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MALPHAS + Bonus

Carter to my audience (@flydinom)

More SH demons design will be out soon. Demons have much easier time reincarnated in human flesh but the lower demons still have to resort to anatomical limitation their true form might have. In exchange they get to do some cool demons trick their true form might have.

(NOTE FOR FLYDINOM: HIII I BEEN LITTLE SHY N UNSURE BUT IF YOU WANT YOU CAN SHOOT ME A MESSAGE!)

Your art fucks, hits the follow button so hard it explodes (but in a /pos whay)

THANK YOU <3 glad fellow old man enjoyer found me

Amelia and Macula

I just want to draw something cute w these two whole exploring their more casual design. Before it go so wrong. Also I'm not tag this as shipping, it's just silly high school crush

{"I'm fed up with your insane delusion"}

-Why, I'm telling the truth...

-Yet the strange doctrine tries to behead me.

-With a {RUSTY RED GUILLOTINE}---

/NOTE#20: The former childstar of Martins family, Amelia Martins, is found in gruesome murder located in snakehill meadow's old church. Investigators are unable to find any traces of the culprits...[the page are missing]

/NOTE#21: it was going to be Prom Night and I thought she'll be Prom queen on her birthday. I can't believe the news when I heard it. I feel like every thing just fall before me. Why her? What have she ever done to deserve it? This feel like a sick joke.

-Anonymous witness.

.. you found a secret ..

/TAPE#03: "I know damn well, I know it wasn't just some murder-jock that could've done this, Tiffany. I would've found her by now, I know where she died, damn it. The police found her and I didn't found anything that could've pin point she's under any custody of purgatory. Someone STOLE her from me, Tiff. Don't even dare say I'm a nutcase for this. Fuck. I can't believe this. The fucking audacity. I'm calling Allred. Closed the phoneline, I don't want to meet anyone today. Tell them i'm sick. Goodbye."

[DOODLE + MUSIC]

NOW SEND YOUR ASKS THERE PLEASE I BEG YOU <3

[Hear ye, Lovers, your marvellous host is now ON AIR.]

STATUS: OPEN 24/7 (until 31 June to 27 July, vacation baby.)

>This is Ask-blog run exclusively by @oldmen-enjoyer

>This is Gary Miller variant / FAITH AU goes by the name of SHOWHOST

>collaboration with another ask-blog (coming soon)

>I ENCOURAGE questions about the lore

[RULES]:(will update)

>any questions is welcomed

>keep suggestive at minimum

>basic rules tbh (be respectful ect)

GUYS THERES SO MANY ASKS THANK YOU SO MUCH BUT I CANT KEEP UP WITH ALL OF THEM !! YOU CAN KEEP SENDING THEM BUT ILL BE RESPOUSING THE ALREADY EXISTING ONES IN MY MAIL TO >AN ASK-BLOG

Though PLEASE BE PATIENT FOR IM NOT MAKING IT NOW !!</3

I get that Gary is supposed to be evil but why is he so based? ACAB

(You lowballing on Jeff Bezos here)

["Well dear viewers, pigs are feeder animals. They have their own charm and all but they're simply JUST killjoy to my services to good people of America now isn't? What is SINS but the joy of the people, their happiness, their indulgence. If there's people suffer and oppressed through out the country that's like.. limiting your source of meal! YOUR source of profit. Aside, the party wouldn't be fun."]

["SO! That being said,"]

["Would you let thousand starve for quick profit or everyone can EAT to FEED ME."]

BE CAUTIOUS, BE EVIL.

["See you next Friday, Lovers!"]

-G♡

[ANGELIC ACTIVITIES ALL TIMES HIGH. DO NOT LET YOUR CHILDREN BE INFLUENCE BY THE PRIESTS AND ALL THINGS THAT IS GOOD. BE CAUTIOUS, BE EVIL.] [-1987 News]

[Short information: Mr Garrison are the face of America. Where his kins are mere landlord, he raise through the rotten ashes of the world and conquered it all. Unfortunately his little.. investment, is forfeited and stolen. Not only by Death but by someone. Don't worry, you wouldn't escape capitalism so easily.]

