Never-meant-for-me - ⫷ ʳᵘⁿⁿⁱⁿᵍ ⁱⁿ ᶜⁱʳᶜˡᵉˢ ⫸

relapsing is not enough, i need to die.

I just wanted to feel like I was worth something

anyone else being consumed by the darkness or is it just me?

i’m a pro at pretending to be ok.

She is 10, but do you know she likes to stay in her head? She is used to disappointment, needs care, overthinks a lot, needs constant reassurance, relies on her writings and books to keep her sane, is possessive, loves way too hard, and shuts down when anyone tries to talk to her about her feelings. She distances herself when she feels like an option; she hurts herself. She is 10, but do you know that?

I can't stand my own thoughts

I destroy every bridge I cross, and then wonder why I’m stranded in the darkness, crying out for a rescue I’ll never let happen