Latest Posts by nursefailure - Page 2

Personal attack against myself

By myself

Tyrant and his brother.... but it's not his brother......it's an illusion for comfort

He's dreaming of his brother not abandoning him

Various Zorua Tyrant doodles.... I'm trying very hard to somehow make it possible and reasonable lore-wise to have him reunite with Volo because his story hurts me physically despite the fact that I made that stuff

He's so very dear to me I can't even

Present day Fridolin my son...

Unsolicited lore/info dump also

Fridolin has a room in his house specifically for painting and doodling, sketching, drawing, etc.

One specific wall in this room is plastered full of sketches. Other walls are also slowly being covered, but so far, it's mostly only one wall.

Fridolin draws, like, three things repetitively, and all of these three things go up on the wall.

These three things are scenery, Koren and 𝓩𝓲𝓷𝔃𝓸𝓵𝓲𝓷

He enjoys drawing whatever brings him comfort or things that bring back happy memories. Present day Fridolin is waayyyy over his forced obsession with Zinzolin, but he can't not acknowledge that, in some way and to a degree, his attachment to Zinzolin was real and genuinely affects him to this day. Zinzolin was a huge part of his life for so long, and Fridolin really can't help but think of him fondly. Koren is there because... well, Fridolin is very much in love with Koren and way more accepting and open about this now. He's also quite happy about this, actually, simply because he really cherishes Koren and really loves that he loves him. It makes him very giddy and joyous. He draws scenery mostly for comfort and because he likes it (I can't actually draw scenery send help). Sometimes he'll draw places that he's been to, places that stuck in his mind for whatever reason and other times it's just random scenery he thinks of or sees on images and whatnot... He really likes drawing. Sometimes he'll spend hours doing nothing else and 80% of what he draws during that time is wall-worthy stuff...... it makes him happy!!!

He doesn't like having people in his drawing room, mostly because of the wall. And he doesn't allow anyone in there, really..... if he wanted to show a drawing to someone he'd probably rather move the whole canvas out to a different room rather than just letting someone into the room. It's his space of expression, where he can really express anything and everything and he'd feel very awkward about someone seeing the wall.

Yayay!!!!!

More of my absolute beloveds

Them but older!!! Also Faller's universe/the universe Himmel is in from the start of BW1 to the start of B2W2 has a bit more lore now

In Faller's universe , team plasma seriously follows the goal of helping pokemon and securing better lives for them . Which in this interpretation translates to N was never adopted and manipulated by Ghetsis ... so essentially Himmel kind of very kind of takes N's role in that world .

Himmel is picked up and practically adopted into that universe's team plasma because they've got literally nowhere to go are severely disoriented by the sudden change of worlds . Because of their capabilities as a trainer , Himmel is given Genesect as a partner pokemon and is sent out to find the legendary dragons (more in hopes of that them accepting Himmel as their trainer & therefore standing for that team plasma's goals would be impactful enough for more people in Unova to actually listen to them) . Himmel never actually has Zekrom & Reshiram on the team that he uses for battles , but they always have their pokeballs with them just in case .

The shinies are simply because I think they're really cool ...

Himmel does get sent back to their own universe by B2W2 !! This again confuses them and the fact that her universe's team plasma is evil is very saddening to her .

The suddenly bird enthusiast guy ...

Faller isn't actually in Unova during the events of B2W2 , so this is more his post B2W2 design but anyways ..

Faller isn't actually aware of why he leaves to look for N after BW1 . He doesn't know that it's Himmel's lingering influence .. so he explains it to himself by saying he just wants to give Reshiram to N , because he doesn't see himself fit to have a legendary as his pokemon .

He only comes back to Unova about a year or so after B2W2 .... and he does get to give Reshiram to N !!!

Very funny meme

Through the whole Faller being snatched from his universe to completely take Himmel's role in their universe , they eventually formed some weird connection .

When Himmel meets someone Faller got to know on his journey in Unova , she feels a weird sort of familiarity . Like they should know these people , or have at some point but also simply don't . Faller , while going through through whole BW1 story , occasionally did things and acted in ways that weren't actually him . It was more so him being pushed into doing what Himmel would have done had they been there , and feeling the things they would've felt . Parts of their memories are blurred together . In some way , they've partially become one person in their existence .

