Losing Your Favorite Person Can Mentally Destroy You.

I'm homesick for arms that don't even want to hold me.

“إذا أحب القلب شيئاً رأته العين جنةً”

“and when the heart loves something the eyes see it as paradise”

it’s so painful to watch yourself grow cold, bitter, and resentful, even toward small, irrelevant things, when all you’ve ever wanted was just to be warm, gentle, kind, and loving.

I’m okay.

it’s getting bad again

i’m a little too much but somehow never enough.

"أحبك من خلال صلاتي"

"I love you through my prayers."

"everything will be alright" yeah maybe after I die

relapsing is not enough, i need to die.

when you lose an emotional attachment to someone, you realize how ordinary they are. it was only your love that made them so worth settling for