ill find a new place to be from :)🧿neet 2025, what a fucking joke.
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jumping and not out of joy
i love your aesthetic 🩷 new follower! love to see you grind🩷 *smooch* *smooch*
ahh thank you so much, that’s so sweet 😭💗
absolutely love when the government cares (they’re a whole fucking year late and we all know it’s gonna happen again why do we even try at this point)
national testing agency but all its testing is my fucking patience 💔
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
terrible terrible headache and chemistry :/ bleh
everyday is a never ending loop of i can’t do it -> i have to do it -> goodnight i give up
BIG LIZARD AROUND MY DESK IM TERRIFIED IM NOT SLEEPING TONIGHT FUCK OFF
aur nhi hoga merese
big lights giving me terrible headaches so i shifted to using my lamp and some painkiller
anyway i got terrible sleep- slept at 5 am and wake up by 7.30, im so exhausted and nauseous but eh wtv, the exam doesn’t wait for anyone.
i’m gonna be off my phone all day now (hopefully) cuz even looking at the phone increases my headache :(
okay time to solve papers, bye
have a nice day my loves 🌸
💌
couldn’t sleep until almost 5, woke up so exhausted too. i hate insomnia.
24 april 2025
desk is honestly such a mess but wtv :/
10 days till neet feels so surreal cuz i remember making this account when there were almost 110 days left 😭 but damn time goes by so quick
what i did today :
2 mock tests
- did pretty decently, i messed up my first test by not starting with the subject i normally do, i was tryna experiment but it didn’t work out so ill stick to my old routine. also finding it a tad bit difficult to finish the paper in 180 mins but practice makes perfect :)
- second paper went well, i realise i need to revise chem a bit more than i thought but ill do it tmr morning after analysing today’s papers, im gaining confidence, and losing it at the same time
but yeah
tmr, i’ll revise the mistakes i made today and give two more tests.
also made some instant brew coffee today - super yummy
i’m super exhausted so i’m gonna sleep early- around 2-3
i hope you had a nice day my loves 🌸
💌
soooo my dad told me i’m not allowed to do bpharma anymore, so no more plan b :/ neet is my only option apparently? lol i’m gonna crash out gn
tumblr update ??? or am i just slow
neet advance city intimation slips out ehhehe
got my own city so yayyyyy
pegboard filled. time to remove go above (quite literally)
definitely gonna clear up non study related posts after neet 😭 i’m just gonna keep ranting here until the exam tho xx
23 april 2025
neet being so close is genuinely so scary 😭
not much to say today but yeah, today’s gonna be the last day of lecture questions and i’m finishing up lecture questions 🤞🏼 so yes
from tomorrow i’m going to only doing full syllabus tests- 2 a day - one from 2-5 and one at night so yeah
i think i’ve gotten pretty used to the anxiety which is good 😭 but yay also insomnia is getting so much worse- i wake up every hour after i go to sleep and it isn’t even helpful to sleep anymore, i just wake up just as tired cus of waking up every hour :( but i can’t do much about it- i think the stress and anxiety is adding on a lot 😭 but yeah
anyways, let’s get back to studying ehehe
have a nice day my loves 🌸
💌
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH HHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
i love my mutuals sm, i hope you have a cold pillow to sleep on and i hope it isn’t too hot in your places <3
please take care ilyall sm
Women like you will think they have chosen a good man and cry and say he was deceptive and fucked you over when you clearly ignore any red flags.
boy 😭 cry about it by yourself 🙏🏾
stop projecting your insecurities 🗣️
also get off anon if you’re gonna hate my relationship sm 💀 fucking coward
and why tf are you so interested in what i’m doing with my dating life 💀 get a life.
cafe studying day out
if i see one more “crack neet in 15 days” video on my feed im going to crack my skull open 🙏🏾
fantasising post neet activities but in reality i’m going to rot for three months straight.
he's so cute. i just want to bite him. and bite him. bite him again. bite him. bite him. bite him. let me sink my teeth on him.
I GET TO STUDY AT A CAFE TMR YIPPIEEEEEE
desk has been feeling so suffocating lately, i really need a change of environment 😭
guys my skin is peeling off like a snake shed 😭 and there’s rashes all over wtf is happening
travel was so much more tiring than that exam, almost fainted on my way back too
and puked after getting home- what is this heat ?????
i’m too early to the centre what do i do