Tedtalk OVER

Adding onto this with Phyllis (on the left), who is Faller's rival

and Yin (splinter of Yveltal, on the right) who's B2W2's au protag :3

Also I'm working on subpages on my website for the au..... It's tyrant themed........... aggressive coding in the corner.

PROTAGONISTS!!!! partially.....

The au is going too far au mode

Protagonists in place of Hilda/Hilbert!!

Himmel is supposed to resemble both Hilda & Hilbert because they were the original protagonist for the story 😼😼 ..... Faller is just design freedom his name is a joke about what happens to him

I love these two actually!!!!

B2w2 au protag (Yin) and Nuro, aka guy, aka Koren's lost ass giratina splinter (they hold hands)

They are absolute opposites.

Thank you @williceunleashed for drawing Korelin :3 they look absolutely lovely in your artstyle !!!!

This is quickly getting way too serious

Natural.. Horse... Gropius,, I know Zoroark would probably have been a better fit for him but listen

Hear me out it makes sense for the lore (and him being a horse is funny to me)

Awesome coronation.

Loooore.... or more so concepts for lore.. also Ghetsis covers his arm with his fur teehee

Team plasma but in a swap world where everyone is a pokemon. Their goal is not to liberate pokemon, but assuming pokemon would have fights amongst each other even without humans around, to stop this fighting all together.

Why is this?? Current idea is that Ghetsis, being a Cinccino, isn't exactly the strongest pokemon ever.. but he still has that ruling over all of Unova goal. So what does he do?? Make a cult with a fake pacifist motive and manipulate stronger pokemon around him into following his every command so that he can eventually become ruler and whatnot.. that's also why N is a Keldeo because mythical pokemon and stuff 😼

I'm taking this more seriously than I originally wanted to

But it's fun to make so HELL YEAH !!!

Krasser Scheiß.

Also pink AbsolRen (Absol + Koren) the irony of him being absol is on purpose and I am constantly laughing at it (born in hoenn, both mistaken as doombringers..... lol.)

Oh no

Fridolin but he's a pokemon.

Also

I don't actually know why but my brain latched onto the idea that Zinzolin has to be a Mienshao. It just happened kinda.... I had a vision trust

This is 99% unserious and just for fun so uhm..

Cinccino Ghetsis

He was actually supposed to be a Serperior if I had taken this seriously and if I could draw Serperior which I can't so yeah

Yay??

Mermaid cat that's all I say

Miniature Fridolin lore bit that I think I never mentioned ??

He's german ... or from ( insert some not canonically existent germany inspired region here ) . He was born in Unova tho so..

He makes use of the language barrier this gives him with most people he meets .

He's " german " from his mother's side of the family . Which technically also means I have to headcanon Bronius as " german " so that's a thing now ..

Fridolin's dad is Galarian !!

Teehee

FRIDOLIN'S SISTER !!! She's a thing now

She will catch or somehow obtain whatever pokemon she considers puppy-looking enough . And she has her dad's Bisharp , which kind of works like a babysitter for her in a way .

First time drawing post b2w2 Fridolin ..

Fridolin and Juno both don't know of each other's existence !!

After ditching team plasma during the ending of bw , Fridolin's parents start working on starting an entirely new life together . A new life as ( semi ) decent people ! No more crime , just regular family life . Starting a new life includes pretending their entire past never happened , or at least a majority of it never happened .

While Fridolin wasn't unexpected , he wasn't exactly planned . Juno on the other hand was planned and very much wanted , therefore their parents actually care enough about her to be good parents and not borderline neglect her like they did with Fridolin .

She's around 10 yrs old by what I'd consider present day for Fridolin's life / story ( ??? ) .. so like 9 yrs-ish after b2w2 .

Juno's parents never tell her about Fridolin , they obviously never tell her about their past being part of team plasma either . Fridolin and Juno have , at some point in time , ran into each other . Juno just thought it was funny that a ' random guy ' had hair like her dad and proceeded to tell her parents about it when she got home ( it gave them a massive jumpscare ) . Fridolin thought the resemblance between her and their mom was kind of eerie , and the bits of green hair definitely made him suspicious , but he's firmly convinced that his parents wouldn't have had any children after him judging by how they abandoned him without hesitation during team plasma's fall , so he just chalked it up to a funny / disturbing coincidence .

Yay !!! Probably ..

