language, the building blocks of communication. how could i not want to learn it all?
ughhhh every script, every grammar structure, every word… i love it all so much.
the feeling of when you watch something you used to not understand? when you finally communicate your thoughts after struggling to get your words out? when you meet someone new? when you understand an untranslatable joke? when you learn one word then start seeing it everywhere? when your brain starts to hurt in the good way because its all so confusing? then months later down the line those things come to you like second nature… it’s incredible.
the human mind can do so so so much. why not learn it all? why not at least try?
even forgetting things, making mistakes, and getting embarrassed feels good at this point. it feels like it’s all part of the process.
:)
finally caught up to date on drawing all my dnd characters!!
A QUICK GUIDE TO TRANSCENDENTAL HORROR
the ecstasy of the agony by sean t collins / annihilation (2018) / apostle (2018) martyrs (2008) / jennifer’s body (2009) / the vvitch (2015)
nothing is more therapeutic than waking up at 4am to take a stroll and admire a sleeping city
something deeply intimate about being outside early in the morning all alone and seeing the world as she is
Baneful Spellwork positive post
There are so many valid, reasonable, understandable things that would warrant a practitioner casting a baneful spell against someone else.
Your biggest ally in a baneful working: GIVE YOUR SUBJECT AN "OUT"
a change in behavior, a sincere apology, returned items. Whatever your reason is for your working, give them a way to break it themselves.
Pavlov that fucker into righting their own wrongs. "If you're honest, genuine, & kind, things will start to go your way again. If you continue in your malice, your life will fall apart."
In my personal practice, I don't follow any bastardized karmic retribution, or a rule of three. I believe that the Universe is a perfect balance of positive & negative forces, and it isn't fond of anything throwing that balance too far off kilter.
Without a "breaker" built in, your spell will eventually start to backfire. And it will backfire in the direction it came from.
i was at a party organized by my uni last week and (not) very sober™️ and for some reason the cocktail names where all italian brain rot characters. a guy behind me was trying to explain to his date the back story of tralalero tralala and mistakenly said it was a crocodile. being the insufferable person i am, i turned around and very soberly said that no tralalero tralala is a shark and the guy legit got the most shocked expression on his face as he started panicking over giving his date false information but at the same time he was super excited that someone irl knew wtf he was talking about lmao
eventually you realize you don’t want to die. you just don’t want to live the life you’re living. and slowly you try to create a life you want to live. just gotta start there.
Anybody else feel like they have zero ambitions in life, you just wanna feel loved