I Don't Understand What Is Happening Inside Me.

” لا تحسد أحد على نعمه فأنت لا تعلم ماذا أخذ الله منه“

“Don’t envy someone on a blessing cause you don’t know what God took from him.”

Where do i go if nowhere and no-one feels like home anymore

I self sabotage any relationship I have with people bc I know in the end they are better without me in their lives

“إذا أحب القلب شيئاً رأته العين جنةً”

“and when the heart loves something the eyes see it as paradise”

I'm horrible, I'm sorry I haven't been enough

bro why the fuck am i so fucking anxious all the time

I feel so guilty for living, but then I also feel guilty for wanting to kill myself.