sometimes you felt like you were the back-burner of a two-decade-long friendship. how could you ever compete?
PAIRING. min yoongi x reader
GENRE. sister's best friend!au, best friend to lovers!au, sorta frenemies?to lovers!au, angst, *slow burn*, smut, fluff
WARNINGS. one-sided pining (?), longing, sibling jealousy, insecurities, miscommunication, family trauma (it's not as bad as it sounds!!!), explicit language, eventual smut, eventual fluff, MAJOR ANGST, sexual harassment, mentions of poor mental health, alcohol as a coping mechanism (minor), mentions of poor health, neglecting one's health [warnings to be added!!!]
STATUS completed
BACK-BURNER PLAYLIST made by the lovely @purest-expressionofgrief
main story
01: drunk words can get you in trouble
02: some shine brighter than the rest but it gets dark sometimes
03: use your words
04: just for tonight, you'll try to forget
05: you give and you give until you have nothing left for people to take
06: you were a fire, and you burnt anything that came in your way
07: what you know, isn't always the truth
08: hidden conversations and truths
09: how much would you let yourself go?
10: two broken hearts
11: you were the sun; he'd burn to keep himself close
12: what is free, will sometimes hurt
13: do it for you, if not for anyone else
14: when one door closes, another one opens
15: [epilogue] to begin; again
drabbles
i: yoongi doesn't like christmas that much; but he loves you—that much
Ask My Muse Responses
୨ৎ : pairing : charles leclerc x wife!reader ୨ৎ : synopsis : after a heated argument with charles, you watch in horror as his car crashes during a race
୨ৎ : genre : angst ୨ৎ : tws : car accident/injury, arguments/conflict, anxiety/panic, trauma, medical trauma. ୨ৎ : wc : 1318
part one | part two | part three | part four
They say life can change in the blink of an eye. One second, everything feels steady, solid, like the ground beneath your feet couldn’t possibly give way. And then it does. Maybe that’s the irony of it all—you never see it coming. Not really. You think you’re prepared, think you’ve braced yourself, but you’re never quite ready for the moment it all falls apart.
You fought this morning. Not just a little spat about something trivial—no, this was one of those fights that echoed louder than it should have. The kind that lingered, thick in the air, leaving a bitter taste in your mouth even hours later.
It wasn’t about anything catastrophic, either, but somehow, with Charles, the small things had a way of snowballing. His schedule. Your schedule. The time you didn’t have together. The things he didn’t say and the things you did.
“I’m trying, okay? You think it’s easy for me?” he’d snapped, his accent sharpening the edges of his words. “You know what this life is like.”
“Yeah, Charles, I do. But I also know you don’t get to use it as an excuse every single time something gets hard. I’m here, too, and I’m trying to make this work just as much as you are.”
His jaw had tightened, his gaze flickering to the ground before meeting yours again. “Sometimes it feels like no matter what I do, it’s never enough for you.”
You’d felt the sting of those words, like a slap across the face. But you weren’t one to back down, not even when the weight of his frustration pressed heavy on your chest.
“You don’t get to say that to me, not when I’m the one waiting, worrying, wondering if this is ever going to feel… stable. Do you know how hard it is to love someone who’s never really here?”
The silence that followed was deafening, his features a mix of hurt and anger, like he didn’t know which to lean into more. And then he’d said it.
“Maybe it’s hard because you don’t trust me enough to believe that I’m doing my best.”
You hadn’t answered, and maybe that was the problem. The fight ended there, not because either of you wanted it to but because there was no time to fix it. Not when he had a race to prepare for, and you had to pretend like none of this was tearing you apart from the inside out.
When you arrived at the paddock, it felt impossible to mask the weight of the argument. You greeted a few people with forced smiles, but you could see some of them watching you a little too closely. It didn’t help that Charles seemed just as tense, his jaw set and his usual ease nowhere to be found.
Carlos was the first to pull you aside, his brown eyes narrowing slightly as he leaned closer. “¿Qué pasa, eh? You look like someone stole your churros, and Charles… well, he looks worse. What happened?”
“Nothing,” you said quickly, shaking your head. “It’s fine.”
