As Long As I Can Handle My Pain, I Will Keep On Saying I’m Okay.

No me entiendo, a veces no siento nada y me asusta, pero otras veces siento tanto que desbordo.

for the right person, all you have to do is exist

read that again

I’m so tired of holding myself together when all I really want is to fall apart

She's the flowers, But she's also the rain.

She's the beauty of day, But also the nights full of pain.

Back to depression

I'm horrible, I'm sorry I haven't been enough

Feels like even death is avoiding me

maybe in another universe, I can ask for help when I need it.