Birth
I have my mother's rage.
The quiet rage, the unassuming one,
the rage which grips onto every molecule of your body,
until it claws and licks at your whitened bones.
The rage which sinks its sharp canines in you
which savours the taste of blood,
it craves it.
It lures your loved ones in carefully, it invites them into its stenching residence.
Sets out a nice cup of tea, or perhaps, the good tablecloth.
And when they think it's gone, the rage twists their necks,
and laps up the blood with its serpent tongue.
I have my father's indifference.
I sit and watch as it happens, smiling, as I watch and watch my house burn.
- e.u.
Streetlamp light disturbs the midnight time
Distorted shadow, running along the asphalt
It might be mine
@academia-lucifer
P.49 / 1896
—Albert Camus
Hush
Too far, too wide, too fast
Not yet
Don’t go
Don’t, won’t
Don’t, can’t
Not now
Beware
Hush now
Haven’t done, won’t do
Couldn’t do, won’t do
What can I do?
Can’t do
And can’t and can’t and can’t
I’m scared
Don’t ask
It’s staying up at night
Listening to the ticking of the clock,
the sounds from outside.
It's being distracted for just a short time
by the light of the streetlight
shining through the carelessly closed shutters
It’s hoping not having to face the next day
It’s numbing fear
Waking up the next morning,
starting the day with newfound motivation
It’s creeping up throughout the day
Doing the dishes,
writing an essay,
drinking coffee
And suddenly it’s there
“One day she remembered that it wasn’t her job to make everyone happy.”
— Robin Lee
— I Guess the Old You is a Ghost (#589: June 25, 2014)
My heart, it soars
Spending not a single day chained to the earth no longer
While my body, it rots
Beneath the daisy field
●a way to let go of my thoughts because I fear they might crush me● ||they/them||
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