What Are you sayin’?” He slowly turns towards you.
You huff and look him dead in his eyes. ”Surely you would have seen something.”
Michael’s Gaze hardens and his hand clutches the newspaper tightly. It’s not the first time you’ve angered him this way. There have been times when you asked him about his whereabouts, noticing how they always seemed to correlate with the discovery of a dead body. This time, however, you prob further. Gone are the days when you simply say “Okay fine” and let it go. Today, You want to know as much as he’ll tell you, even if it means he’ll be infuriated by your unwavering questioning.
“Darlin’…” He takes a deep breath to calm himself. “Why would I know a thing about this.” He asks irritated, shaking the paper firmly.
“Because you were they the night before, no?” He nods. “And the paper says there was a quarrel around the same you when there for a drink.”
You observe his increasing anger, his breath getting deeper as he attempts to keep himself from raising his voice at you. One thing is for sure; he has something to hide, but he won’t dare yell at you. He knows better than to treat his woman with such fury. He would rather die than create room in your heart for you to fear him. If he did that, he would have failed as a husband, as a man, but God, were you pissing him off right now.
“Darlin’, I do not witness the fights that break out at the club. I’m gone by then.” He speaks bluntly.
“So why’d you come home so late that night?”
“Listen,” He snaps but quickly lowers his voice, “what I do in my spare time is not your concern. All you need to worry about is the goings-on of our home and yourself. Is that clear, Darlin’?”
His tone is stern as if to discipline you like a child. He’s never used such a tone while addressing you. You knew now that he was not telling you the complete story.
“Now, if you’ll excuse me. I have to get ready for work.” That's the last thing he said to you that day before he disappeared out of the large wooden doors of your home to do God knows what.
19:00
Michael had arrived back from work an hour prior. He did not spend much time with you that evening, and soon, he was out the door. The only thing he said was that he’d be back with the alcohol for tomorrow’s housewarming. Why were you having a housewarming two years into moving here? You didn’t know, but that's not important. What's important is to figure out exactly what he has planned for the night.
23:17
“Mrs Jackson, the car is ready for you,” Diane whispers and you nod.
“Thank you, Diane. You and Claire be sure to take the day off tomorrow. We’ll have other servers here in your place.” Diane nods hastily at your words before she and Claire disappear into the servants’ quarters.
23:45
You thank the driver before stepping out of the car. Here you are, in front of Club 30 once again. It had been months since you were here, having feared that you’d meet the same fate as those two young men who were found dead this morning. That fear is now replaced with pent-up rage from your husband's lies. You were done with the secrets. Tonight, you’ll find out the truth, and nothing will stop you from completing that mission.
You walk into the ally and sneak your way into the club through the back door.
“Thank you, Louis. You’re a gem.” You give the bartender a soft kiss on the cheek as he helps you through the club’s kitchen.
“He’s here already. Two men came in shortly after him,” he blushed at the kiss, “Then two other men followed. They’re all seated together in his booth.”
You nod with a frown. “Do you know what they’re up to?”
“No, ma’am. They’ve had the jazz band playing to cover up their conversations, but the band will retire for the night soon.”
You follow him to the club’s end of the kitchen. To your surprise, the band has already left, leaving the five men, including Michael, to their own devices. Their conversation is clear as day. Both you and Louis lean on the door to listen in.
23:50
“How did they find the bodies?” Michael asks, his tone cold.
“We don’t know, boss. Don said he’d take care of it but-” One of the men tries to defend themself but is cut by the other.
“I never said I’d take care of anything!” You assume that is Don talking.
“Boss told you too! You always mess up the simplest jobs.”
“Enough!” You hear Michael shout as he delivers a loud bang to the table. “I will not tolerate such childish behaviour from anyone tonight. You all need to shut up and listen.”
A shiver runs down your back at his commanding voice. His soft-spoken nature seems to have shifted into something darker, something you didn’t recognise. Was this your husband? Of course, it was, but this was a side of him you were not acquainted with.
“But first. I must deal with something,” Michael begins, “Louis, bring her here.”
You dart your eyes to Louis, whose hand has already grasped yours, pulling you out of the kitchen and into the club's main room. Your cheeks burn with embarrassment as Michael stands before you, his curls messy and suit well-kept. He clicks his tongue and circles you slowly, shooing Louis away with a knowing nod.
“Now, what do we have here?” Michael speaks with a disappointed tone.
You’re frozen in place. The shock of Louis having sold you out fogged your mind. All you can do is dart your eyes as he continues the torturous dance around you. At that moment, you feel small. Like a rabbit waiting for the cheetah before it to pounce.
“I- I can explain-”
Michael chuckles. “What happened to all that spunk you had interrogating me this morning, Darlin’? Was it all a front?”
You have no choice but to look down abashedly. You’ve been caught, your plans ruined by someone you thought you could trust. Oh, once you get out of here, you’ll be ripping Louis a new one.
“Come. Sit.” Michael grabs your arm and leads you to the booth. You fall onto the leather seat and face the four men who sit across from you and Michael on hard wooden stools.
“Explain yourself, darlin’.” He commands.
The anger you’ve bottled up finally spills over as you begin: “Explain myself? You have a lot of nerve to say such a thing! How dare you lie to me about your life to this degree? Shame on you! Shame on all of you in this room right now!”
You’re seething with anger, your hands clench tight around nothing, your jaw tight, and your brows furrowed. Your eyes roam your surroundings. The four men facing you don’t react to your words. One, however, smiles contently.
“I never knew your wife could yell like that, Boss.” Don smiles.
“Neither did I,” Michael admits, “You’re full of surprises, young lady.”
“And you’re full of shit!” You spit at Michael, provoking a twitch of disapproval across his face.
“Watch yourself.” He lifts a finger, reprimanding your outburst. “I know you want answers, but I will not accept such foul language, darlin’. Understand?”
You shake your head, cross your arms and look anywhere but him or his lackeys. “Speak.”
Michael chuckles at your attempt to be tough. “Oh, you’re too cute, my love,” he says as he sits beside you, “As you wish. What would you like to know?”
“Who are these men?” You start with a simple question.
“These are Tony, Don, Trevor, and Allen. They’re my cleaners, my boys.” He sips his whiskey.
“Cleaners? Meaning what?” You raise a brow at them and they all bow their heads in acknowledgement.
“What an innocent mind you have” He coos. “They clean up after me. You know, after I deal with someone.”
“What?” You raise your voice.
“We get rid of anyone he kills, Mrs Jackson. That’s our job, but someone didn’t do it right on Friday.” Tony hits Don on the heads
Michael shifts in the seat and shakes his head. “You are all so childish.”
You can’t believe what you’re hearing. Your husband, the man you love is a killer. A cold-blooded killer. How did he never show any sign of this sick side to him?
“Michael, you’re a killer?” You look at him with your cheeks red.
“Darlin’, it’s much more complicated than that-”
“Then explain yourself” You snap.
Michael sighs before nodding. He stands up, holding his hand out for you to take it, but you don't. Instead, you stand and follow him to the balcony on the second floor.
00:00
The hustle and bustle of Chicago has slowed down significantly at this hour. As you and Michael stand outside, you hear a dog bark from afar and a car rumble through the empty road. This calm view of the city lights does little to nothing to ease your stress. It seems as though nothing he has to say with change how you feel in the moment.
“Listen, I know what you’ve heard is concerning to you, but I must assure you, my love, that You have nothing to worry about.”
“Is that so?” You huff. “How am I supposed to do that when you’re running the streets killing people?”
