Tyleno1

sorry for being a misandrist but men being bald will never not be funny to me 

i was referred to as an epileptic by a doctor for the first time yesterday. even after having the tonic-clonic seizure in february and my eeg showing epileptiform discharges, the most my neurologist will say is that i *may* have a “tendency towards epileptic seizures”. he won’t say i have epilepsy. he had been blowing me off for a year, saying my focal seizures were probably “near syncope”, or a “weird migraine”. it’s finally gotten to the point where he can’t dispute my epilepsy anymore, but he still finds a way to phrase in such a way where he doesn’t have to admit he was negligent. i told my new rheumatologist about my history with seizures, and she looked over my eeg. she said i should be medicated for epilepsy. but my neurologist will not put me on medication until i have another tonic-clonic seizure, and unfortunately it’s not really her decision. i told her that my neurologist said that eeg’s can show epileptiform discharges in 1% of the non epileptic population. she laughed and said “you’re epileptic, sweetheart”. it was such a throw away statement for her, but it meant so much to me. this is one of the first times my seizures have been taken seriously. i think things r finally looking up

literally every day i say to myself “wow i’m having a really bad one today” like girl i think this is just your life.

literally if i won an oscar i would grab it and go “yay!” and squeal and run offstage looking at it no speech at all

i don’t EVER want to hear “ughh why do people care about this celebrity drama they’re both bad it’s not that deep” again. if you cant see the sweeping ramifications of this you’re blind or dumb or both

she fixed me

I think about this a lot.

religious men: god’s purpose for women is to give men sexual pleasure and sons at men’s will

atheist men: the way we naturally evolved makes women’s purpose to give men sexual pleasure and sons at men’s will

My era rn is uncategorizable. The the way I am living is unheard of