They Need To Invent Sex For Girls Who Are Afraid

Y'know what's REALLY messed up? The fact that I am MORE afraid of going to the ER and not being taken seriously than I am of potentially DYING because I didn't go when I actually, really needed to? Like?

Emotionally I think I really need it to be autumn

Does anyone else feel stuck at the age they were when their chronic illness started to take over their life? For me it feels like time stopped and I got mentally stuck at that age, even though I’ve obviously been aging physically. Everyone else ages around me physically, mentally, socially and emotionally. Everyone I grew up with has started to build a life for themselves and seems lightyears ahead of me when it comes to life experiences but I’m stuck in this cycle of living the same day over and over and genuinely forgetting how old I actually am.

i started hydroxychloroquine a few days ago. crazy im finally taken seriously. wow

I die from suffocation for a little while every single time I am confronted with the plethora of regrets of my past.