Every. Time.
This was the author’s footnote in chapter 115, unit in cm.
Nie Mingjue 191
Song Zichen 190
Lan Xichen 188
Lan Wangji 188
Wei Wuxian 186
Jin Zixuan 185
Jiang Wanyin 185
Xiao Xingchen 185
Wen Qionglin 183
Xue Yang 180
Mo Xuanyu 180
Nie Huaisang 172
Jin Guangyao 170 (without his hat but it’s doubtful whether the interior is heightened)
I’m ngl I be woobifying the shit outta 15 y/o Meng Yao like I just imagine him almost getting gang raped by Nie sect soldiers before being rescued by Chifeng-zun he’s like a delicate baby fawn to me just born and struggling to be able to walk, he could never hurt a fly he’s literally just a little guy just an itty bitty baby I don’t think he even has hair down there yet it’s all smooth like a porcelain doll which he practically is and he needs big strong men (lxc & nmj) to help him do anything
DA-GE PLZZZZZZZ
Red/blue vs purple/yellow parallels my beloved
Can't agree more
Wei Wuxian: Me and Lan Zhan are dating
Lan Xichen: We have known for ages
Wei Wuxian: ? We started dating 2 days ago
Jin Guangyao: tf were you doing before that
more like Jin GuangYaoi, am I right?
Ukrainians holding their pride march in a subway because of russian bombs are immeasurably more powerful and real than any western tankie with a hammer-and-sickle or a Lenin profile on a trans flag.
I think Lan Xichen was safe to Jin Guangyao in a way that nobody else was. Even though he had to hide things from Lan Xichen, he could let his guard down around him because he trusted that Lan Xichen would never hurt him. He didn’t have to worry about being attacked, physically or verbally, with Lan Xichen. Not just because Lan Xichen would never do that but also because he would protect Jin Guangyao from outside threats. I think that being around Lan Xichen was probably where Jin Guangyao felt safest.
It makes it all the more tragic that Lan Xichen is the one to kill him. But maybe it was a comfort that Lan Xichen had to be tricked to even contemplate hurting Jin Guangyao, that Lan Xichen was willing to stay with him because he never wanted to hurt Jin Guangyao. Maybe, if it had to be anyone, Jin Guangyao preferred dying by Lan Xichen’s hand.