hate myself so much. Why can't I get into the fucking void state. I literally have been trying for a year or sum thing sometimes I just wanna fucking jump and kms. but in I don't have the guts to do an of that. Everyone else seems to get into the void state so easily. How can I KnOw that I'm gonna wake up in the void state but then I never do?? People say the void is easy. IT ISNT. I can't help but think of when I will actually get in. What's the set day for me? Never? I keep on having deadlines. Those deadlines come, I STILL DONT GET INTO THE VOID. NEVER. I HAVENT BEEN EVEN FUCKING CLOSE. LIKE WHAT THE HELL, PEOPLE are just like ASSUME YOU WILL GET INTO THE VOID in five minutes well I don't know how to FUCKING ASSUME ???? like I'm probably overfuckingcomplicatinf it and I dunno how to stop. im like is this even real anymore? Are we lying? Is the void state real? Honestly I should just give up and have no friends forever because thus shit is so fucking annoying . evrytime I say IM GONNA GET INTO THE VOID TONIGHT!! AND I BELUVE IT. I KNOW I WILL then I dont??? This has been going on for a month? I don't understand. WHY ME. ughhh idk how to even work on my self concept bc every time I do, I just go back. IS IT SO HARD?? I JS WANNA LIVE MY DREAM LIFE. LIKE...💀 I'm gonna take a break and focus on being happy bc honestly ...
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good things will happen 🧿
things that are meant to be will fall into place 🧿
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lingering with your lips open, touching, but not kissing, and this one glance at their eyes and you say fuck it and pull at their collar to kiss them
heavily breathing after a kiss (damn ittitit)
gulping when they get a little too close
and not knowing how to talk or exist after they finish kissing you like they've been needing that kiss for a lifetime!!!
loosing your mind when they tilt your chin to look you in the eye
pulling them by their belt to kiss them>>
lazy kisses in the morning, that starts with a grunt as they pull you closer to them as you try to get up and lazily placing kisses all over face and ends with a hoarse whisper from them asking you to stay. fucjfuck
their mouth at your ear, whispering!!!
"give me a chance. to prove what i can make you feel." (ohmykgodks)
when they kiss you, hard, gripping, shaking breaths, fists in each other's clothes, against a wall, but they stop. and smirk, "you want that, love? i want cuddles though." and their grin is too wide, stupid and cocky and beautiful.
you're holding on by a thread and they sort of grin against your lips, mumbling, "just lose control, love."
that glance at your body with their eyes subtly widening, almost gulping as they take in your attire. fuck.
the lips are hot, soft, settling, nibbling and gasping, pulling onto each other for more and when you stop, they have their eyes closed, heavily exhaling, hair ruffled, and they look like the prettiest mess ever.
holding your hands above your head as they kiss you
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good things will happen 🧿
things that are meant to be will fall into place 🧿
We started off in different beds but I sometimes sleepwalk and ended up in yours and I'm just as confused as you.
You were too lazy to set up your bed earlier when I told you to and now you've fallen asleep in mine while I wasn't looking, and it's already so late I don't wanna have to set up another bed
There was only one spare room and those kinda scary owners were already nice enough to let us stay so suck it up because I'm not complaining to them as I want to live
Your hurt and I'm too worried about you to leave your side for a while but then accidentally fall asleep in the same bed and you just so happen to wake up first and wait I can explain-
There is another bed, but it's literally dangerous (falling apart, infested with bugs, ect)
We're going camping and you tried to be funny and scared me but I jumped back into a puddle and now my sleeping bag is soaking wet you jerk
Were both looking after a young kid who has nightmares and has insisted on sleeping with both of us to feel safe, which means we now have to sleep together
Were sleeping in a haunted house after losing a bet and you're not scared but I'm terrified move over I can't sleep alone
We were watching a movie and I fell asleep and fell over onto you so you try to move me to bed but I'm holding onto your shirt too tight and won't let go.
There are actually two beds, but due to the small size of the room, we had to push them together and apparently I move a lot in my sleep.
There's actually 2 beds but there's only 1 blanket and it's cold
Before going to sleep you came over to sit on my bed so we could talk quietly about whatever but we both ended up falling asleep
We lost a stupid bet.
There's only 1 bed and I thought I'd be fine sleeping on the floor but it turns out its really hard and uncomfortable and you are already asleep so maybe I can just slip in next to you without you knowing as long as I wake up first
This is a treehouse of course there isn't enough room for more than 1 blow-up mattress
This is a cave of course there isn't enough room for more than 1 blow-up mattress
Your just an idiot who forgot their bedroll
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