Michael lifts his finger to hush you. The last thing he needs is to have the patrolling police listening to your heated conversation.
“It’s not that simple, my love.”
“Simplify it for me,” You cross your arms.
“You won’t believe me, but alas, I’ll explain.” He leans onto the rails, lighting a cigar before taking a long breath of the smoky substance.
“Remember when I told you about my upbringing? My family always had to move from state to state.” you nod. “Well, that was because my father was involved in criminal activity. But you know that part.”
You remember Michael telling you about how his father was killed in prison by a gang he worked in opposition with.
“Go on,” you command.
“When my father died, my older brothers wanted nothing to do with the life my father led, so I took over as boss.” Michael wraps his lips around the cigar, sucking on it as it fills his lungs with the smoky air. He puffs rings of smoke out as he watches for your reaction.
“You're some kind of mafia boss? here, in Chicago?” You cough as the aftersmoke hits your throat.
All Michael can do is nod. His eyes stay fixed on you as you take in everything you’ve heard.
How long was he going to hide this? What would he have done if you were in trouble? What did he expect you to do if he got arrested or hurt?
“I would never let myself get hurt, let alone put you in any form of danger, darlin’. I swear.” He reassures you with one hand on your face and the other holding the burning cigar
“You’ve already endangered me by not telling me this from the beginning.” Your voice cracks.
“How could I tell a stranger that I’m a criminal?” He runs his fingers through his curls.
“You’re calling your wife a stranger? Jee, Michael. I never knew you were this cruel.” Your head shakes as tears roll down your cheeks.
“Darlin’…I meant no harm. believe me.” Michael wipes a tear from your eye which does nothing to soothe your sorrow.
“I cannot do this right now.” You turn away from him.
“My love…” his voice falls small.
“You’ve lied to me for three years, Michael. Three years.” You sigh and take a step away from him. “I cannot bear to look at you without feeling betrayed. I cannot be around you right now.”
You walk away, leaving him on the balcony with a cigar in his hand and a tear threatening to fall from his beautiful brown eyes.
00:38
As you hastily pack an overnight bag, you look at your shared bed with teary eyes. The thought of you sharing a be with a killer haunts your mind and breaks your heart. You had to get away from here, from him.
Right now, nothing could stop you from seeing him as a monster, and that hurt to admit.
You married a criminal. You married a killer.
March 1st, 1932
22:00
You take a deep breath in as you examine your surroundings. You can’t believe you’re going to do this, going on a date with a man your friend, Aubrey, set you up with.
It had been a long time since your separation from your long-time boyfriend. The split was painful. You remember it every so often; the emotions of that day build up at random times of your day, leaving you teary and shaking with sadness. He promised you the world. Maybe that was the first sign of his infidelity. No man promises a woman the world three months into a relationship. It was all bull from the beginning, but could you have known? You were in your late teens, naive and lovestruck. You couldn’t have known.
Now, here you are, in front of Club 30, in a silky red dress and sleek golden heels. Your hair is done beautifully in a top bun with a few loose curls draped behind your ears. You fiddle with one of the multiple rings you have on, contemplating whether or not you should go in. You take in one final breath before pushing open the heavy oak doors, ready for whatever the late night has in store for you.
The bass of the jazz band rumbles through the smoky air as you walk in. You notice a large crowd on the dance floor. Their bodies rock from side to side to the rhythm of the 4-count music. To the left are tables designed for an assembly of friends. The booths are decorated in a simple brown leather, with each table covered with wine-red cloths designed to give you an intimate feel as friends converse.
There are five young men there right now. Their heads all turned to you. You give them a small smile, which excites them, but you ignore it and look to your right. That way is the bar. That’s where you’re expected. You clear your throat and slowly walk to the bar before taking a seat on one of the many high barstools. The array of alcohol beautifully decorates the large wall before you. From wine to whisky, it’s all gracefully shelved in a way that makes you forget that all those liquids are poison.
“Can I get you something to drink?” The bartender interrupts your thoughts. His smile is genuine and calm, indicating his expertise in customer service.
You return the smile. Your red lipstick morphs into a beautiful grin as you speak. “I’m not too sure what to order. Any suggestions?”
“Of course, ma’am. Do you have a taste for a sweet or bitter drink?” He leans on the counter, clearly taken aback by your allure.
“Sweet, please.”
“I would suggest a lemonade or strawberry daiquiri.” He looks you up and down with his bottom lip between his teeth.
“Strawberry, please.” You giggle and roll your eyes, and he nods before turning around to prepare your drink.
While the bartender works on your beverage, you fix your gaze on the large clock. 22:10. Aubrey had said your date would be by the bar by 22:00, but he’s not here yet. You decide to shrug it off and wait a little longer.
“Here you are, ma’am. A strawberry daiquiri.” He carefully slides the drink your way with a wink.
You take a long sip through the paper straw. The sweetness of the strawberry fizz is complemented by the thick rum.You’re impressed by the taste. Having never drunk this before, your tongue enjoys every drop of it, and soon enough, you’re asking for another one.
22:30.
You huff.
“Are you expecting someone?” The bartender enquires, sliding you your second daiquiri.
“Yes. I am, but I’m afraid I’ve been stood up.” You take a sip of your drink with a frown.
“That happens here quite a lot, unfortunately,” he starts, “Just a few hours ago, an older lady sat here with me and waited for her date to arrive. Alas, he never did.”
You sigh and nod. Maybe the same fate had met you.
“Don’t fret. I’m sure he would have been a waste of time anyway.” He grins, tapping his fingers on the marble counter.
You nod again, accepting your circumstances. Instead of moping about your current fate, you turn to face the band across the bar. They play a more upbeat tune now. Something that has the dance floor cheering and whistling with joy. The sight lifts your mood. Your head begins to rock to the rhythm.
“You should join the crowd, let loose,” The bartender encourages you.
“I’m not much of a dancer,” you lean back to turn the suggestion down.
“Oh, come on, ma’am. I’m sure you’re great at it. Plus, why come to Club 30 if not to dance? This is the place to dance, and I know—”
The bartender’s words are cut off as he notices the large oak doors open. The thick, smoky air in the club shifts, as if it’s being controlled by something—something that makes the jazz band mess up rhythmic jam.
“Oh no. Tonight of all nights?” He whispers behind you, and you fix your gaze on the two large men who you assume are bodyguards.
Before you can respond, another man walks in. He’s dressed differently from the large, black-suited men behind him. You glance at his white tailored suit. The expensive fabric hugs his slim figure perfectly, accentuating his toned arms and legs. Beneath his white suit jacket is a soft pastel blue shirt sleekly complemented by a white tie. His black curls upon his head are topped off with a simple white fedora. His presence has undoubtedly changed the mood of the club. What you cannot decipher is if the shift is a good or bad one. What you do know, however, is that his arrival has garnered the attention of everyone in the club.
As swiftly as he arrived, his bodyguards escorted him to the far corner of the club. He sits between them as if he’s royalty of some sort. He examines the room; he’s seated in the perfect place to see every corner of the club, to see you.
You hadn’t noticed that you were staring at him the entire time he had sat there until he finally fixed his gaze on you. With a nervous smile, you wave at him. He tilts his head, but before he can do anything else, his table is surrounded by a cluster of girls ready to throw themselves at him.
“I wouldn't if I were you. That man is trouble.”
You turn to face the bartender, whose face shows concern.
“Why’s that?” You smile inquisitively.
“He’s known for doing shady business around these parts. Rumour has it that he’s taken a life just outside the club, in the back alley.”
