Oblivious
Oblivious
You ever had the feeling when someone tells you something and it changes the way you thought about something?
Today I visited my grandmother and she asked about a boy I haven’t talked to in a couple of years. She tells me that she thought we would have ended up together because she knew he liked me. She said he always tried to talk to me but I never did. That’s not how I remembered things.
We used to be friendly but I thought he always teased me over everything. He would say things to annoy me but most of the time he just didn’t talk to me as far as I knew. In fact, I thought he didn’t want to be around me. The only thing I could think of that said he might of liked me was when his friend asked me to the dance for him. Actually multiple times over the years, but he always said his friend was joking and he didn’t want to go before I answered.
That’s clear evidence he didn’t like me, right?
She put it in my head though. What if it was true? Am I that oblivious? I watch tv shows all the time and complain how a person can be so oblivious to miss that another character likes them. Am I as bad as that?
More Posts from Tinyangel-of-light and Others
Choice
They say that the person who cares the least has the power and that must be true. It sucks. The people I care about, I care so deeply for but it’s always more than they care about me. Sometimes I’m the only one reaching.
It may be really selfish but I wish there was someone who would choose me. Someone who cares as much about me as I do for them.
Support
Sometimes days are really hard and you feel really sad. When that happens just remember that there are people who love you more than you even know. You may not even realize they’re there but they are. Let them comfort you, let them hold you while you cry, let them support you.
Family
Don’t get me wrong, I love my family with all my heart but sometimes I just need to get away from them. I feel bad but it’s hard being around anyone all the time. I just need time to recharge.
Why I Love Halloween
It’s the one day of the year where you can dress as anything
It’s the one day of the year where you can truly become someone else
it’s the one day of the year where you see other’s creativity and interests
It’s the one day of the year where it’s fun to be scared
And did I mention CANDY!!!!
Noticed
I write on tumblr as a way to speak without being noticed personally and it’s nice. I can state honest opinions and preferences. But today one of my favorite authors liked one of my posts and wow just wow! I was so excited and happy! I felt noticed but in a good way.
A Little Happiness
You know sometimes things can feel really bad. Sometimes there doesn’t feel that there’s anything to be happy about. It seems like there’s no one there. But don’t forget to have hope because you never know when someone will send a text and brighten up your day. Just a little piece of happiness
List of My Fictional Crushes
Edmund Pevensie - The Chronicles of Narnia
Peter Parker (Spiderman) - Marvel
Harry Potter - Harry Potter
Ginny Weasley - Harry Potter
George Weasley - Harry Potter
Madame Lefoux - Parasol Protectorate
Suki - ATLA
Bolin - LOK
Haruhi Fujioka - OHSHC
Tamaki Suoh - OHSHC
Kyoya Ootori - OHSHC
Kaoru Hitachiin - OHSHC
Pidge Gunderson (Katie Holt) - Voltron
Newt - The Maze Runner
Angus Macgyver - Macgyver
Dipper Pines - Gravity Falls
Lloyd Garmadon - Ninjago
Luz Noceda - The Owl House
Klaus Baudelaire - A Series of Unfortunate Events
Riley Poole - National Treasure
Kirishima Eijirou - BNHA
Midoriya Izuku - BNHA
Foolish One
So... I just listened to Taylor Swift's "Foolish One" for the first time today and wow. I felt that she just looked into my life and saw talking directly to me. Like wow...I felt so called out.
That was me a couple of years ago. I was so smitten with this guy like seriously it was bad. But he was a bit of a player and yeah I wasn't the exception. Literally, a couple of months after I finally told my friends about my crush, they all came to tell me bad news and comfort me. They told me he just got a girlfriend and my first thought was "Well it's only going to be a couple of weeks again"
Then I thought "Wow if I'm ever going to date him, I'm going to go through the same thing" Up til that minute in my head I really was going to be his exception. Foolish one right
Sad thing is I tried to stop liking him but every time I tried to distance myself, then he would give me attention. Flirt and get close then my hope ros, then next time I see him he had another girl on his arm. Every time, every time. Foolish one
It was like he liked having me like him but I never would be his exception. I was so foolish and it took me too long to walk away.
It's over now but just hearing that song brought back all those memories.
Time flies
Where has all the time gone
All my friends are out getting engaged and I’m sitting at home with my dog
At least I’ll get to be a bridesmaid
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