applying for academic jobs is a horrifying combo of forcing yourself to overinflate your accomplishments to show why you are the top qualified absolute total best choice for the position when you may be already fighting the uphill battle that is imposter syndrome and of embarrassing masochistic self-debasing near-begging for a job that may not actually even hit the self sufficiency income minimum in the area where the job is located
i needed to read this today so im sharing it to all of you!!
10/100 days of productivity š£ 9/18/23
the first day of class was a success! i worked for 2.5 hours in the morning and then went to class, where i met an old friend. i got a bit sidetracked after class, so i ended up chatting with my friends for a while instead of doing my homework when i intended to. i still got all of my homework done by the evening, but tomorrow, i will try to stay on schedule so i can be more productive!
Iām sorry Iāve been gone. Hereās me trying to find my way back.Ā In November I got an ADHD diagnosis that was 30 years overdue. Iāve been unpacking thoughts on ADHD, rejection sensitivity and friendship fails.
General rule of thumb when getting info from academics: hold reservation on putting too much stock on anything they talk about that isn't in their wheelhouse. Like if a guy who specializes in chemistry makes statements about history, stick those in the "ask a historian about this later" box.
do you want to be a bookstore owner, cafe owner or a flower shop owner
i am just a girl i should not have to āfulfill my course requirementsā to get a ādegreeā what kind of a society is this anyway
What does a PhD student need to do to get some money.... Fuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuck this poverty is killing me.
i love to wait for the hype for a movie / show / book to die down before consuming it myself. like this super popular restaurant has finally emptied and i am the only one dining here and i feel like the whole place belongs to me and me only. kind of like that