Bonus doodle + message:

All of the variants ages vvvvv

Note: I'M GOING BACK. I'M GOING BACK AND I'M DEVELOPING. OKAY I'M BACK IN BACK FUCK I'M BACK I'M NOT LETRING DEPRESSIVE EPISODE NEATINH MY ASS IMN BACK. I ENCOURAGE YOU TO ASK ME ANY QUESTIOMS QNOUT THE AU. I BEG YIU

As a rule of thumb, don't reblog donation posts or people asking for donations unless they've been vetted and reblogged by Palestinian bloggers. We usually go to lengths to verify this shit because we know scammers have been faking to get people to send them money, using the urgency of our genocide as bait.

It's disgusting this is what we're dealing with, but people are losing money because of some truly evil people out there.

Accounts don't just randomly spring up on tumblr without gofundmes while asking for someone to help them create a campaign. Fuck out of here with that shit.

I'm not making FAITH content but I'm still making Catholic Religious Trauma content. Eat up, Blasphemous Community

Bonus: el pwnitente

Hi Cruelty Squad fandom. I'm usually FAITH artist but my autism is laser pointed. I'm gonna be posting these before I got back to usual schedule again. Life is HECTIC. Anyway here's Abraxas in Extravagant Suit. In Idioit's Party

Bonus: I adored Abraxas

IBSANNEEE INSANNNENEEE GRAGHRHRGRRRR GROWLLSSSS AWHHUOOOOOOO MMRA IGRAHHRRRRR THIS IS BLISSS

Besides the first two, the rest are a little rushed because It's like 3 AM rn. This also looks like collab art with like 3 something different artists who worked on it but I just drew the last three below like their reference images. Pinky promise all of these are handdrawn by me It's just a little habit of mine to replicate ... :3

@oldmen-enjoyer , @zzoupz , @kawiifury , @mea-trinitas-profana , @labyrinth-guard , @slashrabbitbunny

Sorry for mention

HOPEFULLY I DIDN'T DRAW ANYONE INCORRECTLY!!!!!!

These are really bad but I wanted to do this. Don't expect too much I tried to stop myself from taking more than 10-15 minutes on each

I had no idea a had so many mutuals! I am so happy:)

I am only @-ing people I talk to regularly, the rest will have to see it somehow lol i'm embarrassed

@requ1mearrow @hamburger-harbinger @keysmanydudes @screechyaurora @oldmen-enjoyer hi guys:)

Listen… This is a weird question, but… what FAITH OC's do you like?that you can think of and name right off the top of your head?

I don't engaged with fandom in tumblr often I'm gonna be deadass honest and all of characters I can think of is /w my friends (Archie [@/clerk427] or Henry/Corbin/ect [@/hamburger-harbinger] for example)

Though one I?? Liked the most? Father Peter Loman (@aless-was-here / @aless-was-here-bsrb )

I was there for his development and also I'm big biased man and he's sooo soooooo pathetic I was there when he's CORRUPTED he NEED TO BE HIT BY A CAR AND I CAN NURSE HIM BACK TO HEALTH LIKE BABY BIRD HIS GUTS NEED TL BE SPRAYRD ON THE WALL anyway.

Also other honourary is Who?What? (@/kawiifury ) I think they're incredibly silly and I wanna watch how they developed ! <3

op may i PLEASE eat ur art i love how u draw amy and it makes me weeps /pos

hope u have a lovely day / week / month and time frame :3

Anon come out... anon come out........ come out so I can tag you......

About the Faith the Unholy Trinity audio:

You might have seen posts reblogged by the user @ / whyiamapotato (sorry, I thought it might be rude to @ them).

They bring up in a couple of their posts that Airdorf uses audio of a real life "possession" case, specifically of a girl named Anneliese Michel. This is true.

TLDR; I think Airdorf is fine to use the audio, I believe if the audio makes you uncomfortable then you should remove it with the helpful mod they made, and don't harass anyone. whyiamapotato is not in the wrong and I genuinely think they are trying to help, so please do not be rude to them or me or anyone who agrees with either side or has their own opinion. We can all be mature about this, I am just posting what I learned and what my feelings on the matter are.

A summarized version of her story, the "drama" (discussion), and my own beliefs below. Tw: Demonic possession, Malnutrition, Abuse, Neglect, Artistic edit with the intention of being frightening, and harassment.

Anneliese Michel was a woman in 1976 who was diagnosed with epileptic psychosis and depression, though she and her family sought out the help of the church (thinking she is possessed) when the hospital was not able to help her with her condition. Father Ernst Alt came to visit and came to the conclusion that she was not suffering from seizures due to epilepsy but instead possessed.

