I don't want people to look at me and see something sexy about me. I don't want people looking at me to have thoughts like "she has such juicy thighs" or "great ass".
I want people to see innocence in me, something angelically beautiful. I want to be admired as an object of art, a fragile porcelain figurine of an elegant doll. And not wanted to fuck.
october 1st. 🍂🕯️🌧️🎃✨
we are ALL locking in so that we can look like this.
wishing us all a perfect, binge free october. may we all achieve our goals 🕯️🕯️🕯️
no mistakes, no off-days, no excuses.
we’ve got this <3
HOWD I GAIN 2 KG IF I ATE 400 CALS😭😭😭😭😭😭😭
If I’m not 24/7 distracted my mind immediately wanders to death
Kate Moss
yall ive lost 0.1 kg which sounds funny but after not losing a single gram for months i feel so fulfilled😭😭
maybe posting my meals would be a good thing? i wouldnt eat as much bc id be scared of people judging me idk
Take it from someone who has started a calorie deficit many times and stuck to it:
1. The first three days, you will be starving. It will be constant. It will suck. I cannot sugarcoat it.
But the good news is it doesn’t stay that miserable forever.
2. The first week you will have food noise. The physical hunger will go away, and the mental hunger will almost be worse. Do not give in or you will have to start at step one again.
3. After a week it starts to become a habit. The food noise is still there. But you have learned not to listen to it. You have learned to distract yourself with other things that you enjoy. (Since eating is not that much fun anyway)
4. After two weeks, it will become a habit.
Even if it seems hard to start back up again after a binge or a period of over eating, those first few days are the hardest. If you’re stuck in a binge restrict cycle, you’re never gonna get past that point of hunger and food noise.
Trust me, it’s worth it.
why am I losing followers fuck you fake bitches I hope you gain a pound😭