You scoff.
“I doubt that's true. If it were, we’d see news of a death in the papers, no?”
Before the bartender could answer, one of the large men at the corner table tapped you on the shoulder.
“Excuse me, ma’am. My boss would like to speak with you.” The large man speaks with an even tone.
You look at the bartender, who shakes his head in disagreement with the request, but you, not having anything better to do here, smile and stand up to follow the black-suited man.
“Don’t worry. I’ll be fine.” You reassure the bartender before you walk to the designated table.
A dozen eyes watch you as you make it to the alluring man. The girls that once squealed with excitement at his arrival now fix their eyes on you with bitter jealousy. That doesn't stop the white-suited man from motioning you to sit beside him. You slowly scoot your way onto the leather seat, sitting just a few inches away from him.
“Leave us.” He commands, and as if they’re filled with fear, the two bodyguards make their way to the dance floor. The girls, on the other hand, linger.
“All of you. Now.” His voice is stern now, his piercing gaze scaring the girls away with those simple words.
Now, you’re left alone with him. Without others around, his scent floods your nostrils. A deep sage with a mix of vanilla scent surrounds him. What an intoxicating scent, one you could inhale for aeons.
“What’s a pretty young thing like you doing here all alone at this hour?” He asks.
His voice is surprisingly softer than the tough visual that he is. He shifts closer to you, closing the gap you had left before looking you dead in the eyes. His deep brown eyes glisten in the mellow lighting of the club. Something is confusing about those eyes. They appear so innocent, but something in them hints at a darker reality.
“I had a date tonight,” you fidget with your rings, “regrettably, he never showed.”
He takes a slow sip of his drink, which you’ll come to learn is whisky. His gaze never leaves yours as he drinks.
“What a foolish man he is to leave a woman hanging like that, especially a woman of your…stature.”
You giggle. The sound of your giggle eggs him on. “My stature?” You probe, and he nods.
“An enchanting woman like you shouldn’t be treated so poorly.”
You’re taken aback by his words. Looking away from him, you fiddle with your rings. He notices this and gently places his hand on yours. You look at. It’s larger than yours, with veins travelling to and fro. You look up surprised and he shoots you a soft grin.
“The name’s Michael. Michael Jackson. Yours?”
Without a second to waste, you tell him yours. His smile brightens at your response; a few crinkles surround his eyes as he smiles.
“It’s very nice to meet you, darlin',” Michael whispers into your ear in a sultry tone that causes a shiver to run down your spine.
“Now, tell me. What nonsense was our little bartender telling you about me, hmm?” He leans back into the leather seat.
“That you’re trouble.” You shrug bluntly, tapping your slim fingers on the table before you.
“Oh really?” He motions for his bodyguard, “What kind of trouble did he say I am?
Before you answer, he whispers something to his bodyguard before shooing him away. You watch the large man stand at the bar, and the bartender fixes up a drink.
“That you’ve done some shady business here and even…”
“Even what, darling?” He coos.
The bodyguard makes his way back to you and places a strawberry daiquiri in front of you before turning and leaving for the dance floor once again.
“Thank you.” “You smile and take a sip. “He said you’d killed someone behind this very building.
Your words provoke a loud chuckle from him. His head tilts back as he laughs, exposing his Adam's apple.
“As you can see, Louis over there has quite the imagination.” He clears his throat and drops his expression into something more serious. “Don’t believe everything you hear about me around these parts. People love to gossip about my occupation. They know nothing of what they speak of.”
You sigh a sigh of relief and drink the last of your beverage, continuing, the conversation with Michael. He remains calm and collected, only sharing enough to keep you wondering.
14 September 1935
Three years into your relationship, you’ve come to learn that Michael would always be that way. Not even the fact that you’re his now could change. Anytime you ask about his work, he’ll give you a short answer. Nothing too specific, just enough to reassure you that he’ll be safe on the next business trip he’ll be heading to. Lately, things have changed. Your husband had no longer told you where he was headed. He’d simply leave a note alluding to where he’d be and what he’d be dealing with.
To say you were annoyed by his behaviour is an understatement. You spent the past 3 months with your housemaids. They knew the ins and outs of your new grand home, the home you moved into with Michael when he married you two and a half years ago. You grew friendly with them in the early stages of your marriage, which you now thank yourself for doing because you can now ask them what exactly your husband gets up to while you’re asleep or away with friends and family.
“Two weeks ago, he had three men here. They were all dressed in expensive-looking suits, and we were all ordered to serve them with whatever they pleased,” said Diane with an admitting tone.
“And a month before that, he had a woman here,” Claire adds, “but worry not. He did not lead her to your bedroom or anything of that sort.”
You listen to them intently, your fists clenching and relaxing as they tell you just how much Michael has been hiding from you.
“Do you know where he’ll be later tonight? You two are the eyes and ears of this house. I’m sure you heard word of his night excursion.” You look at them both.
“Yes. Of course!” Diane speaks. “I overheard him talk to his chauffeur, Bill, about being at Club 30 tonight at 11 pm for some business.”
“Perfect. Once he leaves for that, be sure to have a car for me to follow him there, please.”
Diane and Claire nod at your plan and disperse as your so-called honest husband makes his way to the kitchen where you’re situated.
“Good day, darling.” Michael coos, placing a soft and long kiss on your lips. “What were you all discussing just now?”
You kiss him back and hum, knowing not to tell him the truth. “We were planning for the housewarming party you and I are hosting tomorrow.
“Ah, I see,” he sits beside you, placing his large hand on the small of your back, “I’ll make sure to get all the alcohol needed tonight, okay?”
You nod and cup his face with your warm hands, “Thank you, my love. You’re a lifesaver.”
He smiles, rubbing your back slowly before turning your attention to the daily newspaper. You notice his jaw clench as he reads the front cover, so you turn to the newspaper too.
“2 Bodies Found at the Docking Pier Near Club 30”
“Oh my,” you gasp, catching Michael’s attention, “Poor souls.”
“It’s shocking indeed, darling,” he says not because he means it but because he has to in order not to alarm you.
You can tell he knows more about these deaths than he’s saying, so you probe.
“When did they find them?”
“The morning of September 9th.” He answers as he continues to read.
“Were you not there the night before?” You lean closer to him.
“What are you sayin’?” He slowly turns towards you.
You huff and look him dead in his eyes. ”Surely you would have seen something.”
Michael’s gaze hardens, and his hand clutches the newspaper tightly. It’s not the first time you’ve angered him this way. There have been times when you asked him about his whereabouts, noticing how they always seemed to correlate with the discovery of a dead body. This time, however, you probably went further. Gone are the days when you simply say, “Okay, fine,” and let it go. Today, you want to know as much as he’ll tell you, even if it means he’ll be infuriated by your unwavering questioning.
“Darlin’…” He takes a deep breath to calm himself. “Why would I know a thing about this?” He asks, irritated, shaking the paper firmly.
“Because you were there the night before, no?” He nods. “And the paper says there was a quarrel around the same time you were there for a drink.”
You observe his increasing anger, his breath getting deeper as he attempts to keep himself from raising his voice at you. One thing is for sure; he has something to hide, but he won’t dare yell at you. He knows better than to treat his woman with such fury. He would rather die than create room in your heart for you to fear him. If he did that, he would have failed as a husband, as a man, but God, were you pissing him off right now?
“Darlin’, I do not witness the fights that break out at that club. I’m gone by then.” He speaks bluntly.
“So why’d you come home so late that night?”