Carlos raised an eyebrow, clearly not buying it. “Amiga, por favor. I know you, and I know him. Whatever this is, it’s not nothing.”
You sighed, glancing over your shoulder where Charles was talking to his engineers. “We just… had a fight this morning. It’s not a big deal.”
Carlos gave you a skeptical look. “Not a big deal? You’re both walking around like someone cancelled Christmas. If you’re not okay, neither is he. You should talk to him before the race.”
You hesitated, the memory of this morning’s argument still fresh in your mind. “I don’t want to distract him. He needs to focus.”
Carlos clicked his tongue, shaking his head with a small smile. “Tch. If you think he’s focusing now, you’re wrong. You being upset is a bigger distraction than anything else. Go.”
Reluctantly, you nodded and made your way toward Charles. He was still in deep conversation with one of his engineers, but when he saw you approaching, his expression softened—just slightly.
“Hey,” you said quietly, folding your arms across your chest.
“Hey,” he replied, his voice lower than usual. There was a pause, the tension between you lingering like a storm cloud.
“Good luck out there,” you finally said, your voice steadier than you felt. “I mean it. Be safe.”
Charles studied you for a moment, his green eyes searching yours. Then he nodded. “And… I’m sorry. For earlier.”
You opened your mouth to respond, but before you could, someone called for him, signaling it was time to get ready. He gave you one last look, then turned and walked away, leaving you standing there with words unsaid.
The race began, and for a while, the roar of engines and the blur of cars distracted you. Charles was in good form, holding his position, making clean overtakes. You found yourself exhaling with relief every time his car flashed across the screen.
But then it happened.
It was almost too fast to comprehend. One moment, Charles was rounding a corner, perfectly in control. The next, there was smoke, debris, and the sickening crunch of metal against metal.
Your heart stopped.
The commentators’ voices rose in panic, their words a jumbled mess that barely registered in your mind. “Oh no, that’s Leclerc… that’s a big one.”
Everything else faded—the noise of the crowd, the hum of your thoughts—until all that remained was the image of his car, mangled and still.
“Red flag,” one of them said, and that’s when it hit you. They’d stopped the race. It was bad.
Your hands trembled as you gripped the edge of the table, your breath coming in shallow, uneven gasps. This wasn’t happening. It couldn’t be happening.
The minutes crawled by like hours, every second another layer of dread settling in your chest. You kept your eyes glued to the screen, desperate for any sign, any update, anything to tell you he was okay.
When they finally cut to the scene, you saw the medics surrounding his car, moving quickly but carefully.
“He’s conscious,” one of the commentators said, and you felt a rush of air leave your lungs, but it wasn’t enough. Not until you saw him. Not until you heard him.
You thought back to the fight, to the last thing he said to you, and it made you sick to your stomach. This couldn’t be the last memory you had of him, the last words you exchanged. It couldn’t.
You were already reaching for your phone, dialing his team, someone, anyone who could give you more than the vague reassurance of the broadcast.
“Please,” you whispered, the word barely audible over the pounding of your heart. “Please let him be okay.”
It’s strange, how quickly everything can unravel. You think you’ve got it all figured out, that the argument was just another bump in the road. But in the back of your mind, there’s always that voice whispering, telling you that things might never be the same.
And now, with every second that ticks by, your thoughts spiral, faster and faster, until you can’t breathe. What if this is it? What if those were the last words you ever said to him?
You close your eyes, trying to steady yourself, but all you can see is that image of his car, broken and still. Your pulse races. You told him you loved him today, but did he really hear you? Was he ever truly certain, or was that last moment of tension, the words left unsaid, enough to make him doubt everything?
You hate this. You hate the fear gnawing at you. You hate that you're sitting here, helpless, as he’s out there fighting for his life. That feeling of powerlessness—it’s unbearable.
Please, you think again, clutching the phone like it’s the only thing tethering you to reality. Please, don’t let this be the end.
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maybe i’m fine with being by myself
misanthrpic (12/12 | E | WIP)
jeongguk learns about second chances through kim taehyung.
