Sicksadchild - !!!!!!!!

I wasn’t abused for 20 fucking years so I could be told I am lucky or fascinating or complex. My abuse did not enhance my personality. It fucking destroyed me. I am not ‘inspiration porn’ for you to get off on. I am not public property for you to appropriate and plagiarize so you can feel edgy. You want to be abused so badly? Go find someone to abuse you but never, ever try to take the memories and narratives of victims and mimic them. We do not exist to be gawked at. We do not exist to be statistics in your fucking pamphlets. Fuck off.

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i don’t remember what happened to me

my latest work of art

Unlocking a traumatizing memory that’s haunting you like 

Hey, guys!

I have finally finished my interactive personality disorder diagnostic checklists! Each checklist provides the symptoms one dealing with the specified disorder would be experiencing taken from the DSM-5. these could be a very useful tool for people looking for help with self-diagnoses or better expressing their symptoms. 

Here are the links:

BPD (borderline personality disorder)

HPD (histrionic personality disorder)

NPD (narcissistic personality disorder)

SPD (Schizoid personality disorder)

STPD (schizotypal personality disorder)

DPD (dependent personality disorder)

OCPD (Obsessive-Compulsive personality disorder)

ASPD (antisocial personality disorder)

APD (avoidant personality disorder)

PPD (paranoid personality disorder)

If you guys could reblog this so people who need it can have access to it, I’d really appreciate it!

i think im going crazy

Learn to stop saying “it’s okay” when shit really isn’t .

The trauma side of tumblr really seems to focus on survivors of csa, and that’s completely understandable, but I don’t see enough posts about kids who had to deal with serious neglect/emotional abuse. It can be devastating as well

shoutout to kids who had to grow up too fast because their parents never allowed them to be a kid

shoutout to kids who had to fend for themselves every day, or even little siblings

shoutout to kids who felt like the parent

shoutout to kids who cling hard to people because they never got the proper love and care that a parent should provide

shoutout to kids who have health issues because they were never taken care of, and it’s hard to recover from

shoutout to kids who felt abandoned and empty and like they had no childhood because their family wasn’t there 

You’re all valid and I’m so sorry for what we’ve had to go through. It’s tough. And I hope we can all heal from it 

my boyfriend can't talk to me for a month because his (abusive as fuck) parents decided to take away all his forms of communication mMmm