“Listen,” He snaps but quickly lowers his voice, “What I do in my spare time is not your concern. All you need to worry about is the going-ons of our home and yourself. Is that clear, Darlin’?”
His tone is stern as if to discipline you like a child. He’s never used such a tone while addressing you. You knew now that he was not telling you the complete story.
“Now, if you’ll excuse me. I have to get ready for work.” That's the last thing he said to you that day before he disappeared out of the large wooden doors of your home to do God knows what.
19:00
Michael had arrived back from work an hour prior. He did not spend much time with you that evening, and soon, he was out the door. The only thing he said was that he’d be back with the alcohol for tomorrow’s housewarming. Why were you having a housewarming two years into moving here? You didn’t know, but that's not important. What's important is to figure out exactly what he has planned for the night.
23:17
“Mrs. Jackson, the car is ready for you,” Diane whispers, and you nod.
“Thank you, Diane. You and Claire be sure to take the day off tomorrow. We’ll have other servers here in your place.” Diane nods hastily at your words before she and Claire disappear into the servants’ quarters.
23:45
You thank the driver before stepping out of the car. Here you are, in front of Club 30 once again. It had been months since you were here, having feared that you’d meet the same fate as those two young men who were found dead this morning. That fear is now replaced with pent-up rage from your husband's lies. You were done with the secrets. Tonight, you’ll find out the truth, and nothing will stop you from completing that mission.
You walk into the alley and sneak your way into the club through the back door.
“Thank you, Louis. You’re a gem.” You give the bartender a soft kiss on the cheek as he helps you through the club’s kitchen.
“He’s here already. Two men came in shortly after him,” he blushes at the kiss, “Then two other men followed. They’re all seated together in this booth.”
You nod with a frown. “Do you know what they are up to?”
“No, ma’am. They’ve had the jazz band playing to cover up their conversations, but the band will retire for the night soon.”
You follow him to the club’s end of the kitchen. To your surprise, the band has already left, leaving the five men, including Michael, to their own devices. Their conversation is clear as day. Both you and Louis lean on the door to listen in.
23:50
“How did they find the bodies?” Michael asks, his tone cold.
“We don’t know, boss. Don said he’d take care of it, but—” One of the men tries to defend himself but is interrupted by the other.
“I never said I’d take care of anything!” You assume it is Don talking.
“Boss told you too! You always mess up the simplest jobs.”
“Enough!” You hear Michael shout as he delivers a loud bang to the table. “I will not tolerate such childish behaviour from anyone tonight. You all need to shut up and listen.”
A shiver runs down your back at his commanding voice. His soft-spoken nature seems to have shifted into something darker, something you didn’t recognise. Was this your husband? Of course, it was, but this was a side of him you were not acquainted with.
“But first. I must deal with something,” Michael begins. “Louis, bring her here.”
You dart your eyes to Louis, whose hand has already grasped yours, pulling you out of the kitchen and into the main room of the club. Your cheeks burn with embarrassment and fear as Michael stands before you, his curls messy and his suit well-kept. He clicks his tongue and circles you slowly, shooing Louis away with a knowing nod.
“Now, now. What do we have here?” Michael speaks with a disappointed tone.
You’re frozen in place. The shock of Louis having sold you out is still fogging your mind. All you can do is dart your eyes from left to right as he continues the torturous dance around you. At that moment, you feel small. Like a rabbit waiting for the cheetah before it pounces. Its heart thumps uncontrollably as it awaits its demise.
“I—I can explain—”
Michael chuckles. “What happened to all that spunk you had interrogating me this morning, Darlin’? Was it all a front?”
You have no choice but to look down abashedly. You’ve been caught, your plans ruined by someone you thought you could trust. Oh, once you get out of here, you’ll be ripping Louis a new one.
“Come. Sit.” Michael grabs your arm and leads you to the booth. You fall onto the leather seat and face the four men who sit across from you and Michael on hard wooden stools.
“Explain yourself, darlin’.” He commands.
The anger you’ve bottled up finally spills over as you begin, “No! You have a lot of nerve to do such a thing! How dare you lie to me about your life to this degree? Shame on you! Shame on all of you in this room right now!”
You’re seething with anger, your hands clench tight around nothing, your jaw tight, and your brows furrowed. Your eyes roam your surroundings. The four men facing you don’t react to your words. One, however, smiles contently.
“I never knew your wife could yell like that, Boss.” Don smiles.
“Neither did I,” Michael admits, “You’re full of surprises, young lady.”
“And you’re full of shit!” You spit at Michael, provoking a twitch of disapproval across his face.
“Watch yourself.” He lifts a finger, reprimanding your outburst. “I know you want answers, but I will not accept such foul language, darlin’. Got it?”
You shake your head, cross your arms, and look anywhere but at him or his lackeys. “Speak.”
Michael chuckles at your attempt to be tough. “Oh, you’re too cute, my love,” he says as he sits beside you, “As you wish. What would you like to know?”
“Who are these men?” You start with a simple question.
“These are Tony, Don, Trevor, and Allen. They’re my cleaners, my boys.” He sips his whisky.
“Cleaners? Meaning what?” You raise a brow at them, and they all bow their heads in acknowledgement.
“What an innocent mind you have, darlin’.” He coos. “They clean up after me. You know, after I deal with someone.”
“What?” You raise your voice.
“We get rid of anyone he kills, Mrs. Jackson. That’s our job, but someone didn’t do it right on Friday.” Tony hits Don on the head.
Michael shifts in the seat and shakes his head. “You are all so childish.”
You can’t believe what you’re hearing. Your husband, the man you love, is a killer. A cold-blooded killer. How couldn’t you have known? How did he never show any sign of this sick side?
“Michael, you’re a killer?” You look at him with your cheeks red.
“Darlin’, it’s much more complicated than that—”
“Then explain yourself!” You snap.
Michael sighs. He stands up, holding out his hand for you to take it, but you don't. Instead, you stand and follow him to the balcony on the second floor.
00:00
The hustle and bustle of Chicago has slowed down significantly at this hour. As you and Michael stand outside, you hear a dog bark from afar and a car rumble through the empty road. This calm view of the city lights does little to nothing to ease your stress. It seems as though nothing he has to say will change how you feel in the moment.
“Listen, I know what you’ve heard is concerning to you, but I must assure you, my love, that you have nothing to worry about.”
“Is that so?” You huff. “How am I not to worry when you’re running the streets killing people?”
Michael lifts his finger to hush you. The last thing he needs is to have the patrolling police listening in on your heated conversation.
“It’s not that simple, my love.”
“Simplify it for me.” You cross your arms.
“You won’t believe me, but alas, I’ll explain.” He leans onto the rails, lighting up a cigar before taking a long breath of the smoky substance.
“Remember when I told you about my upbringing? My family always had to move from state to state,” you nod. “Well, that was because my father was involved in criminal activity. But you know that part.”
Your memory is sparked, and you remember Michael telling you about how his father was killed in prison by a gang member he worked in opposition with.
“Go on,” you command.
“When my father died, my older brothers wanted nothing to do with the life he led, so I took over as boss.” Michael wraps his lips around the cigar, sucking on it as it fills his lungs with the smoky air. He puffs rings of smoke out as he watches for your reaction.
“You're some kind of mafia boss? here, in Chicago?” You cough as the aftersmoke hits your throat.
All Michael can do is nod. His eyes stay fixed on you as you take in everything you’ve heard. How long was he going to hide this? What would he have done if you were in trouble? What did he expect you to do if he got arrested or hurt?
