The First Warning Sign Was When You Went From Texting Me Every Second Of Every Day To Barely Once A Day.

I binged today and now I feel so gross. I'm so full that I feel sick. 🤢

Me without You

I cannot tell if the reason I now want to be skin and bones is because you left me. I cannot tell if that was the match hitting the strike or just some kindle to a roaring flame. Did I always feel this way? There are no words left, because you stole them all. You could have saved me an explanation, but I guess my tears were answer enough. I thought I would become a person, but I’m less now than I ever was. Just a pebble in an ocean, instead of a boulder in a pond. When you feel deep in your heart and soul that you do not matter, things start to not matter. Life does not matter. Your health does not matter. So while I try to see the inside of my skeleton, I hope she was worth it, while I sit here and die.

Sometimes I twist myself into a little ball of broken bones and tattered hearts and just try to imagine what life would be like if my brain stopped running on this treadmill it cannot get off of. Sometimes I lay so still, I imagine I'm part of the carpet. The ceiling is my companion, the bed my lover. And while my heart beats so rapidly the entire stadium can hear it, my flesh begins to fade away and I am nothing more than a brain and some trembling fingers. If I don't think about it, it is not there. If the monsters in your closet do not rest, then you sleep peacefully because then at least you are not alone. If my dreams are not real, then my nightmares are not real either. If you watch the clock change, then time moves slower. What would you do with those extra minutes?

Melissa Rose

CALLING ALL ANA’S!

Are you an ana who needs a group of friends who are like you?

Are you an ana who feels like you’re alone in your fight and you don’t know anyone who can relate to you?

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Please please please don't scroll past this.

All of you!

My friend is planning to kill himself, and we came to an agreement:

For every note this post gets, he’ll hold off his suicide for another day.

Please help me out here, and I’ll send you all a shitton of blessings too-

So, please reblog this and like this post whenever you see it!

I need him around, he’s my closest friend and the only person I’ve ever truly trusted, so please help him…

me at family gatherings

If I NEED U was filmed on a low budget… 

reblog and make a wish! this was removed from tumbrl due to “violating one or more of Tumblr’s Community Guidelines”, but since my wish came true the first time, I’m putting it back. :)

Don’t Trust Jung Hoseok

When you look up “whiplash” in the dictionary, all you see is this

He can be r e al cu t e one second

And real n o T CUTE the next

Squishiest squish I wanna squish his lil cheeks

Nvm

It’s okay though bc he’s a real soft boy

Excuse me sir put that thing back where it came from or so HE L P M E

I wanna protect him:(((

But I’m also extremely ready to fight

 Good luck to all the hobi stans out there

Bc your asses will need it