The baby

The tiny

The creature

Arceus' unfortunate son

I'M ENDING IT AND YOU WILL WATCH ME JUMP OUT OF THE WINDOW RN (¬`‸´¬)

I'm being bullied with stupid PNGs of weird figures

I'm being bullied with stupid PNGs of weird figures

@certifiedsungod devastation at its finest WHAT THE FUCK IS THIS MOVIE 💔💔💔💔

When Bae (next to you) posts Fridolin lore so you have to momentarily ignore the fever dream Ghibli queerbait movie.

Just so you know before this we watched Ponyo and before that grave of the fireflies. Trauma

Oh my goodness I very much have to elaborate on their relationship

I have decided to give myself the freedom of letting them be even more messed up because I have been having the immense urge to do so since the beginning but I wasn't confident enough for it

THESE TWO.... pls ignore if I'm less intricate or something here I feel like this loredump is gonna be more messy in a way??

Fridolin is SEVERELY dependent on Zinzolin. Like, to an obviously unhealthy degree. Zinzolin picked him up when he was at his worst, taught him to blame himself for all the shit that happened to him under the guise of helping him improve himself and his whole 'sage-in-training- status. Zinzolin and the work he gives Fridolin lets Fridolin feel a sense of purpose and in some way makes him feel like he's redeeming himself from his past actions (which were totally all his fault definitely). Fridolin essentially develops a borderline obsession with Zinzolin.

Zinzolin could not care LESS about Fridolin.... like, seriously, that's just another dude who conveniently got very attached to him and would protect him with his life. Except there is this weird sense of pride there, also. Zinzolin doesn't like it because it's already too much of an attachment in his eyes, but he is proud of Fridolin's achievements. Fridolin is after all very much his mentee, and seeing him actually succeeding and even excelling at his duties makes him feel proud. Something which Zinzolin likes even less is that there is an odd sense of care he feels for Fridolin, at least eventually he does.

There's definitely a mutual care between the two even if Zinzolin doesn't like acknowledging it. That care is however very twisted and messed up!

It's a horrible little mix of borderline romantic, purely manipulative, desperation to get over someone else from both sides and an odd platonic appreciation.

Zinzolin tries hard to keep their relationship purely work-based but he fails miserably at it.. There is never anything explicitly romantic between them. Zinzolin wouldn't let it get to that point. (Bear with me here I really can't describe this the same way I tried my best to do with the other lore dumps)

The distancing really doesn't work. It's a constant "only once, only this small thing" which just ends with things happening again and again. Like I mentioned before they are not explicitly romantic and there's boundaries that are never crossed but it's smaller stuff that happens over and over again which has this borderline romantic undertone (I'm doing my best here to word this).

Only image I have of one example... like Fridolin being allowed to sit on Zinzolin's desk. That's a thing. Fridolin sees this as one of his greatest accomplishments, that is his spot and he has it because Zinzolin at the very least tolerates him. It makes him feel validated. Zinzolin keeps telling himself that it's, well, a one time thing! That it's just for fun, to see and maybe internally laugh at how giddy Fridolin gets over it. It's not. Not entirely anyways. Partially it's also because he does enjoy Fridolin's company.

They rely on each other to cope with the fact that they're trying to get over someone else.. Fridolin sees his entire past way of living as wrong, that includes his relationship. He blames himself for getting distracted, and considers the reason for his distraction to be his ex.. who he never officially broke up with but that's just a fun fact. Zinzolin is trying to distract himself from his weird feelings for Ghetsis which he wishes didn't exist. They use their bond with each other as a means of coping with this.

Fun image depicting Fridolin debating if he could style his hair to look like whatever Ghetsis has going on and whether that would get his boss to love him or not...

They are. Incredibly messed up. Both of them. And they both grow dependent on each other to each different degrees. I really can't get myself to explain this in a more organized and thorough way this will just have to do.. but yay!!! Giving myself the freedom to let them be like this!!!!!!!

AU World building going well, totally so! (This masterpiece was made by Zag’s undeniable urges)

Updated version of this thing..

I forgot Tyrant's scars in the first one ...

Also

Azelf human design?? Yay!!

My artblock is horrendously picky

Tyrant ... as the wisteria maiden ..??