“I would never let myself get hurt, let alone put you in any form of danger, darlin’. I swear.” He reassures you with one hand on your face and the other holding the burning cigar.
“You’ve already endangered me by not telling me this from the beginning.” Your voice cracks.
“How could I tell a stranger that I’m a criminal?” He runs his fingers through his curls.
“You’re calling your wife a stranger? Jeez, Michael. I never knew you were this cruel.” Your head shakes as tears roll down your cheeks.
“Darlin’…I meant no harm. believe me.” Michael wipes a tear from your eye, which does nothing to soothe your sorrow.
“I cannot do this right now.” You turn away from him.
“My love…” His voice falls small.
“You’ve lied to me for three years, Michael.” You take a step away from him. “I cannot bear to look at you without feeling betrayed. I cannot be around you right now. I don't even recognise you anymore”
You walk away, leaving him on the balcony with a cigar in his hand and a tear threatening to fall from his beautiful brown eyes.
00:38
As you pack an overnight bag, you look at your shared bed with teary eyes. The thought of you sharing a bed with a killer haunts your mind and breaks your heart. You had to get away from here, from him. Nothing could stop you from seeing him as a monster.
You married a killer. You married a criminal.
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pairing: toto wolff x fem!reader
summary: On a snowy Christmas Eve, Toto takes his long-time partner on a walk to a secluded frozen lake, surprising her with a heartfelt gift and a moment that solidifies their bond.
warnings: fluff, heartwarming moments outdoors
The snow fell softly, blanketing the trees and ground in a shimmering layer of white. Toto’s hand was warm in yours, even through your gloves, as you both walked through the narrow trail. Each step crunched lightly against the snow, the sound muffled by the serene silence of the forest.
—You’re sure this is the right way? —you asked, raising an eyebrow as you glanced at him. His long strides forced you to take two steps for every one of his, but he kept his pace slow to match yours.
—Of course —he replied, glancing down at you with a smirk. —You doubt my navigation skills?
—I don’t doubt your navigation skills —you teased. —I doubt your sense of direction when you’re trying to impress me.
He laughed, the sound echoing through the quiet forest. —I think you’ll forgive me when you see what’s ahead.
The trail opened into a clearing, revealing a frozen lake surrounded by towering evergreens. The surface of the lake glistened in the fading light, and the entire scene looked like something pulled from a snow globe. A small wooden bench sat near the edge of the lake, dusted lightly with snow.
You stopped in your tracks, your breath catching at the sight. —Toto, this is beautiful.
—I thought you’d like it. —he said, his deep voice soft. He brushed the snow off the bench with his gloved hand and motioned for you to sit. —Come, it’s even better up close.
You sat down, the cold wood biting through your coat, but you didn’t care. The view was breathtaking. Toto sat beside you, his presence solid and comforting as he slipped an arm around your shoulders.
—How do you even find places like this? —you asked, leaning into him.
He tilted his head back, looking at the trees with a thoughtful expression. —During my runs. I discovered it last year and thought it would be a nice place to bring you.
—You found this on a run? —you laughed. —That doesn’t surprise me.
—Nothing gets past you. —he teased, leaning down to press a kiss to your temple.
You stayed there for a while, watching the light change as the sun began to set. The sky shifted from pale blue to soft pinks and oranges, the colors reflecting off the icy surface of the lake.
—Do you ever stop? —you asked suddenly, breaking the silence.
—Stop what?
—Being so thoughtful. —you said, turning to look at him. —It’s like you have this endless ability to surprise me.
He smiled, his dark eyes warm as he studied your face. —You deserve it. And more.
Before you could respond, he reached into his coat pocket and pulled out a small, velvet box. Your eyes widened as he held it out to you.
—Toto…
—Open it. —he said, his voice unusually soft.
With trembling fingers, you opened the box to reveal a delicate silver necklace with a snowflake pendant. Tiny diamonds sparkled in the dim light, each facet catching the glow of the sunset.
—It’s beautiful —you whispered, tears pricking your eyes.
—I thought it suited you. —he said, taking the necklace from the box. —Strong, unique, and breathtaking. Just like you.
You turned around, brushing your hair aside as he fastened the necklace around your neck. His hands were steady, but his touch was impossibly gentle.
When you faced him again, his expression was unreadable, a mix of tenderness and something deeper. —Perfect. —he murmured.
—You mean the necklace? —you asked with a smirk, trying to lighten the moment.
—No. —he said, his tone serious. —You.
Your breath hitched, and for a moment, the world seemed to stand still. Then he leaned forward, his forehead resting gently against yours.
—You’re everything to me. —he said softly.
The intensity of his words left you speechless, and you could only nod, your hands gripping his coat. —Toto…
He pulled back slightly, his lips brushing against yours in a kiss that was slow and deliberate, filled with the depth of his feelings. When he finally pulled away, he rested his forehead against yours again, a small smile playing on his lips.
The moment felt infinite, the two of you wrapped in the stillness of the snow-covered world.
—Come on. —he said eventually, standing and offering you his hand. —I want to show you something else.
You took his hand, and he led you along the edge of the lake to a small clearing where the trees formed a natural arch. In the center was a lantern, its golden light flickering warmly against the snow.
—What’s this? —you asked, your eyes widening.
—Just another surprise. —he said, stepping behind you and wrapping his arms around your waist.
The two of you stood there, bathed in the soft glow of the lantern, as the snow continued to fall. It felt like the world had shrunk to just the two of you, and in that moment, you knew you’d never forget this day.
Hi!!!!! I wanted to remind you how grateful I am to you and the support you give me. Also to wish you a Merry Christmas ❤️‼️
Toto Wolff is in a bad mood and bumps into a girl who spills coffee over him and he goes ballistic on her, only to find her waiting in his office later that day and realising that she is his new assistant. And he apologises and accidentally reveals that he thinks she’s pretty.
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pairing: toto wolff x assistant!reader
summary: Toto Wolff, in a foul mood, bumps into a woman who spills coffee on him. After a heated exchange, he discovers that she’s his new assistant. Unapologetically bold and confident, she challenges Toto in ways he didn’t expect, forcing him to rethink his first impression.
warnings: tense initial interactions, light humor.
Toto Wolff’s day was, in a word, terrible. Meetings had dragged on endlessly, strategy discussions had gone nowhere, and the pressure of an underperforming car was taking its toll. By the time he left the conference room, his patience was running on fumes.
All he wanted was a cup of coffee to pull himself together before tackling the mountain of paperwork waiting in his office. But fate, it seemed, had other plans.
As he rounded the corner of the hallway, he collided with someone moving at an equally brisk pace.
A gasp escaped from the other party, and before Toto could react, a wave of hot coffee splashed across his tailored suit.
—What the hell! —Toto barked, taking a step back, glaring down at the mess. His dark suit was stained, the sticky liquid seeping into the fabric.
—Oh, fantastic. —a voice responded sharply. —This is just what I needed.
Toto’s head snapped up at the tone. He was met with a pair of defiant eyes glaring right back at him. The woman standing before him wasn’t apologizing; in fact, she seemed just as annoyed as he was.
—Excuse me? —Toto said, his tone sharp and cutting. —You just ruined a suit worth more than your monthly salary.
She raised an unimpressed eyebrow, crossing her arms over her chest. —Maybe if you watched where you were going, this wouldn’t have happened. But sure, blame the person holding the coffee instead of the one charging through the hallway like a freight train.
Toto blinked, momentarily stunned by her boldness. Most people would have been tripping over themselves to apologize, but not her.