(or a fic where jeongguk travels back in time to stop taehyung comitting suicide)
admin a: okay so to some this might seem like a fic with a typical ‘fall in love with my bully’ trope or other unhealthy tropes but i promise it’s not. the writing is good, the issues that tae deals with are handled well, and the relationship progression is realistic! this is the first taekook fic that’s made me cry in a while (i read so much angst, i don’t cry easily when reading stuff, so it’s impressive when a fic makes me cry lol) and i can’t wait for more!
edit/update: okay i already loved this but it just got even more interesting with the time travel stuff and it got pretty crazy and angsty but it does have a happy ending and it’s now one of my fave taekook chaptered fics ;u;
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NORRIS TWINS: When Y/n and Lando are expecting their first children and make a trip to the Norris family to break the news.
DADDY OF TWO: The babies are very close to being born, and this makes Lando and Y/n finish tidying the baby's room. Delighted with the twins' little things.
BIRTH OF TWINS: To which Y/n goes into premature labor for the birth of the twins, however, Lando is at the airport returning home and fears that he will not make it in time.
FIRST DAYS: When Y/n and Lando are home with newborns, they find themselves turning themselves inside out to take care of the two little Norris.
FATHERLY TROUBLE: When Y/n has to travel to a conference for Quadrant and Lando is left alone to take care of the twins, which makes Liam and Lola put their father in trouble.
SMALL GARDEN: Y/n and Lando create a small garden for the twins, but instead of taking care of the plants, the babies make a total mess, throwing dirt everywhere.
BABY LAUGHTER: The babies are in a laughing phase and anything Y/n and Lando do makes them laugh non-stop.
god's plan | two shot, angst | @queers-gambit
more, more, more | one shot, smut | @atrwriting
baby? | drabble, angst | @thetealsky
you're so mean to me | imagine, flangst | @writers-hes
lovesick | drabble, fluff | @violentdelightsandviolentends
make my heart surrender | series | @nolita-fairytale
doesn't show up for a date | imagine, flangst | @irndad
yes to heaven | imagine, fluff | @callsign-jinx
to carry and to bear | one shot, comfort flangst | @neonovember
sardines | one shot, flangst (more fluff) | @laiiaaa
neon sticky notes | imagine, fluff | @queers-gambit
(not) strong | imagine, comfort flangst | @lskisms
gf's feeling insecure | imagine, fluff | @laiiaaa
sleepless nights | drabble, fluff | @flavor-of-the-week-writing
always have but never hold | series | @bubbles-for-all-of-us
coffee addict | drabble, fluff | @gxtitobxby
robbery of a heart | one shot, flangst | @theonewiththefanfics
the resolution | one shot, flangst | deactivated blog (tw)
cooking up speculations | one shot, flangst | @ticktokrobotsnot
office doors | one shot, trifecta (smut/fluff/angst) | @neonovember
golden boy | series | @neonovember
eat my love | imagine, fluffy flangst | @lskisms
back to work | drabble, fluff | @gh0stsp1d3r
the bear & the fox | series | @thatone-brightstar
sydney saw if first | one shot, fluff | @writers-hes
where there's smoke | one shot, flangst | @thebearer
trying to go to bed mad | imagine, comfort flangst | @laiiaaa
cinnamon sugar | imagine, fluff | @laiiaaa
stressed cranky gf | imagine, fluff (comfort!) | @laiiaaa
rosé flown with your chosen family | imagine, fluff | @thebearer
talking you through it | drabble, smut | @thebearer
waitress at the bear | imagine, flangst (comfort!) | deactivated blog
kiss me and apologize | one shot, fluff (some angst) | @allbark-no-bite
wrinkled cotton | imagine, fluff (comfort!) | @veryberryjelly
chicken soup for carmy | two shot, flangst (comfort!) | @d3add0vedonoteat
the light that always goes out | imagine, fluff | @veryberryjelly
one step at a time | imagine, comfort flangst | @springtyme
our compliments to the chef | imagine, fluff | @pearlzier
new recipe late at night | drabble, fluff | @gxtitobxby
bad day | imagine, flangst | @fooled-around-and-fell
not so secret | imagine, fluff | @violentdelightsandviolentends
roommates | series | @violentdelightsandviolentends
follow me | two shot, fluff | @thebearer
confectionary clash | one shot, angry fluff (comfort!) | @newtkive
in a world of boys he's a gentleman | imagine, fluff | @wannabeschyulersister
nothing in the world belongs to me | imagine, fluff | @thebearer
take the upper hand | one shot, flangst | @wtfsteveharrington
alarm | imagine, fluff | @veryberryjelly
burn your hand | drabble, fluff | @ohcaptains
the bear and the bee hive | one shot, fluff, smut | @nicksolemnlyswears
where their love is alive and back from the dead
summary:
harry and y/n were in a secret relationship for years and unfortunately it had to come to an end, but a year after the split they find themselves face to face once again, maybe they can mend what was once broken.
