Diagram of a fungal cell, the building block of all fungi and yeast :)
Child of The Fire
My youth is laid out in front of me
Like scattered polaroids
Depicting a Golden Girl
Ready to face the troubles she know avoids
I spy with my little eye
A soon to be no longer
She longs for a different tide
She longs to be younger
The gruesome waters drown the crops before the harvest
Greet settles in and the Fallen get the farthest
Daughter of the Divine
Child of mother earth
Do you know where the sun sets?
Do you know it’s worth?
You mourned winters end
But wished for warmth
You shoe daggers into heaven
And raindrops fell in swarms
Lover of the Light lives in a cave beneath the mountains
Nothing will bring you back, no bridges, no fountains
Board the ship and sail towards the stormy sea
Desperate and naiv, conceited by dreams, you’re no Hercules
Wings of fire light up the sky
The sweet scent of honey
Your eyes reflect the flames
And the work turns sunny
Icarus welcomes me with loving arms
Embraced by wishful thinking, by an old friend
His heart beats like mine, his skin is painted by burns
With you I soar, with you I meet my end
(a poem i once wrote, i’ve always been incredibly self conscious abt showing other ppl what i write but it’s fun to share it and see what other think! i’d love to hear your thoughts!)
Peeling back the anxious thoughts is the toughest part, but it helps so much, especially when you write them down! Some of my favorite techniques:
1. What is the worse case scenario, and could you live with it?
2. What would you tell a friend going through this?
3. Will you remember this is in 5 years, or will you overcome it like you did with your past challenges?
I’ve been thinking about this little analogy for a bit, and it’s helped me reduce the weight a recent stressor has had on me. A manufacturing issue had been making me anxious this past few week, but when I stripped it down, it was just another blip that I’d deal with. I realized I had been adding all these layers of anxious thoughts onto something that I’d definitely overcome, even if the worst case happened. So I hope picturing your anxiety as an onion with a smaller, baby stressor inside can help you lighten the load of your anxieties!
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If you like a bunch of my posts I'm just going to assume you're being a wet little slut and you're touching yourself (which you absolutely should do).
i want a love that tastes like poetry
And I hate the pressure of work . That 😖stress
i HATE THE PRESSURE OF EXAMS
( ofcourse u do bhenchod you didn't study kutti kamini)
"In the 21rst century, Make sure if you are Buying a house, Close your mouth. If you are Buying a new car, Close your mouth. If you are Getting married, Close your mouth. If you are Going on a holiday, Close your mouth.
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If you are Going to do a course, Close your mouth. If you are Getting engaged, Close your mouth. The majority of your "friends or people close to you" want to see you do well, but Never better than them! That’s why when you fail they will be the first to open their arms and pretend like they care. So close your mouth, let achievements do the speaking. God bless"
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It's so true most people are not on a journey of self improvement, low agency so someone else's hustle triggers them so they will do what they can to sabotage it even on an energetic level. Most people would rather be lazy and keep their limiting beliefs than level up so if they see you succeed they will go after you. Crabs in a barrel.
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I had an incident with someone in the level up community who wasn't putting effort in therapy, in leveling up, in appearance, just reading all the books and implementing nothing. We met two years ago or a year ago I believe. Since then girls who started with us go their engagement rings some married, and definitely many girls had a date at Michelin start restaurant with a multi millionaire even if it did not go well in these groups. She was so sweet in the beginning. As she became more and more and more behind and struggled getting to above a coffee date and ladies around her were surpassing her, she became bitter and started passive aggressive behavior. For example she would deliberately contradict whenever someone who leveled up more than she did speak.
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It's okay if you move slow but you try to implement something and are hopeful and move. We are all at different stages of the journey but the key is to keep moving. People who are not trying to always improve themselves lose hope and then get upset at others.
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At Miss Universe all the ladies were nice to each other, opposite of catty, because everyone was on a self improvement journey. Our success depended on how well we did, not on other ladies. We are our only competition.
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Even a lot of people who say they are on a journey of self improvement are not like the catty backbiter who was nice but after she was behind started back biting. Catina the BackBiter is actually a compose of quite a few ladies I saw and walked away from. I also notice this in person.
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Don't show off. I didn't realize I was showing off but I got attacked for getting engaged and getting married by feminists I met at a conference. Its so funny now they are considered TERFS and the woke mob went after them later.
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Don't trust people who are not actively leveling up and putting effort to be a little ahead next year more than this one, who aren't doing inner work and working on their limiting beliefs. Of course that means networking is difficult - then just keep it superficial with most people unless you see them passionate about growth.
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Stagnant people bite. Growing people don't. Most people are stagnant so be careful who you share your joy with. Don't show your plans until they happened so that nobody sabotages you.
Credit Maria Al Massani
The fact that I’m at my best when it comes to writing when I’m at my worst, I hate it but I love it.
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Doctor: What word do you associate with medical students’ self-care?
Student: Deficient.
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You became like coffee, in the deliciousness, and the bitterness, and the addiction.
Mahmoud Darwish