—Do you even know who I am? —he asked, his voice low and dangerous.
Her lips twitched into a dry smile. —Oh, I know exactly who you are. Toto Wolff, the team principal of Mercedes-AMG Petronas, right? Well, congratulations. Today, you’re also the guy who doesn’t look where he’s going.
Toto’s jaw clenched, his irritation boiling over. —You-
—You’re welcome for the coffee, by the way —she cut him off, brushing past him with a pointed look. —Consider it a wake-up call..
Toto stood there, speechless, as she walked away.
Later That Day
Toto couldn’t shake the incident. As much as he hated to admit it, her sharp wit and unapologetic attitude had left an impression. Most people didn’t dare speak to him that way, and it gnawed at him.
When he finally returned to his office, he hoped to bury himself in work and forget the whole thing. But as he stepped inside, he stopped short.
Sitting at his desk, flipping through a folder, was the same woman from earlier.
She glanced up as the door opened, her expression neutral. —Oh, you’re back.
—What are you doing here? —Toto demanded, his voice laced with irritation.
She closed the folder and stood, offering a polite but firm smile. —I’m your new assistant.
Toto stared at her, his mind racing to catch up. —You’re—what?
—Your assistant —she repeated. —Surprise.
For the first time in a long while, Toto was at a loss for words. —No one informed me of this.
—Well, I was informed —she said, leaning against the desk casually. —And here I am.
He ran a hand through his hair, trying to suppress the wave of embarrassment washing over him. —Look, about earlier—
She held up a hand, cutting him off. —Don’t bother. I’m not fragile, Mr. Wolff. You were rude, I was rude back. Let’s call it even.
Her bluntness caught him off guard again. Most people tiptoed around him, afraid to upset the boss. But she wasn’t afraid, and it was… refreshing.
—I owe you an apology —Toto said after a pause, his tone more measured. —I was out of line.
She studied him for a moment before nodding. —Accepted. Now, are we done with the awkward apologies, or do you have more to add?
Toto almost smiled. Almost. —You’re… direct.
—Is that a problem?
—No. —he said quickly. —It’s… effective.
As she turned back to his desk, her movements fluid and confident, Toto muttered, almost to himself, —You’re quite pretty when you’re not yelling at me.
The words slipped out before he could stop them.
She froze, glancing back at him with a sharp look. —Excuse me?
Toto’s eyes widened slightly, realizing what he’d said. His ears turned red, a rare show of embarrassment for the usually composed team principal. —I- what I meant was—
She tilted her head, arms crossed. —Are you complimenting me, Mr. Wolff?
Toto cleared his throat, struggling to regain his composure. —It was just an observation. A poor choice of words, perhaps.
Her lips twitched into a smirk, her confidence unwavering. —Noted. For the record, you’re a bit easier to deal with when you’re flustered.
Toto blinked, caught off guard again. She was a force to be reckoned with, and he wasn’t sure if he should be annoyed or impressed.
—I’ll keep that in mind. —he said, his voice softer this time.
She turned back to her work, a quiet laugh escaping her. Toto watched her for a moment longer, a small smile tugging at his lips.
Maybe this wasn’t the worst first day after all.
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⌗ Kings Obsession (mafia AU)
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- in which feared by all, Max Verstappen is ruthless, except when it comes to you, his only weakness and greatest obsession.
⌗ Home
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- in which max finally comes home to his wife and daughter.
Heyy, I loved ur recent fic about Toto meeting the reader’s family and was wondering if I could please request an angsty one shot of Toto x age gap Reader where she meets his family (maybe even his older children) and they maybe think she is too young for him or like disapprove in general in the beginning. But pleeeaaseee happy ending???
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pairing: toto wolff x gf!reader
summary: On Christmas Eve, Reader meets Toto’s children—Jack, Rosa, and Benedict—for the first time. Despite initial skepticism over their age gap, holiday laughter and shared moments help her earn their acceptance, proving love knows no bounds.
warnings: family disapproval (not so hard) and mentions of y/n.
The Wolff estate glowed under a blanket of snow, its windows framed with warm golden lights. Y/N took a deep breath as she stood beside Toto at the front door, clutching a neatly wrapped gift in her hands. She had insisted on bringing something for each of his children, though Toto had assured her it wasn’t necessary.
—It’ll be fine. —he said softly, brushing a strand of hair from her face. —They’re just protective. Once they see how happy you make me, they’ll understand.
The door swung open, revealing Rosa, who greeted her father with a warm hug. —Dad! You’re here. —She stepped back, her curious eyes flicking to Y/N. —And you must be Y/N.
Y/N smiled, offering the younger woman her hand. —It’s so nice to finally meet you, Rosa.
Rosa shook her hand, her expression polite but reserved. —Likewise. Come in, everyone’s in the living room.
Inside, the smell of cinnamon and pine filled the air. Jack and Benedict were already by the fire, talking and laughing. When Toto entered, the boys stood, their expressions shifting from cheerful to guarded as they took in the sight of Y/N at his side.
Jack, the eldest, extended a hand. —Jack. Good to meet you.
She smiled, meeting his firm handshake. —Y/N. I’ve heard so much about you all.
—Same. —Jack replied, his tone unreadable.
Dinner was lavish and beautifully prepared, with everyone seated around a long oak table decorated with garlands and candles. Though the conversation was cordial, Y/N couldn’t ignore the occasional glances exchanged between the siblings. Questions were asked—about her work, her family, and how she and Toto met. It wasn’t overtly hostile, but there was an undercurrent of skepticism, especially from Jack.
It wasn’t until after dessert, when the family gathered by the fire for games, that the mood began to shift.
—Charades? —Rosa suggested, her voice light. —We haven’t played in ages.
Jack smirked. —Perfect. Let’s see how good Y/N is under pressure.
Y/N glanced at Toto, who gave her a reassuring smile. —You’ll be fine. Just don’t take it easy on them.
The game began, and to everyone’s surprise, Y/N threw herself into it with enthusiasm. Her exaggerated gestures and quick thinking had Rosa and Benedict laughing so hard they were wiping away tears. Even Jack cracked a grin when she acted out “skiing penguin” with theatrical flair.
—Okay, I admit it. —Jack said after her team won. —You’re pretty good at this.
—Pretty good? —Y/N teased, catching Toto’s eye. —I think you mean unbeatable.
By the time the game ended, the tension had dissolved into genuine camaraderie. As they gathered around to exchange gifts, Rosa handed Y/N a small box.
—This is from all of us. —she said with a shy smile.
Inside was a delicate silver bracelet with a snowflake charm. —We figured you’d want something to remember your first Christmas with us.
Y/N blinked back tears, her voice soft. —Thank you. This means so much.
Benedict stepped forward, clearing his throat.—Look, I know we were a bit… skeptical at first. But it’s clear you make Dad happy. And that’s what matters.
Toto placed an arm around her shoulders, his expression full of pride. —See? I told you they’d come around.
Later that night, as the snow fell gently outside, Y/N and Toto stood by the window, watching his children laugh together by the fire.
—Merry Christmas. —she whispered, leaning into him.
Toto kissed her temple, his voice warm. —Merry Christmas, liebling. You’re part of this family now.
And for the first time, Y/N felt like she truly belonged.
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pairing: lewis hamilton x singlemom!reader
summary: a single mom, two teens, and lewis hamilton love unfolds through laughter, UNO, and a game of Twister.
a/n: dont have any ideas, so please send requests 🗣‼️
There’s pizza grease on Dash’s cheek, Ari’s taken over the aux cable, and Lewis is laughing like a man who’s finally figured out where he belongs.
