Theunfrgiv3n - ✩﹒Spaghetti ᶻz

─── 𝒇𝒍𝒂𝒔𝒉 𝒘𝒂𝒓𝒏𝒊𝒏𝒈

───  𝒑𝒆𝒓𝒔𝒐𝒏𝒂𝒍 𝒆𝒙𝒑𝒆𝒓𝒊𝒆𝒏𝒄𝒆.

Yesterday I got the chance to see Dieth, specially to see David. It was such a thrilling moment for me and had an awesome time in the crowd! Hopefully I’ll see him again next year if there’s another tour and they decide to pass by.

───  𝒎𝒆𝒓𝒄𝒉.

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CD signed by all members

Guilherme's (guitar and vocals) pick

David's stage used strings

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Let me introduce you my small shrine of David, which is composed of him and only him…

I love him sm, I can’t wait to get more magazines and posters ◝(ᵔᗜᵔ)◜ . He’s my favorite musician ever, I really hope to see him again and I’m praying to meet him ughhh…

i think about god and all the ways he has failed me. he let me be assaulted and abused and groomed. its all gods fault. he couldve prevented it if he wanted to. and i wouldnt be so disgusting and mean if he prevented it. what if god isnt real? what about all the devoted christians who never got a life outside of something that never existed? they lost every last thing they had but still had faith in nothing?? how is that fair??? and does god really punish people for killing themselves? im gonna go to hell if i just cant handle living like this?? and what if hell isnt real? will my groomers and abusers ever get the punishments they deserve? the legal system never did anything and neither does god. im on my own. i hope heaven is at least real. i hope everyone i lost at least feels the happiness they couldnt find on earth

I finally posted some smut, IT'S PANTERA RRAAAHHH, I recently started hyperfixating on them and I couldn't let go of this gold oportunity to write some doomed yaoi.

Rating: Explicit

Relationship: Phil Anselmo/Dimebag Darrel

Summary:

Dime flopped down on the bed next to him, half on his stomach, head turned sideways as he lit what was probably their fifth joint since the encore. He took a slow drag and exhaled toward the ceiling. “Y’know... I give a mean back massage.”

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1998

https://archiveofourown.org/works/64708957

God watches with teeth. Every breath I take feels peeled, every thought a trespass. I was born already wrong, wired for fire, taught to kneel before love that punishes. My sin is entrenched, carved into me by hymns and eyes that never blink. I don’t pray anymore. I implore. And even then, I wait for the slap, not the pity.

I love Him like a blade to the throat, beautiful, agonizing, inevitable. My chest splits open at the thought of Him, ribs pried wide for a light that burns more than it warms. I whisper His name and taste ash. I tremble not from doubt, but from the awful ache of knowing He sees me, every flaw, every filth, and still demands my adoration. I would crawl to His altar with bleeding hands, if only to feel worthy of the terror.

I rot for forgiveness and understanding, pleading for acceptance, and yet, my pleas are only answered with silence.

This will actually stay unfinished

Im up to sum content

Hi, I’m Spaghetti and I’m currently 16 (November 18th), I go by they/them and I’m autistic.

　　　　𝜗𝜚 - I love making art—from drawing, to painting, to music, to writing and more. I’m a bassist and I’ve been playing for nearly 5 years now.

　　𝜗𝜚 - I enjoy lots of music genres, and my favorite musician ever is David Ellefson!

　　　　𝜗𝜚 - Currently really interested in renaissance art, Greek gods and seals.

I do take requests, but under the following rules:

　　　　. No incest

　　　　. Nothing related to piss, poop, vomit (kink wise, other that is not related to that, I’m fine)

　　　　. No romanticized pedophilia (nor anything ending with -philia)

　　𝜗𝜚 - other stuff that is nothing related to any of the above statements, I’m completely fine, as such as: smut (with/without kinks), fluff, hurt/agnst, I’m not sure if I could write murder? I could always try, and also age gaps.

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My link tree for all my other socials here !

My discord is also @theunfrgiv3n !

Literally waited a whole ass year to write my au cus my writing skills were ass for a foreign language speaker like me ,,; errrr yea, I also had few doodles of this au, though I’m not sure if I should share them on here again bc they’re ugly as fucking hell🥀