— Where Your Eyes Linger.

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The long awaited method : HMM for self hypnosis towards the void, enter under 2min.

WARNING : this method is quite powerful, it's not a method on directly entering the void, but it's a method I've perfected to be able to induce the void INSTANTLY under 5 minutes, given by on how to hypnotize yourself.

Please make sure you're ready for this, and you have a clear mind for this, self hypnosis is extremely powerful and if done rightly? It helps immensely, the chances after this to enter the void is 90%, you know what the 10% is for, belief and trust in this method.

Let's start.

Introduction:

This method is something I've stumbled on long before, and I just remembered how it may actually help those with a limit in their mind that does not let them enter the void, first of all, props to the person who make this trance inducing method which is using the magic magnet fingers, and since I'm pairing it with the void, I'll call it Hibiscus's Mind Magnet, or just HMM for short.

This method requires you to sit down somewhere quiet, somewhere with limit sound, does not matter if there's light or not, simply sit somewhere comfortably and I urge you to do a small mini meditation before hand if your mind is crowded, best time to do so is when you wake up.

The steps:

Sit comfortably. (Has to sit)

If having crowded thoughts, meditate for a clearer mind.

Set your suggestion : a suggestion is something you want to stick deep into your subconscious, aka "I always enter the void under 2 minutes."

You can use any other suggestions, this is just for the void I'm explaining now, now that your mind is calm, everything is ready, simply begin by clasping your fingers in front of yourself together and leaving the two index fingers to stick above.

Now, look and focus at the space between those two fingers, okay? Now begin to imagine that ok either sides of your palm, there's two big magnets.

Stare at the space between the fingers, in a moments time when you let go, you see your fingers actually getting pulled subconsciously together like magnets, and eventually you'll feel this sudden pull of your own face towards it, at this point, continue to stare at it UNTIL your indexes hit each other.

Now you begin to realize even your eyelids are tired and droopy, that's the perfect state, now gently lower your hand in your lap and close your eyes, let the fatigue wash over you, you'll feel lightheaded and dizzy, this, is the perfect state called the Trance state.

Begin by saying your suggestion slowly, simply affirming deeply by saying "I always enter the void under 2 minutes." And only use one suggestion please.

When you feel ready, and you feel done, that's when you're done with this trance state, to get out, begin by forcing yourself to focus things around you, the blanket underneath you perhaps, the hands in your lap, and slowly open your eyes again.

Done, you have just hypnotized yourself, and remember, results can show in just one session, but if you're doubtful, it will take more than one session, do this before attempting for the void and simply go on with ANY method of the void, you'll succeed.

Good luck ml! I hope I made myself clear, and please remember I won't be online here for a couple of days as I have been too much on here and it's affecting my studying, either way, good luck and whatever questions you have I'll answer later, happy void!

Edit// for those who don't understand the hand part and how to clasp it:

It's like this

bright: i said cut myself because i can’t carry on. i’m afraid it’ll get inappropriate.

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They’re so cute ♡︎

I do feel however that Guk is ashamed, not because of homophobia, but because out of all the people the one that already owns him in body now owns his heart too??? The inner turmoil of Guk must be fucking horrifying.

Related to that actually, I’ve seen some people dismiss the things that Guk said because Tae Joo himself tries to dismiss them as senseless cruelty, but I don’t believe that. I do think everything Guk said has weighed heavily on Guk’s mind, the mom commentary, the way Tae Joo holds on to him for dear life because he clearly is lonely so he indeed is dependent while Guk craves freedom, the fact that he was happy when Tae Joo left for Japan must be partly true if not all the way because it meant for a moment Guk’s life belonged to him and him only and not the whims of a spoiled boy and his rich creepy abusive daddy, and so much resentment for being considered no more than a shield even if Tae Joo thinks of him as more and not just a glorified servant, that’s all he can be under their current situation, and after 15 years what kind of morale has Guk for the future if its not his own, he can love Tae Joo but at what cost to himself…

All that must run through Guk’s mind because he understands that Tae Joo doesn’t quite get the kind of power he has over Guk, but he still is gentle and reassuring to him, but Tae Joo chose to kept crossing the line and Guk had to stop him, he had to, he has breaking him apart. Honestly, Tae Joo is blind, so blind to what he does to Guk, the depth of what he does to him, and some of it he doesn’t know but the rest he should be able to figure it out if he truly means to love Guk, because he’s not seeing him.

Bottom line, Tae Joo does not see Guk, all he sees is an idea of who Guk should be, nobody deserves that, nobody fucking deserves to be reduced to a desire, and Guk is quite conscious about it. And after whatever happened to Tae Joo, good lord wtf was that btw, I hope they have a frank conversation about what it means that Guk is basically owned by Tae Joo, what it means that Guk doesn’t have a life of his own.

Anyway, thank you for coming to my Ted talk.

Edit: I’ve just been told that g**k is a racial slur against east/south asian people so with that in mind I’m gonna start using Guk instead of the other spelling from now on.

win at 1:42am 

sarawat&tine: maybe it’s just coincidence. maybe it’s not. i still can’t figure it out. all i know is that the one in my heart is you. ↳ one more for me lady, nenna who found me through these dudes - HAPPY, HAPPY BIRTHDAY! @sarawatism​

i think making sense is optional sometimes jaehyunzens just be talkin

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