The board games are scattered across the coffee table, but Dash’s eyes gleam with mischief when he holds up the UNO deck like it’s Excalibur.
—You ready to lose, old man? —he says, grinning at Lewis.
—Oh, it’s on —Lewis replies, cracking his knuckles in exaggerated slow motion. —But I play ruthless.
You raise an eyebrow, slipping into the couch next to Ari. —So do I.
Ari smirks. —Let’s destroy him, Mom.
Lewis gasps, clutching his chest. —And you, Ari?
The first few rounds go light and fun, until Dash starts stacking +2s like a little gremlin. Ari counters with a Reverse, you hit Lewis with a +4, and suddenly he’s drowning in a sea of vengeance-colored cards.
—You people are animals. —Lewis says, half-laughing, half-suffering. —How am I the only one with 27 cards?
—Because you messed with the wrong family —Dash says with the air of a supervillain.
You’re all cracking up by the time Ari wins the round with a smug. —UNO… and out.
Lewis throws his cards down dramatically. —That’s it. I’m challenging you all to Twister. Let’s see how flexible these egos are.
Dash lets out a yell and dives for the game box before anyone can argue.
Minutes later, you’re on the floor. Literally.
The Twister mat is sprawled out, and the living room looks like it survived a soft tornado made of teens, limbs, and suppressed laughter.
Ari’s already out, she “accidentally” fell during a left-foot-yellow situation that she swears was sabotage.
Dash is hanging on by a toe and a prayer.
Lewis is next to you, way too close for someone trying to win, and somehow his left hand is barely an inch from yours.
—Right hand, blue. —Ari announces with fake menace from the side.
You reach. So does Lewis. Your hands land at the same time. His pinky brushes yours.
It shouldn’t matter.
It shouldn’t send a lightning bolt straight through you.
But it does.
And when you look up, he’s already watching you with that smile. The one he saves for when the kids are distracted. The one that says, we’re more than just this game.
Your heart skips.
You’re not sure if it’s because of the tension in your back or the tension in the air.
Dash loses it, like literally and figuratively, tumbling to the side with a dramatic grunt. —I’m out. My spine doesn’t bend like that.
Which leaves just you and Lewis. Face to face. Hand to hand. Heart to—
—Left foot green! —Ari yells, loving this way too much.
You move. He moves. The moment stretches.
—You okay? —he murmurs, barely audible.
You nod, biting your lip to keep from smiling too much.
Let me be honest here, ‘After All This Time’ should be a series or at least mini series and I’m ready to drop a kidney for it.
PLEASE MAKE IT A SERIES! 😭 Also, love your writing! 🫶🏽
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Chapter 2
pairing: toto wolff x exwife!reader
summary: Toto reflects on the highs and lows of his 20-year marriage after seeing his ex-wife for the first time in four years. Memories of love, loss, and mistakes resurface, leaving him questioning if reconciliation is still possible.
warnings: themes of emotional conflict, mentions of divorce and strained relationships.
The echoes of their reunion at the gala lingered in Toto’s mind. Sleep had evaded him as the brief conversation played on repeat, unearthing emotions he thought were buried. Seated alone in his office, surrounded by the glow of the city lights, memories flooded back, raw and unrelenting.
The First Meeting
Their story began at a charity event in Vienna. Toto was a young, ambitious entrepreneur, accustomed to being the center of attention. She, on the other hand, was an anomaly in a room of predictable faces. Her laughter, genuine and unguarded, drew him in.
—Do you always observe people as if you’re calculating your next move in chess? —she asked, her smile disarming his ego. Toto was speechless, a rare occurrence.
—Only when someone interesting appears —he replied eventually, and that was the start of everything.
The Early Years
The early days were an adventure. She celebrated his ambition, becoming his anchor amidst the chaos. She was his biggest supporter and his sharpest critic, keeping him grounded while pushing him forward.
They spent evenings walking through Vienna, laughing as though they were the only ones in the world. Their life together was filled with simple yet unforgettable moments—cooking together, debating over who cut vegetables better, or mornings when Toto lingered in bed just to hear her hum while making coffee.
But success came at a price. Formula 1 consumed Toto, demanding every ounce of his time and energy. Promises of quality time were replaced by meetings, races, and endless travel.
—It’s not just that you work too much —she said one night after yet another canceled dinner. —It’s that I don’t know where I stand in your life anymore.
That conversation marked the beginning of the end.
The Anniversary That Changed Everything
The most painful memory was their 20th anniversary. Toto arranged an extravagant dinner, hoping to rekindle what had been lost. But the tension between them was undeniable.
—Do you really think a dinner can fix years of distance? —she asked, her voice heavy with sadness.
That night ended in silence, and Toto realized it wasn’t just about time or work. It was about connection—a connection that had slowly eroded despite the love that still existed.
The Divorce
The separation was agonizing but inevitable. Though neither said it aloud, they both knew the love remained. But sometimes, love alone isn’t enough.
Their last meeting was in the lawyer’s office, signing the divorce papers. —Take care of yourself, Toto —she said before walking out. Those words, filled with affection and finality, haunted him for years.
Back to the Present
Toto exhaled deeply, running a hand through his hair. Four years had passed since that day, years spent burying himself in work and pretending he was fine.
But now, after seeing her at the gala, the past felt alive again. The way she looked at him—with surprise, nostalgia, and something he couldn’t quite decipher—left him restless.
Could he fix what had been broken? Or was it far too late?
As rain pattered against the window, Toto allowed himself a thought he had avoided for years: hope.
Okey okey, this is my first mini series, and Im so happy for all the support that you guys are giving to me. Thank you thank you. Hope u like it. ❤️‼️
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- in which george’s tea obsession leads to a hilarious, love-filled adventure.
Toto Wolff link for Wolff in the paddock is messed up it just goes right back to the masterlist when you click on it
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how bout some age gap (READER IS LEGAL OBVI) like reader is in her 20s and when she introduced toto to the fam, they did NOT like him. They were off about the age gap and made it clear they don't like the relationship. toto and reader end up breaking up cause of toto did not want to ruin her relationship with her fam and yadayada, just a sad ending overall
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pairing: toto wolff x fem!reader
summary: when the reader introduces Toto Wolff to her family, the stark age gap becomes an unspoken elephant in the room. Their disapproval grows evident, leading to tension and heartbreak. Despite the love between them, Toto decides to step away, unwilling to be the cause of her strained relationship with her family.
warnings: Angst and heartbreak, family disapproval, age gap themes, bad ending.
You should’ve known introducing Toto to your family would be difficult, but you hadn’t expected it to feel like walking into a battlefield.
The moment Toto stepped into your childhood home, his confidence seemed to dim under the weight of the judgmental stares. Your father greeted him with a handshake that lingered too long—firm, almost challenging. Your mother’s polite smile faltered as her eyes scanned him, likely comparing his age to their own.
Toto, ever the gentleman, carried himself with poise. He complimented your mother’s cooking, listened intently to your father’s stories, and even tried to engage your siblings in conversation. But no matter how much effort he put in, their responses remained cold, clipped, and filled with subtle jabs.
—So…—your older brother said, leaning back in his chair with an almost predatory grin. —how old are you exactly, Mr. Wolff?
—Forty-seven. —Toto replied evenly, his tone calm despite the growing tension.
—Forty-seven. —your brother repeated, drawing the words out as if to drive the point home. —That’s… impressive. Almost double her age, right?
