"أحبك من خلال صلاتي"

The sexual tension between me and destroying everything in anger....

I self sabotage any relationship I have with people bc I know in the end they are better without me in their lives

as long as i can handle my pain, i will keep on saying i’m okay.

in another universe, i'm pretty and easy enough to be loved by those i love

Not good enough for my family

Not good enough for my friends

Not good enough for anybody

No me entiendo, a veces no siento nada y me asusta, pero otras veces siento tanto que desbordo.

Saving the best of me for the one who understands the worst of me

“whats your plan b?” - suicide

Feels like even death is avoiding me

I feel so guilty for living, but then I also feel guilty for wanting to kill myself.