Banana Yoshimoto, Kitchen

All the stuff you learn from your attempts at healthy coping doesn't get erased the moment you relapse. And you can use that knowledge to pick yourself back up and try again when you're ready. It's not a case of starting over from scratch, it's a case of stumbling and getting back up

“Never trust your tongue when your heart is bitter.”

— Samuel J. Hurwitt

I'm definitely not the same person I used to be. I'm so different I can't explain it.

Never really held fast to this but I do now because it's just how it is.

Aro/Ace. He/They.

It's all my fault in the end isn't it.

“There is no greater agony than bearing an untold story inside you.”

— Maya Angelou

I used to say I was a void person but not so much anymore and I used to feel like I shouldn't take up space or exist at all but now not so much. Being terrible at communicating sucks though. I used to have wit and charm and good looks but I'm just rotting away. I'm giving myself till 35 to pick up the pieces and improve but I doubt it'll go anywhere successful.