harry styles x desi!reader
masterlist:
part one: y/n finds herself in the most unlikely place
part two: harry spots a familiar face in the crowd
part three: harry and y/n talk for the first time in months
part four: y/n’s distraction
part five: y/n’s getaway house
part six: y/n gets some advice
part seven: harry gets deja vu
part eight: harry sticks to his word
extras:
character instas
Can you recommend any other writers for carmy? I love your blurbs so much and I’ve gone through them all so quickly 💔
*cracks knuckles* okay let’s roll.
@thecapricunt1616 capri writes such good Carmy one shots! And the smut 🧎🏼♀️ WHEW. also dad Carmy which always makes me weak. ( I could yap about how much I love capri but imma stop myself)
@gallaghersgal literally such good blurbs for Carmy ( and lip) that make me scream
@wtfsteveharrington I fear I cannot accurately explain how feral her works make me. I love her stuff! ( and the things she’s planning? Oh god help me)
@hrts4carmy this is my bestie from my main blog right here! The smut she writes—it’s so filthy it sends me to my KNEES.
@buzzcutlip they have a new fic out that’s going to be 3 chapters and I’ve already ate up the first chapter and it’s SO good and well written!
@juuuulez if you’re a sub Carmy truther this is the account for you! Also in general just *chefs kiss* work
@l4long-winded UGH she NAILS Carmy characterization so well! And her lip works too! Her fics leave me clawing at the walls of my enclosure
@carmenized-onions right now they are writing the most AMAZING long form chapter fic for Carmy. Go read it asap you will not regret it
@faerygrant the breeding blurbs? Life changing. That’s all I can say I fear GRAH
@superhoeva EVERYTHING SLAYS. Like such a good writer!!!
@daysofyellowroses she’s been on a bit of a writing break recently but I cannot leave her out because her stuff is just GRAH. ( also happy birthday lovely!)
@carmyboobear the stuff they write— cannot put into words how good it is. Both of their series make me SCREAM and the one shots?? BYE.
@junabyclairo such cute works I love seeing their stuff on my dash
Okay now imma just @ some people that I’ve noticed slaying recently!! @love-quinn @yxtkiwiyxt @mouseymilkovich @aestheticaltcow ( Elmo and Jerry are besties) @writers-hes @murdrdocs @heartsofminds
I already know I’ve forgotten people I AM SO SORRY IF I LEFT YOU OUT. But all of these people write such such good works go check them out!
Vienna. The Masterlist.
For as long as you can remember, Carmen Berzatto has been your best friend. In every single one of your early memories, Carmy was right by your side. Wherever you went, he followed.
Years apart and separate cities have put distance between you, slowly but surely. Now, you’re back in Chicago after what feels like forever. Turns out, it’s easy to fall back into learned routines. Old habits die hard - but whether that’s a good thing or not is yet to be determined.
You’re not kids anymore. You’re not sure you ever were.
main masterlist. inbox.
One.
pairing: Stiles x Reader
an episode-by-episode Teen Wolf fic that incorporates the reader into the series
Friends to Lovers type beat.
Y/N and Scott McCall have known each other since birth, being as their families were close friends. They did everything together, including meeting and befriending Stiles Stilinski. Y/N only ever knew him as Scott’s good friend. But suddenly, sophomore year changes everything. She now has to juggle everything from newly-found popularity to exposure to the supernatural world and a new romance that she’s been wishing for since she was a child.
