Just Me Being Soft For Jaemin :(((

I feel like I'm bothering, disturbing everyone, some times I feel like a burden.

I can't even have a life as a fan cuz I don't have friends that listens to kpop,that likes what I like. I have only one friend that likes kpop but we don't speak about it a lot cuz I dunno, I'm uncomfortable and I'm sorry about it, even though he's a really important friend... We're a lot different so maybe it's because our personalities being different.

I don't want to complain with my friends cuz they can't even know this feeling, I'm the "different one".

So I do it here. Knowing that you're going to being annoyed.

But at least I can tell what I feel, so yeah. Thank you if you read this, hope you're having a good day/night/evening, please be healthy, happy and safe.🖤

I think I'm crazy or something

Uh... Is it ok if whenever I listen to determined songs I think about Jaemin and feel like butterflies in my stomach?????

I'm crazy help

Like THIS SONG GIVES ME THAT TYPE OF FEELING AND I CAN'T STOP THINKING ABOUT JAEMIN IF I LISTEN TO IT.

They make me like safe (?), It makes me think that I want to explore the world, risk it all with someone special (jaemin lol) even though I'm like the worst with this things.

(and because I know jaemin is only a famous idol, I'm a normal human that can't be with him and I hate to think those things because I'm just deluding myself)

I'm not the type of person that wants to have big adventures, mostly because I've social anxiety and hate to be somewhere big...

The beat hits me hard, it's a beautiful song, both of them are good songs.

I found a playlist on Spotify with "J A E M I N" as title, I started to play songs cuz I was like "oh ok I need to listen to some new things" AND THE MOST OF THE SONGS WERE BEAUTIFUL, now I have my own playlist... Lol

I think that the playlist was created by someone for like a story or something (yk for the character used there, obv Jaemin)

But I can't remember the person and the actual story, I'm sad.

Anyway, sorry for this... I don't even know what is this, I just wanted to share this thing with someone.

Ok bye.

Be healthy, stay safe and remember that YOU'RE BEAUTIFUL ❤️❤️❤️❤️

(still, I'm waiting for more x male reader on wattpad with a mafia au with a happy ending, I'm sad again)

I feel single, but I don't want any relationships, that sucks

“everyone deserves love. wether its friendship love, family love, love-love. love in general is a very warm feeling. everyone needs love. it keeps us going. keeps us alive.” - bang chan

I WAS ABOUT TO GOING TO SLEEP BC I HAVE TO WAKE UP REALLY EARLY BUT THEN I READ THE NOTICE THAT CHEN’S WIFE GAVE BIRTH TO A BABY GIRL AND IM SO SOSOSOSOSOSO HAPPY FOR HIM AND IM ABOUT TO CRY THIS SHIT IS THE CUTEST THING THAT HAPPENED THIS FUCKING YEARRR🥺🥺🥺🥺

call me mean, but cis-het girls writing an xfem!reader and then tagging male/gn reader are ridiculous, just stay in your place and don't add tags just for fun.

my mom and my brother said "yeah actually jaemin looks like you" LIKE WHERE YOU NEED GLASSES I'M NOT LIKE HIM SHUT UP I'M UGLYYYDYYDDYDHDHDJD

help.

Jeon Jungkook never disappoint.

If his intentions are to kill me, well, he did it in the right way.

Skskdjsjsj please I love him so much🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺❤️❤️❤️

Jisung: *singing to Minho* you make me feel special~

Felix: *enters the room and looks at them* and you make me feel single~

LET'S TALK ABOUT THIS.

I'm dying skskkdkdkdhd HELP

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