Mixed Feelings Are Devouring Myself. I Don't Want To Deceive Me. Truly, I Am Not Stressed.

How it feels when someone thinks that you belong a personality which you know you hate most?

When people overrate you intentionally or unintentionally, you may laugh :)

I don't wanna talk more🙂

তোমার ঘরে বাস করে কারা (ও মন জানো না)

তোমার ঘরে বসত করে কয় জনা (মন জানো না)

এক জনে ছবি আঁকে এক মনে (ও মন)

আরেকজনে বসে বসে রঙ মাখে (ও মন)

আবার সেই ছবিখান নষ্ট করে কোন জনা

একজনে সুর তোলে একতানে (ও মন)

আরেকজনে মন্দিরাতে তাল তোলে (ও মন)

আবার বেসুরা সুর ধরে দেখ কোন জনা

তোমার ঘরে বসত করে কয় জনা

রস খাইয়া হইয়া মাতাল

ওইদেখ হাতফস্কে যায় ঘোড়ার লাগাম

সেই লাগামখানা ধরে দেখ কোন জনা।

I added some more!

My tiny collection of books.

একজন নুবের বই সংগ্রহের প্রচেষ্টা।

বহু কষ্টএর পরে এসব বই সংগ্রহ করতে সক্ষম হইয়া কিছুটা গর্ব অনুভব হইলেও বইএর জ্ঞান বইয়ে থাকিয়া গেলে এই কষ্ট এর সার্থকতা থাকিবে না।

Comparison and overthinking

Some persons always conflict with their mind- what to do,what to do and what will happen in future. Some always think- what is happening all is wrong.Some think about their past time what can not be undone anymore.Some over thinker will spend their time just by thinking what he/she did all day, what she told another persons and did he/she do any wrong? All time, we are regretting .(oh! Who are exception. Please skip!)You know thinking is the main key of our life.

The scientists made illusion one day,they thought impossible, now that is made possible. So, overthinking is mandatory. But! we are doing it everytime.where? Nothing is happening.

Let's crack it.

"Past",Present, Future-- three stages are there in our life.Past is past though its a perfect lesson for us.I am not saying Don't think over past.Of course, you will think.But Don't regret! Another complex word 'regret'. If you did any wrong to anyone,what will happen for this thinking? If he/ she can not forgive you,what will happen? Nothing! Forgive Yourself. Remind, when you are thinking that you were guilty..you achieved "Forgiveness" instantaneously. Never waste your time for that thinking.Rather,think that you won't do it again.And if you were not guilty though you were thought to be guilty, its full problem of other's thinking, not yours. Don't be tempered! Don't be frustrated! Dont be talkative! Just wait until the actual things to be published.Wait for right time!

If you have doubt in Your work that you don't know if it is wrong or it is right. Wait for result. Wait? Yeah,wait, Don't bother much about what is not happened. Or some persons spend their time only thinking what other people think about them! They only think "oh! What he/she thought about me!😞!"firstly, its your problem of personality. If you were confident what you did- what's the reason of bothering by otherself.Yes,you must have to take consents of other,you will not be correct every time. You should take other's consent, either you will accept them and modify your decision or you will discard them. Don't be in a negotiated state!It's very harmful for your mental health or Don't be overconfident and Don't be less confident. Remember, life is once.You will color it. Other persons don't possess any right to spoil your life.

Don't be jealous! You will say, jealously is a human nature.No, you can control your mind.You should control your mind not mind will control you. It's an easy matter that otherself is more than you in any prospect. But why you will compare yourself with him/her?" Learn from him/ her"Don't challenge.Don't do anything for being better than other best person

The only thing you can do that you can "learn".

If you see clearly that anyone less than you gain the power or advantage, simply give them to play with that right.Remember, who gain that power,he/she knows that he/she is not appropriate for that power or if he/she does not know it,within some days he/she can explore it.After that, he/she loses himself/herself.That success will be very temporary. You will say,you lose your opportunity. No,you don't lose it.Temporarily, it is not yours. But one day,you will achieve this.yes, time has gone,It's right.But Don't waste your time thinking over that otherwise you have to grab next one.

When are you depressed and frustrated? That time,when you wanted anything and could not achieve that. Don't bind yourself in a chain, free yourself to gain knowledge. It is hard but you have to do it.

A writing of mine. Though it's seeming somewhat childish now. These childish thoughts can give comfort to this complex mind :3 (1)

It seems interesting to believe after reading some texts which you sent once that "It was you!!!". It also becomes hard to believe your state of becoming matured. Texts and posts of your previous self really say clearly how you change and how your perception changes.

🌿I felt like making this. At this point I’m desperate to get back on track. This probably was the worst time for a burnout to show up. I’m experiencing this shit for about a month now and there’s less than a month remaining to my exams. It’s now or Never, i understand but it’s harder than ever to stay consistent with my routine. I am getting hyper-productive days once in a while but that doesn’t help unless it’s everyday. At this point, I’m not aware of what I’m doing wrong but it’s needs to be corrected.

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🌿So i just spent a little time to make this, putting some good quotes from famous people to things my friends said. Nobody can change shit, it’s upto me. The last thing i say to myself is,

I DON’T WANNA LOOK BACK AND KNOW I COULD’VE DONE BETTER.

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😑Disclaimer: That’s not a big ‘MEME’.

Every person has not the ability to understand your talking and writing.

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