Season One -> (COMPLETE)
Season Two -> (COMPLETE)
on a hiatus until further notice
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an episode-by-episode Stranger Things fic that incorporates the reader into the series
pairing: Steve Harrington x Reader (slow burn) also a not so casual fling with Eddie The Freak Munson
Enemies to Lovers type beat.
Y/N Henderson is your typical high school girl with typical problems; falling out with her best friend, an annoying little brother, and a chronically unpopular standing in school. Little did she know that after the disappearance of Will Byres, her world would be flipped upside down.
Season One -> (COMPLETE)
Season Two -> (COMPLETE)
Season Three -> (IN PROGRESS)
come join our discord server for post notifications ->
on a hiatus until september 5th
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Scary Movie with Steve Pt. 1 ->
Scary Movie with Steve Pt. 2 ->
Head Over Heels (one shot) ->
Tighty Whiteys Part One ->
Tighty Whiteys Part Two ->
NONE OF THESE ARE WRITTEN BY ME
i can't help but push you away, my dear, self sabotage is all i know - @amaranthineghost
home is where he is (^)
can i get a kiss? - @uglyducklingofthe2000s
it's autumn sunset (^)
a flawless muse (^)
bruised (^)
i want you here (^)
he knows he's won (^)
get your arse back here (^)
tier 1 clinger (^)
period cuddles - @thepersonnamedsam
my model, my inspiration, my muse, my everything - @foreveralbon
lando as your bf - @mirohlayo
your lando's lipstick mark (^)
a birkin bag - @xhopelesslyromanticx
hugs, pouting and kisses - @unformula1
the girlfriend test - @pucksandpower
dramatic mornings are perfect with you - @wintfleur
darling i'm okay i promise (^)
hair dryers and promised mimosas (^)
the slip up - @loveluvrs
unfamilar (^)
lucky charm - @katsu28
i can't lie to you - @missnxthingg
"who scratched my car?" - @multiversesweets
champagne coast - @snoopyracing
fake amnesia - @fangirl-dot-com
a flirt - @lcriedlastnight
hyperpigmentation - @rose24207
stream interrupted (suggestive) (^)
background cuddle (^)
flowers - @revolutionsingingintherainnn
i don't know who i am without you - @cutielando
your quiet love - @maxriss
we keep this love in a photograph (^)
dating lando norris - @ladyofmonaco
we are the champions - @trentln4
i love you more than myself - @uglyducklingofthe2000s
no one's first choice (^)
instant regret (^)
safe with me, love (!!!!! ATTEMPTED SA !!!!!) - @norrizzandpia
don't touch her (!!!! SPIKING DRINKS ATTEMPTED SA !!!!) - @pucksandpower
my once in a lifetime - @ln4smiamitrophy
the start of something beautiful - @gasstationlady
.JPG (just propose goddamnit) - @povlnfour
everybody talks (^)
whipped - @chrisevansonly
you're the only friend i need (besties but lowkey in love) - @norris55s
come and see me - @cl6teen
get his ass ! - @lewisvinga
white hearts - @sunrizef1
bows before bros - @maplesyrupsainz
birthday girl (^)
lost and found - @55szn
wonderland - @landoscar
espresso - @kindestofkings
i heard - @sharlsworld
walk him like a dog my dawg (^)
let the light in (^)
to be loved loudly (^)
cat and mouse (^)
the boy is mine - @chaostudee
that's so true (^)
aakhon meri teri - @revolutionsingingintherainnn
you and i - @tinycoffeeroom
please please please - @keerysfreckles
my once in a lifetime - @ln4smiamitrophy
the start of something beautiful - @gasstationlady
xoxo, gossip girl - @oikarma
poetry - @hugleclerc
so american - @barcameowski
secret but not private - @italiangirlcoresblog
used two - @norrizzandpia
you were never what i wanted but i need you now (^)
spilled coffees stolen glances private but never secret - @leclerclov3
pr relationship - @f0point5
little miss wingwoman two three - @everythingne
I remain to be a mystery! I write, I read, I stan!\https://missleahlin.tumblr.com/post/613344204591087616/masterlist
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