You tensed, glancing at Toto, who gave you a reassuring smile. But you saw it—the flicker of discomfort in his eyes.
—It’s not about numbers. —Toto said, his voice steady. —It’s about how we feel about each other.
—And how long will that last? —your father cut in, his voice low and sharp. —Feelings fade. Reality doesn’t.
The rest of the dinner was a blur of forced conversation and thinly veiled hostility. You could barely meet Toto’s gaze, guilt clawing at you for subjecting him to this.
After dinner, Toto offered to help clean up, but your mother waved him off. —We’ve got it. —she said curtly, her tone leaving no room for argument.
When the two of you stepped outside for some air, Toto pulled you into a gentle embrace. His warmth grounded you, even as your mind spiraled with frustration and shame.
—I’m sorry. —you whispered, burying your face in his chest. —They’re just… protective. They don’t know you like I do.
—I know. —he murmured, pressing a kiss to the top of your head. —But maybe they’re right to be concerned.
You pulled back, frowning. —What’s that supposed to mean?
He sighed, running a hand through his hair. —You’re young, Schatz. You have so much ahead of you—so much to experience. I don’t want to be the reason you lose your family’s support or miss out on opportunities.
—That’s not your decision to make. —you argued, your voice trembling. —I love you, Toto. I chose you.
He cupped your face, his thumb brushing away a tear that slipped down your cheek. —And I love you. But love isn’t always enough.
The days that followed were suffocatingly quiet. You could tell something had shifted in Toto. He still held you close at night, still whispered soft words of affection, but there was a distance—an inevitability—that hung over you like a storm cloud.
It wasn’t until a week later that he finally said the words you’d been dreading.
—I think we need to end this. —he said, his voice breaking as he avoided your gaze.
Your heart shattered. —You don’t mean that.
—I do —he insisted, though the anguish in his eyes betrayed him. —This isn’t fair to you. Your family…
—My family doesn’t get to decide who I’m with! —you snapped, tears streaming down your face. —They’ll come around eventually. We just need to give them time.
He shook his head, his own eyes glistening. —Time won’t change their concerns. And I can’t be the reason you’re stuck in the middle.
—Toto, please. —you pleaded, your voice breaking. —Don’t do this. I can’t…
He pulled you into a final embrace, holding you so tightly it felt like he was trying to memorize the feel of you. —You’re going to be amazing. —he whispered, his voice thick with emotion. —You deserve the world, Schatz. Even if it’s not with me.
You never blamed Toto for his decision. Deep down, you understood it came from a place of love, even if it left you feeling hollow.
Your family never brought him up again, acting as though he’d been a passing phase. But every time you saw his name in the news or caught a glimpse of him on TV, the ache returned.
Toto, for his part, threw himself into his work. He told himself it was for the best—that you’d be happier without the complications of their relationship. But late at night, when the world was quiet and his bed felt too big, he couldn’t help but wonder if he’d made the wrong choice.
Some love stories aren’t meant to have happy endings, no matter how much you want them to.
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pairing: lewis hamilton x gf!reader
summary: after a successful race weekend, you and Lewis Hamilton share a quiet, intimate dinner away from the chaos. In each other’s company, everything feels perfect—just the two of you, the soft glow of candles, and the unspoken connection that has only grown stronger over time.
warnings: romance, suggestive content, established relationship
The night had fallen over the city, the stars glimmering above as the world seemed to settle into a peaceful silence. The weekend had been filled with the intensity of racing, but now, it was just you and him. After all the excitement, all the crowds, the media, and the chaos, this moment felt like a breath of fresh air.
You sat at the restaurant table, watching as Lewis, already dressed in a sleek, dark suit, adjusted the collar of his shirt. His signature charm was evident even in these quieter moments. His easy smile, the glint of mischief in his eyes, and that unmistakable presence that could never be ignored. But tonight, it wasn’t about the champion sitting in front of you. It was just him. Lewis. The man you had come to know and love.
He caught your gaze and grinned. —You look beautiful, as always. —he said, his voice low, warm, and filled with affection.
You smiled back, feeling the familiar flutter in your chest. You had been together for some time now, and yet, every time he looked at you like that, it still made your heart race. —Thank you. —you replied, reaching for your wine glass.
—You’ve made this weekend worth it. —he continued, his tone playful but sincere. —And after all the stress, I’m just happy to be here with you.
—You’ve had a hell of a week. You deserve a break. —you replied, your eyes softening. You had seen the weight of the weekend on his shoulders, the pressure of it all, but now, the world was quiet. It was just the two of you, alone in the calm.
Dinner arrived, and the two of you spoke about everything and nothing. Conversations flowed with ease, about past races, future plans, silly inside jokes, and dreams for the future. The atmosphere around you was intimate, just as it had been from the moment you first met. Every touch, every glance, felt natural, like no one else in the world mattered.
The night seemed to stretch on forever in the best way possible.
As the main course was cleared and dessert arrived, Lewis shifted in his seat, his eyes never leaving you. His hand found yours across the table, his fingers gently intertwining with yours. His touch was familiar, comforting, and the connection between you both seemed to spark with every soft brush of his skin against yours.
—Is it just me… —he said softly, —or has this been the perfect night?
You chuckled, looking down at your entwined hands before meeting his gaze. —It’s perfect. Because it’s with you.
Lewis leaned closer, his free hand reaching up to caress your face, his thumb lightly tracing your cheekbone. His touch was tender, as if he was savoring the moment. —I love this. —he murmured. —Just you and me, no distractions. No one else around.
Your breath caught in your throat at the intensity in his voice. You had always loved how he could shift from playful and teasing to deeply sincere in the blink of an eye. Tonight, though, you could tell he was feeling something more. Something deeper.
—You’re my home. —you whispered, your voice just above a breath. The words were simple, but they feel like everything.
He smiled softly, his lips curving up in that way you loved. —And you’re mine.
Lewis’s gaze dropped to your lips, and you felt the heat of his gaze like a physical pull. He leaned in slowly, giving you time to pull back if you wanted to, but you didn’t. You never did. The moment his lips met yours, it was like the world around you ceased to exist. There was no racing, no crowds, no interviews. Just the two of you, wrapped in the warmth of your connection.
The kiss was soft at first, slow and lingering, a moment of pure intimacy. But as the seconds ticked by, the intensity of it deepened. His hand slid from your face to your neck, pulling you closer, while you reached up to tangle your fingers in his hair. The taste of him, the feel of him against you, made your head spin, and you could feel his heartbeat match yours in the rhythm of the kiss.
He broke away just enough to whisper, his breath warm against your lips. —I want you to know something.
—Anything. —you breathed, your voice thick with desire, but also with a sense of calm. You were safe here.
He looked into your eyes, his own dark and full of emotion. —I need you. More than just these moments. You’re everything to me.
You couldn’t suppress the smile that tugged at your lips. —I feel the same way. —you whispered, leaning in to kiss him again.
The night stretched on as you both shared more than just kisses. You shared your thoughts, your feelings, and the quiet kind of love that made you feel as though everything had aligned perfectly. It wasn’t about grand gestures or big words; it was about this, the peace and the quiet, the moments that felt as though they were just for you two, the way the world could fade away when you were together.
By the time the evening came to an end, you both were reluctant to leave. But there was no rush. You knew that this connection, this love, was something that didn’t need to be hurried. It would always be there, just like him.
As you both left the restaurant hand-in-hand, the stars above twinkling like a reflection of your hearts, you knew this was more than just a perfect night. It was a perfect life. A life with him.