T4t But Were Both Cowboys So Like. Also Cb4cb

i need to have somewhat unethical and mildly unhealthy sexual encounters until i feel normal again

if you flirt with me you can see me panic like a prey animal whose fight or flight instinct is to freeze btw. if you even care

fighting with a t-guy over dominace (aka who gets to top) but when i make eye contact - oh no, my muscles give out and suddenly he's overpowered me. i lost, and he's got me pinned, straddling my torso, breathing in my face with a wild look from the brief adrenaline this little bit of exercise gave us, both of us panting from the exertion...

If your in your room touching yourself, keep going and Reblog this little tumblr whore

When we’re both kinda sex averse but pent up so we have to just beat the shit out of each other to get the energy out

I want a cigarette put out on me. Just to see how it feels.

for some reason way above my comprehension, i couldn't stop my own body from accepting the weird invitation. when i heard that stupid little words coming out of his goddammit stupid mouth i lost my sense of reality, i felt my blood flowing painfully under my flesh.

"punch me like a man", so i did. my lord, i did it without any warning, without any pity, without any hesitation. my knuckles found his face in the same way the lips of hungry lovers search for each other. in the same way the teeth of a predator seek it's way towards the skin of the prey.

something about the way he spat the blood on the floor made my knees weak. something about the way he grinned with his teeth stained in red made my head spin. something about the way his sweaty binder is now with stains that smell like iron made me feel shivers down my spine. something about the way i felt in control and under control at the same time made my guts tremble.

next time i will hit harder.

they didnt give me a penis because i would be so good at having boners i would literally win every boner compatition and thats why they were tooooo scared

im so not okay holy fuck. im going to be fucking homeless in a month