Me: I Hate Gossip

If you see this on your dashboard, reblog this, NO MATTER WHAT and all your dreams and wishes will come true.

flower language prompts ˗ˏˋ꒰ 🐚 ꒱

❀ calla lily (beauty) — “you’re so beautiful.”

❀ aloe (affection, also grief) — “i miss them so much.”

❀ basil (good wishes) — “i just want the best for you.”

❀ begonia (beware) — “just be careful, okay?”

❀ gardenia (secret love) — “i don’t love you any less just because no one else can see it.”

❀ red chrysanthemum (i love you) — “i love you. please don’t forget that.”

❀ red columbine (anxiety) — “can you hold my hand? please?”

❀ daffodil (unequaled love) — “no one will ever come close to you.”

❀ edelweiss (courage, devotion) — “touch them again and i promise, it will be the last thing you ever do.”

❀ candytuft (indifference) — “i said that i didn’t care, but i lied.”

❀ holly (domestic happiness) — “i never want to leave this bed.”

❀ myrtle (marriage) — “i can’t believe it. we’re really married!”

❀ oak (strength) — “you’re stronger than you think.”

❀ aster (symbol of love, daintiness) — “i’m not fragile, y’know.”

❀ arborvitae (unchanging friendship) — “i’ll always be here for you, no matter what.”

❀ blue salvia (i think of you) — “here. this made me think of you.”

❀ yarrow (everlasting love) — “i don’t think i’ll ever stop loving you.”

💌 THIS IS YOUR SIGN TO STOP OVER CONSUMING

Yesterday I finally decided to stop over consuming information and deleted all social media and unfollowed any accounts that consists of loa content. I worked on my self/void concept and applied the knowledge I already know.

And I got into the void last night, all I did was I told myself that I was going to wake up in the void because everything works out in my favour and I always get what I want etc. I didn’t affirm multiple times or didn’t allow myself to move or anything like that.

Remember it’s the law of ASSUMPTION, you create the rules - if you assume that it’s hard, you have to stay still or affirm multiple times then you do. If you think you’re struggling because you’ve over consumed - PLEASE delete, unfollow, unlike any loa content and go back to the basics! I found this post super helpful as well - link

Also could I be 🧖🏼‍♀️ anon?

thank u so much love <3

shifting to have a bedroom of my own because i never got to have one in this reality

aate

hate myself so much. Why can't I get into the fucking void state. I literally have been trying for a year or sum thing sometimes I just wanna fucking jump and kms. but in I don't have the guts to do an of that. Everyone else seems to get into the void state so easily. How can I KnOw that I'm gonna wake up in the void state but then I never do?? People say the void is easy. IT ISNT. I can't help but think of when I will actually get in. What's the set day for me? Never? I keep on having deadlines. Those deadlines come, I STILL DONT GET INTO THE VOID. NEVER. I HAVENT BEEN EVEN FUCKING CLOSE. LIKE WHAT THE HELL, PEOPLE are just like ASSUME YOU WILL GET INTO THE VOID in five minutes well I don't know how to FUCKING ASSUME ???? like I'm probably overfuckingcomplicatinf it and I dunno how to stop. im like is this even real anymore? Are we lying? Is the void state real? Honestly I should just give up and have no friends forever because thus shit is so fucking annoying . evrytime I say IM GONNA GET INTO THE VOID TONIGHT!! AND I BELUVE IT. I KNOW I WILL then I dont??? This has been going on for a month? I don't understand. WHY ME. ughhh idk how to even work on my self concept bc every time I do, I just go back. IS IT SO HARD?? I JS WANNA LIVE MY DREAM LIFE. LIKE...💀 I'm gonna take a break and focus on being happy bc honestly ...

"monkeypox lockdown" well not for me! im shifting away xx im NOT going to let a fucking virus ruin my life and have me locked in this country with me being aware of it