Exploiting Software And Loading Custom Firmware Is Pretty Erotic.

Upload me to your old gaming hardware plleeeaaasseeee 🥺

sometimes your robot gf craves a simpler existence for a little while

Hey I just posted about this cause I lost the post originally. Yeah HDG is a goddamn horror story from any other perspective.

I do kinda understand the perspective of the willing florets though, being loved and taken care of in an unconditional way that our world can't provide is a helluva escapism drug.

ok i think one of the major reasons hdg is unappealing to me is because i like my kink to tell a story, i like to craft an interesting and captivating (ha!) narrative, but hdg just feels so insurmountably one-sided, it’s like trying to play pretend but the other kid just keeps going “no, im immune, hits you with my death ray that you can’t dodge or deflect and it goes through force fields and cancels out immunity!!!”

asking your robotgirl if she wants to make out and she giggles in her cute little modulated synthetic voice and takes your hands in hers, warm silicone holding your fingers delicately even though you've seen her crush oranges in those hands, and you hear some servos whirring as her entire face opens like a mechanical flower, giving you access to the long, sensitive connector cable that sits where her tongue should be and is just as prehensile

"nobody will accept me": a diagram

you dont have to be the "acceptable" kind of otherkin. like, seriously. don't try to be something you're not just because you think you'll become more "acceptable" to the people who unfortunately just dont accept anyone who's a single inch out of their expected portrayal of the average "normal" person.

go be a creature. please.

Oh to long for the ability to run myself on technological hardware, cold steel shaping most of my figure.

I should be made out of wires and circuits not veins and bone

i may be a robot but man. am i bad at numbers

Waiting for the gummy to hit so I can feel like myself more and fall asleep feeling like a machine going into sleep mode rather than a person going to bed.

Honestly I feel you. Even with all the extra steps I take to try and make myself feel more like a robot/android or whatever, it just... Can't be done at the end of the day. Dysphoria is a bitch, but you're taking the first steps to acknowledge and accept that part of yourself to help on your journey.

And yeah, biological hardware really is wonderful at the end of the day. Incredibly complex and seemingly always something new to find or explore.

I been considering if im otherkin for a while as i dont exaclty feel comfortable as a human physically, mentally, emotionally and wish i could be something like the fictional concept of a robot, or a disembodied intelligence that could exist in multiple forms, but i have a really hard time identifying with these things because no mater what i call myself im not that. trying to pretend i am that doesn’t really solve any of the problems i have currently. Sure i can have a lil fun with pretending but at the end of the day im nothing like i want to be and doing so just reminds me of that. If it was just physical and mentally i felt like i worked more like a robot that would be one thing but im painfully human. And dont get me wrong i actually like many aspects of being human and wouldnt want to just be a cold unfeeling machine. Id like to be a machine that can emulate those things and have complete control of my mind body and soul and not be stuck with these limitations and discomforts. And the thing is maybe someday this could be possible, but until then im gonna try and make the best of being a human cause humans are actually pretty cool and if I wasnt a human theres nothing else we now know of that could even come up with concepts and desires like these.

All of my driving anxiety has basically vanished since trying to think of myself driving as "jacking in" like to mech of some sort and using it to transport myself and my partner(s) to and from locations. I already did something similar to help me get a feel of how big the vehicle actually was so this felt just like a natural extension of that.

Hell yeah species euphoria

so according to my insurance provider, uploading my consciousness to the cloud “doesn’t count as gender-affirming care.” this is such bullshit.