Morticiafattymshasabeard - Morticia Fattyms

I was thinking recently about how "alt" subcultures are so aestheticized now but they used to be much more about your societal views than the clothes you wore or even the bands you listened to, and my brain connected some dots. Idk if this is anything

Strange shit I've done since my partner has had seizures.

-gotten up an extra hour earlier to double check his medications for the day are ready to go.

-added a list of all of our friend's/relative's allergies and medical conditions to a note in my phone in case of emergency

-Once, found him still in bed (he was taking a nap) and simply said, "Hey, are you dead?", to which his foot twitch was sufficient indication he was, in fact, alive. He later asked about that, thinking it was an odd dream.

- forced myself to get out of bed and create a space for myself downstairs to work on my crafts. I have to give myself space and freedom, as much as I need to trust he'll not have another seizure.

God, this is so hard to face. I'm definitely going through some kind of after shock. I've noticed that it happens about once a month, and it's consuming.

I'm so tired.

Ghost Sightings

Please tell me someone gets this

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Speaking of being Satanized. . .

I've created a Fan-Ghoulette. I'll probably make a side-blog for that.

I'm just happy to have a passionate creative outlet starting to open up. I'm hoping it leads to the floodgates of my pent up ideas to finally get motivation to actually *DO* now. So what that it's fuled by GHOST? Let me be possesed by Tobias himself if it means I'll actually create my projects at last.

It's been a frustrating few years having idea after idea and always being too scared(?) to actually *do* them to anything presentable.

I learned something new about myself yesterday and WOW EVERYTHING MAKES EVEN MORE SENSE!

My blood pressure is spiking just thinking about all of the things on Dracula’s to-do list.

See me (Renfield), only in theaters April 14th.