There were 67 exorcism sessions preformed on her and they lasted up to four hours each and there was up to two each week. This happened over a span of ten months. Toward the end of her life Anneliese refused food and water and she later died of dehydration. Her knees were broken from being forced and bound into a kneeling position for prayer. The parents and the Priest(s) involved were all prosecuted with her death. You can find more information on this wikipedia. Audio recordings of her "exorcisms" (epileptic psychosis episodes) were used in the game Faith the Unholy trinity. The sound of her demonic screaming are used as a backdrop to the bossfight with Lisa Pearson and Alu as well as audio ques for Miriam in several different scenes. FaB (whyiamapotato on tumblr) made a post talking about how this made them uncomfortable and how they have made a mod to remove this sound from the game. Here is the link to the Mod.

I think this Mod is a good thing for those who are uncomfortable with the real sounds of an exorcism! I do think what they did to create this was right and if it makes you uncomfortable then you should remove them with this mod. They are a fan of the game as well.

The reason I made this post (and used this context) was to inform those who have only seen this in passing to what is going on.

There are posts on reddit from two people (I will have cropped out their names just in case) involved in informing Airdorf about this, here are their posts:

If you agree with them then here is their petition, feel free to sign it once you are done reading this post! The reason I made this post was also to put my own thoughts, which are a little nuanced and maybe ignorant, I am sorry if I come off as rude.

In all honesty, I do not see a problem with Airdorf using real "exorcism" audios in his game about (non-realistic) but extremely dark topics. Faith the Unholy Trinity is a horrific game, with murder cults, manipulation, baby sacrifice, mutilation, body horror, and more. Airdorf (most likely) didn't see a problem with using this audio because it was frightening and a "real case of demon possession." Some people still believe that Anneliese was killed by the demon possessing her and not the medical statements.

The audio is used in two (maybe more?) boss fights and is distorted to sound like the other robotic voices in the game. I feel that it is used to show the horror of demonic possession, and much like how the game was inspired by The Exorcist (which was loosely inspired by a possession case that Father William Bowdern had of an 11-year-old boy), the message of both of these medias is clear. Do not mess with demons. Using audio of a supposedly real possession case I feel was a way of showing the true terror that religious horror, specifically demonic figures, brings with it. While it may be seen as immoral, it can also be seen as a warning. While the people who made the petition think it is disrespectful (which they are totally okay to think, I understand!), I believe it is showing respect, even in an unconventional way.

Airdorf could have used audio from the exorcist or other horror media, that is true, but I feel that misses the point. I think the point of the audio was to bring attention to the horrors of possession.

Airdorf never mentions who the audio came from, only that it is audio from a real life possession. For all I know he could have found it and thought it was scary and used it in the game without looking up what happened to Anneliese.

I do not think this petition is going to do anything, assuming 100 sign (it is at 94 rn so that seems likely)- because Airdorf has already become uncomfortable with these people reaching out and demanding an explanation or a change to the game. I don't think anyone online is owed an explination, not even fans who bought the game. They (people from reddit screenshots) both mention that buying Faith means that they have bought a game that has (audio) torture in it, which I understand the viewpoint of, but not only is the family not concerned, but I also have to bring up that using audio of someone who is alive (at the time) undergoing a painful exorcism, is not the same as using audio of someone being tortured- only because those who believe that Anneliese is actually possessed, believe that the exorcism done to her was trying to help. I don't agree with that view, I also think that what they did is horrible, but attempting to contact the creator of a indie game and saying what is essentially: "Explain why you used torture in your game or remove it from your game or else we will continue to post this online" seems like harassment to me.

Airdorf probably didn't view that audio as torture, hell, I didn't even know it was actual human sounds in the game at all because of the distortion, but that is just me. I watch horror videos of a guy going into haunted places and praying for his life while demonic spirits surround him, which could be argued as psychological torture so maybe I am just misguided in my views because of that.

But besides that: Airdorf might actually get in trouble with his publishers because of their posts. It is not that the audio is used that is the problem but the publishers might get upset about the controversy, especially since they admitted to emailing New Blood when Airdorf blocked them for harassing him. Worst case scenario, Faith chapter 4 is stalled or stopped because of controversy or worst worst case, Faith might be pulled. (THIS IS NOT LIKELY- still a possibility I wanted to bring up.)

Gary and his beautiful, 100% human eyes 🥺🥺🥺

"Oh Holy Angel, forgive me for my sins. Forgive me for my disobedience. Forgive me for my everything. I beheaded the Sinner like you asked me to. He's dead, he's dead. Please.. heavenly father, return to your forsaken son."

