It Feels Like This Every Time I Write A Fic

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Sorry for the bad angles, but no way am I taking a full fit check in public. My perfume for today is 🌸🌸Gardenia Flower🌸🌸

Some recent sketches for my new obsession. Im in hell

+ a little wip since I haven't done digital in ages

Currently writing the first chapter of my Phantom Busters h20 au and I'm dying out here...I feel like I've written so much and tons of stuff has happened, but I'm only at 5000 words. 2 days work and I only have a measly little showing...I keep thinking about ending the chapter early and leaving it on a cliffhanger, but I don't want to lose my integrity like that. But ik the instant gratification would be soo good. But I must resist. I have an outline with bullet points for the plot and I still have like...14 points left to do for the first chapter. Ugh.

Also, side note, but pineapple fanta is delicious

The only good part about being in a small fandom is that when I say I'm the #1 fan of a character...i mean it. There's nobody else in the ring with me, man. He's all mine!! Never before have i been able to say this and be telling the truth

It's fascinating how many One Piece fans are bigots… I know that a lot of people watch things just for fun and don't bother to understand the essence of the story beyond the fights or "aura" moments. However, I am concerned about how far it can go. To call yourself a One Piece fan while being homophobic, transphobic, racist, etc. you have to ignore 95% of the story. One Piece is extremely in your face with its themes so for you to be any of these things, you have to skip every moment that explains the lore, every character arc aside from cool fighting sequences, and even then you have to ignore what each fighter represents and stands for. Or, as is the case with the vast majority of anime watchers, you'd have to be the dumbest of the dumbest to not get the message of the story because, I'll say it again, One Piece is very direct about it. At this point, the only thing missing is a character looking directly into the camera and spelling out "Government bad."

"Oh, but it's fiction, not reality!" That makes the matter even worse… Like are you really telling me that you can root for pixels on the screen to be free and have rights but you draw the line at real humans facing very real oppression? It's especially funny when it comes from YouTubers and TikTok who are supposed to be analyzing the series. I'm sorry, but I won't take you or your 15-minute yap session seriously if you don't hold the same views in reality. What can you as a transphobe and homophobe tell me about Bon Clay, revolutionaries, Yamato, and others? Why should I value your opinion about Arlong Park and Fisher Tiger if you simultaneously like the tweets of white supremacists and call Romani people thieves and throw slurs at them? How can I not laugh so hard that tears start running down my face when you are trying to sound eloquent and profound in criticizing the Navy and Celestial Dragons while also licking the government's booth in real life? These people would look into the camera with their fancy equipment and use the vocabulary Shakespeare used in his plays to try to explain what Shandia represents, only to post "I stand with I*rael" or say that Native Americans need to get over what happened to them. My friend, you are not the unbothered king who can separate fiction from reality, you are just dumb as a brick.

omg just finished chap 13 of phantom busters. and let me just say. that hot dude yall are obsessing over from the raws. im in love with him already lmao. hes such a loser just like the main gang. it was a rlly nice chap

Day 4: Tamon

(This is an alternate ending drawing, if Tamon had died in chapter 3 and became a ghost :b)

Cw: very minor blood

cowabummer, man

Yeah this is what the Mark Jennings/Ponyboy friendship is to me

Glad to know my dad is concerned in the event of an emergency

just let me have this one thing.

edit: THANK YOU GUYS SM FOR 1K LIKES HELLO??? TYYYY

edit 2: THANK YOU FOR 2 AND 3K OMGGG