It Was Books That Made Me Feel That Perhaps I Was Not Completely Alone. They Could Be Honest With Me,

Sometimes I wonder if Bellamy and Clarke remember every single moment and words they exchanged like we do…

Like… does Bellamy remember how he roared when he jumped on Dax while he was firing at Clarke? Does Clarke remember her whisper “he’s killing him” as she watched Tristan knocking Bellamy down? Does Bellamy remember how relieved he was when Clarke made it back in Camp Jaha? Or does Clarke remember how her whole face light up when she saw Bellamy after the she escaped Mt. Weather?

Does Clarke remember the sting of “I was being weak. It’s worth the risk” and the hurt in Bellamy’s eyes? Does Bellamy how his hips danced when the first person he spoke to from inside Mt. Whether was Clarke because of course she would be there waiting for him to radio back! And does Clarke remember how she tried to hide her panic from the other when they lost contact with Bellamy? Or the sigh she let out once they reunited inside the mountain and he was alive? Do they remember how they were fighting back their tears as they were saying goodbye?

Does Clarke remember how socked she was when out of nowhere Bellamy appears to save her after three months? Or how relieved Bellamy was when he found her alive? Does he remember Clarke begging for his life and then getting knocked out? What about the pain from the stab wound on his leg? Does Clarke remember Bellamy’s face when she told him she couldn’t go back with him? And does Bellamy remember how he froze when suddenly Clarke was back, searching for him, her best friend and co-leader? Do they remember how they fall back to working together so easily? Do they remember all the conversations they had about forgiveness and all they time they were willing to forgive the other but not themselves?

Does Bellamy remember how stunned he was when Clarke told him that she doesn’t trust Roan with her life but he’ll be there and she trust him? Or how worried he was when his team got caught and their plan failed? How desperate he was to find Clarke because he knew she was in danger? Heck, does Clarke remember how she couldn’t form any words once she heard her own mother ordering to bring Bellamy up in order to break her and tell them the pass phrase? Does Bellamy remember Clarke reaching for his hand while she was about to get into the City of Light and how tight he hold it? Or the panic on his face at first when they thought something was wrong and Clarke’s life was in danger but then everything was okay and he was determinate to keep everyone away from her while she was trying to save them.

Does Clarke remember how Bellamy freaked out when he found Echo holding a sword on Clarke’s throat? Or how a weight was lifted from her shoulder once he wrote her name on that list? How it felt to save each other? Does Clarke remember how worried she was every time Bellamy’s team was late from a mission? Does Bellamy remember how his hand was couldn’t stop trembling at the thought of Clarke’s dead body being under that tart by the river? Or later that the grounder threatened to kill her while driving and he couldn’t do much other than keep driving and trying to figure a way to save her? The sigh he let out and the smile he had on his face once that was over?

Does Bellamy remember how getting betrayed by Clarke felt when she and Jaha stole the bunker and left his sister outside? Or the way he looked at her when she pointed a gun at him? Does he remember the way she sobbed and lowered the weapon because she couldn’t do it after all? Do they remember how awkward was for them to be at the same room after that or how easy it was to make up? How stupidly Bellamy crashed the rover because he was smiling at Clarke?

Does Bellamy remember how freaking worried he was when Clarke took off her helmet to save Emori? Or how sure Clarke was that she was going to die anyway? Do they remember how sad their conversation before Plaimfaya was and everything that happened after that?

(I’m not asking if Bellamy remembers how it felt to close the door and leave Clarke behind because I’m sure it’s a memory that will be with him forever.)

Anyway… and this guys, is why I can’t sleep at night. Thank you for coming, see you next week same time :)

Holt: me and Kevin are having a kid.

Jake: OH MY GOD CONGRATULA-

Holt *slaming down adoption papers*: it’s you- just sign here

But Clarke asks Bellamy if he can forgive himself and he doesn’t answer, says that forgiveness is hard for them instead but then goes right on to say that he doesn’t want to be angry at her anymore.

I won’t forgive myself but I forgive you. They will be the death of me.

I love this!!!!

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imagine percy, annabeth, piper, jason, will, nico, leo, and calypso all watching disney’s Hercules playing a drinking game (drinking every time the movie gets something wrong- I would include Hazel and Frank if they weren’t cute little prudes) and Jason saying he’s gonna black out every time they...

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madi x jordan meeting

Madi: Who are you?

Jordan Jasper Green: Your… brother? Cousin? Look, I don’t know it’s complicated.

~some time later~

Jordan: So um my parents wanted me to kind of get your parents together?

Madi: Perfect. I have a few ideas. *pulls out a giant 3 ring binder with 300 pages of notes*

Ahhh

he makes me so so happy

Yassss! Percyyyyyy

Perfect boys / Perfekte Jungs en We Heart It.

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5 years; 10 books; 100s of deaths; 100s of friends; hours of sleep, lost; a river of tears shed; An Armada of ships (some more of dingys that had started to flood); Millions of feelings shouted at the pages. And its finally over. My life….. is officially over. Percy Jackson, Annabeth...