Give Me More Butch Camilla Macaulay Please God Please Please Please Please. She Shares Her Brother's

You wanna know my theory? Julian played a bigger part than Richard understood. The classics club was Julian’s own personal Greek story. He’s built these young adults up until they thought of themselves as better, he was selective and chose only students whose parents/situations were vulnerable. They treated him as if he was their god, and for Henry I think he was his favorite as all stories have one. He slowly pulled their strings, made them think they were smart and clever making the decisions and choices they did. The incest, the murder, the damn bacchanal of course the creations can’t hide from their creator. Julian knew they killed Bunny, I think he even gave himself a way out (the letter), abandoning them after they thought they were safe as his own twisted retribution or punishment.

"Him so sweet", I say, in a baby voice, about an 80s rockstar over twice my age who needs therapy and rehab

😭😭😭

for the holidays, how do you think the secret history characters would road rage? I think Henry would discreetly eye the driver he’s on the road with and mutter something foul in a different language.

Not Richard trying so hard to conceal how much money he really has only for Henry to turn around and tell him that literally everyone in the group is broke 💀💀

or when they just completely ignore this and fancasts and edits depict her with LONG HAIR IT PISSEDF ME OFF SO BADG

Donna Tartt explicitly describing Camilla’s haircut as boyish yet all I see are effing fuck ass bobs…. She is not bobbing or lobbing… that girl is giving everything BUT bob and lob.

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HELP ME OH MY GOF

when bunny starts being homophobic and i bring out the footage of their bacchanals that i secretly recorded from the trees..

what reality shifting is & how i do it 🌌

what is reality shifting ? 🤔

reality shifting is simply moving your consciousness from one realty, the one you're currently in, to a reality that you want to be in.

reality shifting is not just dreaming. i know it can be confusing but there is a difference between lucid dreaming and reality shifting. with lucid dreaming, you are in a unique state where you becomes aware that you are dreaming and can sometimes manipulate your dreams/people in your dreams. reality shifting is different, as everybody in your desired reality is a real person with their own feelings, thoughts, and actions. with reality shifting, you're just another normal person in that reality, with no control over others/events (unless you script/intend otherwise.)

how i shift ✨

1. i listen to a 5-10 minute sleep guided meditation on youtube to help get my mind/body relaxed.

2. once i’m done meditating, i go on musi (an app basically like youtube where you can listen to music without staying on the app) and turn on a shifting subliminal with rain sounds (my fav is ethereal daydreamer subliminals <3)

3. once i turn on the subliminal, i get off of my phone and get in a comfortable sleeping position.

4. once i’m in my comfortable sleeping position, i do a body sleeping method where basically you squeeze (not actually squeezing with your hands but like.. “cringe” each part of your body from your toes all the way to your face, holding each squeeze on each body part for ten seconds. once you squeeze every body part for ten seconds one by one, squeeze your whole body + face for ten seconds and then release.) you’re body will start to feel so numb. you’ll know you did it right if you start twitching or start feeling tingling sensations afterwards lol

5. after that, i visualize where i want to shift. i think about all the fun things i’ll get to do and all the fun people i’ll get to meet and the food i’ll get to eat. after that i just fall asleep listening to the subliminal and i wake up in my DR. that’s it that’s all :)

happy shifting!

Shut out everyone else. Stop replaying other peoples opinions in your head. What do YOU want to do? How do you WANT to do it?

Why the fuck are you doing something you don't like

how i managed to shift 62 times

This is my go to method that I use most times I shift. I shift using sleep paralysis about 4 times a week and successfully. I like this method because it puts me in the thoughtless state which allows me to shift and allows me to focus. You don’t need to focus to shift but when I don’t I tend to just not want to shift anymore because I’m so consumed with other thoughts. This is not the void, however. I first shifted with this about four years ago, and have shifted with this method about 62 times that I consciously remember.

Step one: I can’t focus at all when I close my eyes and even if I do it in the day I take a nap. So for whatever reason I put my feet up on the wall. And I shifted the first time I tried. This helps me because even when I do nod off I wake up not long after. And I can actually focus on where I want to go. So I put my feet up usually with a blanket covering my legs and feet. It doesn’t have to be super high up where you’re uncomfortable. Just something even slightly raised helped me lots. I usually stay still because it puts my body to sleep and calms me. But you don’t have to if it’s too uncomfortable.

Step two: Oh, I’m usually listening to a playlist that reminds me of the place I’m shifting to or a moment or memory from my dr. That way I’m not scared by the silence when the sleep paralysis kicks in. Play it quietly so you don’t get annoyed and pick songs that aren’t too distracting. It should just kind of blend in the background. Then I start thinking about memories of my dr and moments. Usually in first person unless I’m looking at photos in my memories. If I nod off, I usually wake up from the unusual position and begin affirming naturally.

Step three: I usually forget I’m affirming and just shift immediately. I open my eyes and then I’m there. Or I get sleep paralysis where I affirm and think I’m there. And I wake up in my dr pretty soon after.

I’ve never failed with this method because I think it just fits well with me. It’s loosely structured and hits all my strengths in visualization, affirmations and so on. So I’d try this for three nights and if it doesn’t work. Apply what did and drop what didn’t. Anyways I’m so excited to shift for the summer to Okinawa. I think this one is just going to be a solo adventure with me and my five dogs. I might permashift from there but I don’t know yet. Does anyone else like to shift for holidays?

Happy shifting lovelies, you got this!