I wanted to work on lore related stuff

But my weird artblock only let me draw this..... I like it tho 🎉

Made a logo for myself ૮꒰ ˶• ༝ •˶꒱ა ♡

Tyrant infodump/loredump because he means so much to me,, and a bit of elaborating on his pokemon form's design... yapping because I can

Also colored this because hell yeah

Writing down everything again because uhhhhh yes

Tyrant was created by Arceus as a counterpart to Volo, serving as a sort of demigod representative of pokemon, while Volo represents humanity. Not only that, but Tyrant was created with the intent of him being a kind of embodiment of innocence and childishness, he was supposed to be a beacon of positivity and gentleness among the already rather chaotic dynamic of the creation trio. He was however also tasked with a "hero" type of role. If there was a major problem, threat and the likes of that which humans alone couldn't deal with, it would be Tyrant's job to take care of it.

This duty didn't pair well with Tyrant's aspect of childishness and youth, though. Not because he couldn't do it, simply because it didn't exactly go well together. The very first time in which he had to prevent a disaster which humans couldn't on their own was back in Hisuian times, when he had to fight Volo, his own brother, to prevent the literal destruction of the world (pla plot and stuff)... Volo was in a way everything to Tyrant. The only real family he'd had, the person he could always come back to for support, someone he could rely on. Volo left Tyrant on mount coronet with the words that he was "old enough to care for himself" now. Tyrant wasn't, he wouldn't ever be.

Volo's disappearance completely shattered the bubble Arceus had raised Tyrant with, that certainty that everything would always be alright in the end. People around him celebrated the prevention of the world's end, but Tyrant's whole world had pretty much been destroyed after that fight on mount coronet.

After losing Volo, Tyrant became fixated on the idea that he had to be independent, that relying on other people was something completely unforgivable for him to do. He was a hero, chosen by Arceus, why would he have to rely on anyone?? Problem with that is that it's not how he works, independence and maturity was never intended for Tyrant. He is a child, if not physically, there will still forever be something childish stuck with him, in his mind.

He did still cling to Lian for a while, up until Lian's death actually, after which Tyrant reverted to living full-time as a pokemon. And even then, he distanced himself from other pokemon, never allowing himself to quite bond with any of them.

He rejoins human society during bw times, and fails miserably at it. Physically, by then, Tyrant is in his early to mid twenties. It takes him a while, but he does manage to figure out how to actually act his physical age after a while of awkward fails and coaching himself at it. That only worsens his already terrible mental state! Tyrant convinces himself that this is the perfect life for him, he convinces himself that, because Volo's whereabouts and wellbeing are still not exactly known, he has to manage watching over humans as well as pokemon. He should be old enough to take care of himself, so he should also be old enough to take on this duty. That's what being an adult is all about, independence and duties, at least that's how he's explained it to himself.

He copes with this existence very poorly, or not at all. He regularly has breakdowns during which he cannot control his shape-shifting abilities and trashes nearly anything around him, or moments in which he reverts to his form as a child, which he just beats himself up about because that's "too immature for him". Tyrant wasn't made to function without Volo, or at least any other caretaker, by his side. And so he doesn't function without those.

He's not human, and he will never quite be an adult, that is how Arceus made him to be. Tyrant's attempts at forcing himself into a strictly human life, as an adult at that, does nothing but harm to him.

Now the design yapping...

Tyrant is supposed fit in with the creation trio while also looking much more like an actual animal, and more innocent.... a lot weaker and more meek than the other deities. He's a little lamb wrapped up in a blanket of fur, basically. He's of course still supposed to look a bit off, more powerful than, like, your average Wooloo. But I definitely tried my best to let him keep a bit of a cutesy design??

He's not small in comparison to humans, he's about at Arceus' shoulder height (he can alter his height but I'd say that's the closest to his natural height).. but smaller than the rest of the creation trio!! I also wanted him to be a bit more Arceus-ish with the .. collar thingy around his neck, because he is considered Arceus' son.. I don't think I quite managed to do that?? Aside from that I wanted him to look like a package. A little bag. That's why he has those bow-like things.

Fun fact, the only part of him that's soft is that bag-looking part. That's wool-like. The rest of him has more of a smooth surface.

That's all :]]

Ryver comes to the rescue /j (─ ‿ ─)

I made it BETTER. Everything is 1000% greater when Koren is involved, obviously. And Korelin marriage is so so canon. Trust. It's canon because I say so. Trust.

