I'm Alone But Maybe One Day I Won't Be. After Suffering From Schizophrenia For 5 Years And Multiple Hospitalizations

“You never look good trying to make someone else look bad.”

— Unknown

I really needed this right now...

You deserve to not be in pain

“The greatest mistake we make is living in constant fear that we will make one.”

— John C. Maxwell

I talked about my past again but this time to my Free Company in FFXIV and I'm nervous because I'm afraid I killed the chat or made people not want to respond or talk to me at all.

Drawing using both my tablets today until I get better at using my tablet with a screen on it.

When you accuse loved ones of not caring about you, you may not realize it, but it’s hurtful.

I say this as someone who has been on both sides of this. I get the insecurity. I really do. But having now been on the other side of it, it is hurtful to be told that I don’t care about someone when I’ve been exerting energy to be there for them. I understand it’s from their own insecurity but it still hurts.

If you’re feeling insecure, it’s valid but this isn’t an okay way to deal with it. And it can actively damage your relationships and create self-fulfilling prophecies. Try to self-soothe. And if you can’t, it’s okay, but please seek out reassurance in a healthy way.

i wish you kinder, softer days that put your heart at ease