Stuckinmatrix - Untitled

I’m way hotter on Instagram and way funnier on Twitter, but on tumblr….. I am just me Melanie meladoodle

i really can't get over how mitski captured how fear of your own imperfections can lead you to see yourself as unworthy of the people you love, and how that fear grows and consumes you if you let it until your self destructive tendencies spill over into your relationships, and when it's all gone and you're all that's left you can only blame yourself. the only heartbreaker.

The fact is that every gaslighter ever says "you're misremembering things" or "you remember things that never happened" or "you remember things wrong." Now that we saw the ATW short film and know that, yes, the J/T relationship involves a lot of gaslighting, the phrase "I remember it all too well" hits SUPER hard in a place that I didn't even know I could be sucker-punched. I'm in awe. Mad respect for you Taylor. Thanks for showing us what the song was really about 10 years later.

(sighing loudly because of my enormous desires)

We are captives of what we love, what we desire, and what we are.

- Mahmoud Darwish.

My little revolution.

I believe this world needs more compassion. And why not start right here? With this next thought. With this next feeling. 

Can I just let it be exactly as it is?

Really sick of giving my mom and sister my stuff and then them losing it

the fact that I have to be in the “right headspace” to do even the simplest tasks. absolutely humiliating