I can't take any of this seriously

NOT SHIP ART......

It's just their canon dynamic and I HAD TO draw this. It's very funny to me. Fridolin is borderline obsessed with this man who does NOT want him.... except it's gaslighting obsession!!!!! It's not real woah!!!!!!!!

They are very very funny to me actually. My favorite source of entertainment from my ocs is their dynamic.

Also Fridolin's b2w2 team because I never really made that a thing...

When you start New leaf and are greeted by two of your all-time favorite villagers (Tiffany & Lily)

MY QUEENS!!!!! HELLO <33333 (˶˃ ᵕ ˂˶) .ᐟ.ᐟ

Yummy I love programming ૮꒰ ˶• ༝ •˶꒱ა ♡

I also love not finishing all the other sites I started making (─ ‿ ─)

I keep getting spam messages so I gotta tell them I have a beautiful husband (boyfriend) at home (near me by online standards but bro still lives 45 minutes away by car) ⋌༼ •̀ ⌂ •́ ༽⋋

NOT FRIDOLIN

But also an oc who is in Unova......

My son Tyrant before/during the horrors of legends Arceus...

Him...... in modern times

Trying to rejoin society

LORE DUUMP !!

Short AU explanation / the important changes to characters for completion purposes : Tyrant & Volo were created by Arceus as representatives of pokemon & humans respectively . They're considered Arceus' sons . They are both immortal , Tyrant can shapeshift tho , which Volo can't .

The reason why Tyrant isn't in Sinnoh is because he went and followed the only family he had left after his brother ( Volo ) disappeared .. that family was . Just Lian btw .

After Lian's inevitable death and Tyrant's inevitable living on because of immortality , Tyrant decided to go back to his " intended by g o d " way of living ... taking the form different pokemon and living as those instead of trying to fit in with humans .

Tyrant and Volo were supposed to be both representatives for pokemon & humanity separately , however , together they were supposed to represent and keep up a healthy bond between pokemon and humans . This didn't really work out with Volo's attempt at overthrowing Arceus and recreating the world , and Tyrant preventing him from doing so , after which Volo disappeared .

Tyrant feels like , so long as he and Volo aren't on good terms and as long as Volo is still considered missing to him and the other deities , pokemon and humans should be kept at sort of a distance from one another . Distance in the sense that , for example , humans shouldn't attempt to learn the language of pokemon ...

These two !

My brain went ahead and expanded on their relationship specifically because it seemed like a fun idea to me . N is Tyrant's horror scenario . A human raised mostly by pokemon , a human who connects to pokemon better than to other humans and therefore a human who's acting out of line . Someone who's endangering the , in Tyrant's opinion , already fragile stability of the world . Tyrant often attempts to offer N help in the form of ( very badly ) trying to teach him how to interact with other people . N actually knows better how to do this than Tyrant does .. Tyrant at first mostly really doesn't realize that a lot of his comments come off as really mean spirited . He doesn't in any way mean to offend N , he also isn't aware of the fact that he's occasionally straight up called N's entire life wrong .

They are friends tho !!

I just think they're neat . Best buds who ( after Tyrant finally accepts that N speaking to pokemon & understanding them isn't the end of the world ) gossip about human mannerisms they find weird with a group of Pidove . They are awesome , trust ..

Doodle !!

Sasa Lele

He was never corrected on this

He never learned

I wanted to just draw N but then I remembered this fun fact I came up with

I could make another Fridolin infodump but I feel like I've been doing far too many of those 🙀

Korelin kissing via a base I found. ⸜(｡ ˃ ᵕ ˂ )⸝♡

If anyone would like to tell me who made it that'd be nice (─ ‿ ─)

The 'Colour coding' Event begins now!

I am aware that in the list of events we had planned the 'behind the lens' one was voted next popular, however, I am going through art block at the moment, and didn't want to go too long without an event on this account. 'Behind the lens' will happen eventually, don't worry.

This event should last a couple of days, and will involve each post typed on this account being in coloured text, corresponding to which mod posted it, this will be visible in character, you're encouraged to point it out and have your characters ask questions about it!

Hopefully this gives you insight into what characters are posting which kinds of things, and also give you more clues to discover who is behind this account.

All posts in this event will be tagged #colour coding

Thank you all so much for reading and have fun!