Yeah sorry I’m gonna have to reschedule that meeting I’m a bit busy
‘dean’s faith was castiel’
Yeah totally but let’s not forget that castiel’s faith was dean, that from the moment he laid a hand on him in hell he was changed so enormously that he was able to break free of the narrative chuck was trying to write him into, that he believed so strongly in Dean Winchester that, even after he’d been brainwashed to kill him—had killed him many times over—when faced with the real thing, he broke past that brainwashing to save him
nobody not even cas wants to fuck dean as much as jensen ackles
“truthfully, i don’t enjoy smoking, you know; it pollutes the lungs.
i don’t consider the actions i’m taking to be in the name of justice. i’ve never believed that a person has the right to pass judgement on another.
no matter how heinous the person was, i am cognizant of the ever-accumulating offences i am committing. my scarlet-stained hands… there is no way—no matter what i do—to rub this stain out.
so you see… i’m more than ready to die already.”
He's thinking alright
The fact that technically the first angel sam and dean meet is gabriel of all people will never not be funny
So with all this talk of a potential Supernatural revival someone asked on Twitter recently what would you like to see when it came to the long awaited Dean and Cas reunion. And I gave my answer there as condensed as I could but wanted to write it here too, especially since I have more room to do so.
First and foremost, I don’t just want a requited love scene— I need a requited love scene. Dean’s feelings being unknown or unrequited is unacceptable to me.
I kinda imagine what Jackles said way back where when Dean and Cas see each other again— his first instinct would be to hug him. And then while they’re still in that hug Dean would say, “let’s talk about that goodbye”
Cas’ reaction honestly can go two ways for me. Either he’s 1. Awkward about it. Pulls away from the hug and begins to ramble, in a way that shows he’s nervous but he’s ready to let it go if that’s okay with Dean.
Or 2. Castiel owns it but in a resigned way because he’s expecting Dean to not return the feelings because after all, it’s the one thing he wants that he can’t have.
Cas, pulled back from the hug, is not expecting what Dean does next. Dean cradles Cas’ face with one of his hands and says, “Cas, me too.” Cas furrows his brows and looks at him with disbelieving but big hopeful eyes and then Dean says again in a whisper, “me too”
Then they’d embrace, but it’s different this time. More intimate and with a certain tension gone. And that’s when Dean would say, “I should’ve said I love you too. Of course I love you too”
These two idiots kill me because what Crowley is hearing from Aziraphale is, “I am able to look past your demonic nature because I love you so much, but if there was a way, I would change that part of you” and what Crowley wants to hear is, “I look at all of you and I love all of you”
Meanwhile Aziraphale’s actually saying, “I love every version of you that I’ve known, but I miss the smile you had when I met you and I would give anything to bring that joy back”
So bold of spn to say "Dean's happy ending is he gets to be in Heaven with his loved ones" when there's a literal episode in season 5 where Dean goes to Heaven, learns that they're perfect pockets catered specifically to the person's needs and want's AKA HEAVEN and then gets in a debate with Pamela about "dying not being so bad" where he rejects Heaven and tells her that getting to live and free will is still better than playacting your ideal moment on loop.
Dean wanted a chance at living so bad and never got it because he was too busy acting out the roles handed to him and by the time he finally has a chance to live and make of his life what he wills he's too miserable to try (and it's already been taken away from him anyway) and gets blasted up to heaven. Like, yes, Heaven isn't so lonely anymore now the walls have been torn down but he still never got a chance to LIVE and experience and grow because Heaven is still static.
SPN said "death is a cop-out not a happy ending" and then ten years later they killed the character that believed it the most.
All aboard the 'Shit went wrong in the garden and they never met' AU train choochoo
men will say shit like "what broke the connection?" after they got on their knees in front of another man, let him hit & bloody their face while telling him how much they need him between the punches. wild.