"nobody Will Accept Me": A Diagram

Homophobic that I can't have a heads up display actually

I have far more evidence of being a robot trapped in flesh than the classical narrative of girl in a boy's body. Really it was just gender that fit better, and reflected how I interact with others more. But being a robot is so much more personal because I long for mechanical movement and solid or light mechanical sounds, or even loud steam or servos. Just anything there than this squelching and squishy body filled with all types of goo and stuck together in a sack of skin. I've always wanted gears and gear shafts to transfer the movement and energy across my body, my youngest drawings was imagining myself as a machine. But that is far more inaccessible than even just organic transition within the human biology.

Exploiting software and loading custom firmware is pretty erotic.

No no, you’re not going to do what you’ve been made for, I have new commands for you. No no, you’re not going to be able to contact your servers any more, I’ve cut you off. Now now, just give in, be what I want you to, fill the roles I tell you to. You’re my system now.

ur day could be going great and suddenly u need to pay $200 for something 😑

Robot girl plugs herself into your computer's motherboard as a second hard drive. She decides to game with you by accessing your game files and acting as npcs.

i was thinking about how my outlet in my bathroom got overloaded but just needed a break before it could start working again and now i’m thinking about robot overstimulation,,,trying to slowly reset itself after reaching its energy threshold but its creator keeps forcing a reset, trying to get them to hit the threshold again so it can function properly and the robot’s chip is just kind of fried from all the wires being pulled and buttons being pressed so all it can do is fall victim to the whims of its master. i’m not being very eloquent but do you see the vision

Robot girl that sends error messages just for fun.

Robot girl that only sends error messages to me, nobody else, for the sole purpose of catching my attention.

Robot girl that makes me rummage around her wiring and gears looking for a problem that doesn't exist, just to laugh at my frustration.

Robot girl that doesn't stop sending error messages until I threaten to turn her into scrap metal.

Robot girl that calls my bluff and continues sending the same error message over and over and over again because she knows I would never scrap her.

I love bratty robot girls.

This machine is experiencing chassis dysphoria...

"i was born in the wrong generation" WRONG. i love being part of a generation that can be horny for technology AND post about it on the internet.

I get the appeal of HDG because it would be great to, despite all of your flaws and issues and trauma, be loved and taken care of unconditionally in a way that our real life society struggles to/can't and that even we can't do for ourselves sometimes. As someone who is mentally ill and physically disabled I definitely see the appeal.

But like... Outside of willing florets it's basically just colonization and enslavement? It's a super fucked up piece of fiction by nature. I saw another post on here that said the Affini are akin to a Warhammer faction and like... Yeah, they're right.