Nice Frontal Lobe :)

Believing Amber didn’t take a special shrewd/ savvy brilliance u just had to not hate women and not be desperate for conspiracies against them

Mastermind is for the girls who tried a little too hard in the beginning to make their relationship happen because they fell in love so fast and no one ever loves them back and they had no friends in middle school so they always do this for survivalist reasons, and then felt so much second-guessing and doubt about it but it all worked out okay cause he really does love us back and those “girls” may literally be just me and Taylor Swift but!!!!!! it’s fine it’s for US!!!!!!!!!!

IM FUVKING DRUNK god

i call my parents and say ‘yeah i can’t do family stuff tonight, i got too much stuff to do for school’ and i e-mail my professor and say ‘i can’t do my assignments tonight, work got crazy’ and i text my boss and say ‘sorry i can’t work late tonight, i gotta some family stuff’ and through this triangulation of deceitful excuses i at last will be free

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when ur so so so so so so sleepy and then u fall asleep...... delicious

i was referred to as an epileptic by a doctor for the first time yesterday. even after having the tonic-clonic seizure in february and my eeg showing epileptiform discharges, the most my neurologist will say is that i *may* have a “tendency towards epileptic seizures”. he won’t say i have epilepsy. he had been blowing me off for a year, saying my focal seizures were probably “near syncope”, or a “weird migraine”. it’s finally gotten to the point where he can’t dispute my epilepsy anymore, but he still finds a way to phrase in such a way where he doesn’t have to admit he was negligent. i told my new rheumatologist about my history with seizures, and she looked over my eeg. she said i should be medicated for epilepsy. but my neurologist will not put me on medication until i have another tonic-clonic seizure, and unfortunately it’s not really her decision. i told her that my neurologist said that eeg’s can show epileptiform discharges in 1% of the non epileptic population. she laughed and said “you’re epileptic, sweetheart”. it was such a throw away statement for her, but it meant so much to me. this is one of the first times my seizures have been taken seriously. i think things r finally looking up

literally every day i say to myself “wow i’m having a really bad one today” like girl i think this is just your life.

i don’t EVER want to hear “ughh why do people care about this celebrity drama they’re both bad it’s not that deep” again. if you cant see the sweeping ramifications of this you’re blind or dumb or both