Serges-meadows - Naraba

I dusted and filled up my bookshelf. I never thought I'd fill it lmao, but here we are. This year I really want to read all my books or a good majority of them lol. I need to reread D-Gray man I miss it so much, it's been to long. In 2024 I think I only read 2ha book 3 and the beginning of book 4, and it took me the whole year to read book 3 lmao. So much stuff just got in the way sob. I also read all of OPM and SD. But I have so many series on my shelf that I have never touched 😫.

When I was younger I use to read all of gravitation and then reread it all over again. I use to know that series like the back of my hand. I want to go back to that and finish series and read them all over again. recently after dinner I sit on the floor with all my plushies and a cup of tea and read. it keeps me off the internet and clears my mind it's so refreshing. I'm getting a little addicted to it lol.

Reading is gonna be one of my major goals this year, idk if I'll keep record of it but maybe I should lol.

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Oh boy so many setbacks this month.

It honestly started off so good. And now its ended in a confusing way. I’m trying to handle each month as slow as I can. February feels like 2 years ago lol. 

I watched Nezha 2, 3 times lmao. I almost saw it a 4th time, but I had to restraint myself plus I’m short on money for the month. it's probably gonna be one of my favorite memories of the year. I love that movie so much. I don’t even consider myself to be a big 3d animation fan. Some of my faves are Megamind, httyd, happy feet and maybe tangled shrugs. But I never saw any of them in theaters tho.

Nezha 2 is almost 3 hours long not including travel to get to the theater(it’s not in the best area either). So I must really love the hell out of this movie to waste 3-4 hours to see it(I do I really do). It’s such a great movie, I think about it almost everyday. There’s so much I can say about it about it but I will end up writing a book on why it's great lmao. I’m so jealous of all the merch it gets out of the U.S. our country is full of so much hate. I can’t wait for the dvds, and the art books 😫. I wish it could stay in theaters forever lol, so I can see it whenever. 💖

Other stuff that happen, I cleaned my bedroom, I made it as functional as I can, hopefully for the rest of the year. It still needs a lot of work but I think I used up too much energy on it and was feeling like a dried jerky for a week just floating in the air, head empty no thoughts ugh.

The weather has been really nice out, I was out a lot this month, I wasn’t doing anything fun tho, but I had some cute outfit combos that I didn’t get a chance to take pics of, sigh I always forget. 

Some of the cherry trees are in bloom, I think it just the dark pink ones tho, still I love walking around outside just to see them.

This month I really was drawing a lot. The question of what do I want to draw just flashes in my head all the time. What do I want to draw, what do I want my art to look like? Idk, I just want to draw lol. I think that in the early 2010s I use to draw for myself, whereas now I am self conscious about what others might think.

sobs I’m just rambling now. I wanted to post more this month but it’s been a long ride. Hopefully April is less bumpy. 

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Inktober Day 28 - Jumbo

mb of the day wednesday april 16, 2025

Plum blossom along the roadway.

Nara, Japan.