"I don't want to be this kind of animal any more."

[this was originally a vent but I escaped the delusional depression hole and decided to cook. FAITH fandom thou broke-ass gary-obssesed artist is back.]

[Unedited version]

Plus this fuckass JM doodle ^^

Hello Rainworld community

[I been playing rainworld for the longest time I just finally want to post it here. I swear I will go back to FAITH contents. Its just that my delusion actually gotten worse somehow]

Hi I don't know if you're into owls like I am but I found this video on Pinterest (had to turn it into a gif to show you as an ask) and I thought you'd like it 🙂

I LOVED BIRDS OF ALL KIND. Mostly cause they're reminder of my dear friend :))

Thank you so much if I found anything interesting on my way I'll send it to cha<3

"I could've been saved but you took my limbs and left me bleed to death. Out of desperation I turn to Old Emperor.

I would never believed my own mouth but I pleaded to HIM, begging to escape what.. ever you are. Despite his slience, it is more comfortable than your teeth brushing against my soft flesh. It is more caring than you could ever be. He accepted my pleads. And bring me to his house.

It look scary but I am safe. I don't need you anymore, priest."

[More unused/concept doodle down below]

More whitelie bits and pieces of lore through dialogue.

Got any questions you can just shoot me an ask or dm

Rome, 1977

I tried my best to capture your beauty, forever immortalized in picture frame.

-Gary

[They were "roomates"]

[Extra stuff below]:

Shitpost

YIPPEEEYAYYYYY SILLIEST OF MAN!!

hiiii oapa @oldmen-enjoyer hiiiii

(this is his oc/variant/character[?] NOT mine)

[MOMENTOMOMENTOMOMENTOMOMENTO]

Little more heavy but. this is Like, vent art. Not related to like an issue. Just more so I have to vent out frustration ! I'm fine dw.

[TW: JOHN GET BEHEADED]

I usually don't do tw but babu whatever idek

You should put lil turd John in the sulfur bath!

Here you go!

Bonus of John Wardi

[Seasonal depression beats me to death but I'll.post proper FAITH content when I'm.more motivated!]

Can I admit that I saw this right after the dream I had where I crandle Gary in my hold and kept him in there waking up to this just making me more happier in insane way

Move yall..... that's daddys kitten (ref)......

WONDERFUL AND STUNNING ART AS ALWAYS THOUGH, MEATMAN BESTIE

@oldmen-enjoyer @okultraoldmanyaoi are we still drawing gary in drag

[HAVEN'T I GIVEN ENOUGH?] [GIVEN ENOUGH?]

[Always the fool, with the slowest heart]

-After years of searching and detective work. The case of Amelia Martin turn cold. But one faithful day of October, it about to change.

[More down here] [doodles + info]

[+ and music]

Short information: Former child-star, Amelia is originally not victim of cult murder but rather her own father. Before her birthday, she's found dead, brutalized to her face almost not recognizable. The cult become involved once her death is made known. Their leader had took liking to her.

And will do ANYTHING to have her back.

(Collection of lh doodle alongside other variant of Amys)

(The lyric reference:)

can you say more about faith: lost purpose.. i am very interested 👀👀

@katrinasis DM me about it. For I am much more willing to ramble with. Pulling you in with the fucked up way Miriam got Gary. Its with a literal self sarcrifice. And the fact Gary is fanatic and exorcist

Junkabomb (just my sona and trusona combined appearance wise.) (MEAT PIE + GUSTAV)

@hammy-art @requ1mearrow @rokiro99 make your WORM (extreme pressure/j)

(As much as I love chains, the reblogs made my phone very laggy!!)

fuck it. worm on a string picrew chain. let's fucking go

happy worm creation my friends

tagging @areyoudoingthis @cursed-coat-of-homosexuality @peanutbutterex @tfemteach @piratecaptainscaptainpirates (no pressure 💛)

GIRL YOU DIDN'T COOKED YOU BURNT THE ENTIRE KITCHEN!!!!(POS)

YOU DREW ALL OF THEM SO ADORABLE 11/10 THEY CAN OVERWORKED AND MAKE BISCUIT RAGHRRRR/POS

I loved @oldmen-enjoyer 's faith kitty au and it gave me motivation to post something! Behold : Faith : the kitty trinity.

and a little shitpost

Tiffany was the most fun to draw tbh, her goofy ears gave me serotonin, I hope I nailed your ideas here well!