β§βΛβͺ πβΛβΉ Κπ§ΈΰΎΰ½²Ιβ§βΛβͺ πβΛβΉ
Depressive episode hit me like a truck π
At this rate I've been through everything except a healthy relationship.
unfortunately i actually AM impossible to love and its not just all in my head
i wish a serial killer would come serial kill me i am sick and tired.
i HATE being me. someone shoot me I will love u forever for that tiny gestureπ
Ugh I love sleeping all day best thing ever
Lowkey realised I gotta text first to get a reply. Iβve been doing this the whole fucking time π.
I want to cut off the parts of my body I hate but then there would be nothing left
Suicide has become the first and last thing I think about in a day.
I will be like "I'm fine" and then another fucking event will occur
Iβm gonna pick up journaling
literally.
My younger self would be so disappointed that weβre still here
I wanna rip my face off
opening up is like talking to a cop, everything you say can and will be used against you.
Iβd be more lovable dead
I just wanted to feel like I was worth something
"but you survived" it would've been better if I hadn't
I want to chug this to feel something
Mm I feel like I am a distraction oofπ
ugh crashing out i wanna open up my ribs and tear my heart out or wtv