Unfinished animation that I also posted on insta
This era has an iron grip on me
Y'all won't ever believe me because I can't even believe it myself, but DIETH's Hubert (lead guitarist for performance) replied to my story and we chatted for a little and he sent me a video with Guilherme (guitar & vocals) and Michał (drums). This is the sweetest yet shocking thing that ever happened in my whole life. I'm seriously looking forward for the next time they come to Spain and try to sneak backstage to talk with them, they seem the nicest <3
(Also I need to get David to sign my 2010 magazine ‘cause I almost got him yesterday).
─── 𝒗𝒊𝒅𝒆𝒐 𝒃𝒆𝒍𝒍𝒐𝒘
Update : Michał started following me on insta!
This will actually stay unfinished
Im up to sum content
I stand here, wrecked by my own hands, caught between the person I was and the one I’m forced to be. God’s gaze is cold, distant. I wasn’t made for this, this body, this life. None of it feels real. It’s a cage I didn’t ask for, a skin that never belonged to me. I look at myself, but I don’t recognize the person staring back. My face, my eyes, hollow and empty. I wonder if God makes mistakes or if I’m just part of some cruel design. A soul condemned before it had a chance.
Everything feels wrong, and yet, nothing feels real enough to care. My body is a prison, a place I don’t belong. I scream inside for someone to hear, but there’s only silence, like I’m trapped in a place that won’t let me go.
I pray, but I don’t believe. I’m not worthy of mercy. I never asked for this life, and yet here I am, broken, rotting under the weight of something I never chose. And still, I keep going, dragging myself through the motions, because what else can I do?
But the truth is, I don’t think I was meant to be. This flesh, this life, it was never mine to control, never mine to fix. I was never meant to be whole, and maybe I never will be.
Yesterday was my birthday (18/11) !! And so I ordered a Cameo from David, which arrived this morning, I love him smsmsm it really made my day. I'm still looking forward to see him again next year, either with Dieth or Kings Of Thrash, I don't really mind who (but mainly especting Dieth,,, teehee).
─── 𝒗𝒊𝒅𝒆𝒐 𝒃𝒆𝒍𝒍𝒐𝒘
He’s so cute 🥹
🍁 ⏜ ۫ . ⟡