The Guilt Of Wasting Food When You Grew Up In Poverty Is Strong But Unfortunately This Ed Is Stronger

Reasons I want to be thin !! -`♡´-

1. CLOTHES!! Everything would look so much better, plus I want to try out different aesthetics and see what I like the most

2. Taking up less space. Everytime i sit down I feel huge...

3. Jewelry! A necklace would look so good if you could see my collarbones, rings on my slim hand, a bracelet that is too big because my wrist is so small^_^

4. Confidence. I would be more outgoing if I wasn't so insecure :(

5. Dancing. When I reach my ugw I'm definitely going to become a dancer, aiming for more elegance than a hip hop vibe

6. Not sweating so much. I also love the feeling of being cold and I would be more often!

7.A boyfriend. I just don't feel confident in myself enough to have a boyfriend... I don't wanna bring somebody down with my own insecurities

8. THE COMPLIMENTS!! I want to hear that my family is proud of my weight loss, want to see my friends notice the work I put into losing weight

9. Eating with friends/ in public without feeling horrible about myself and the way I look.

10. Looking in the mirror and not being ashamed of what I see. Stepping on the scale and feeling proud instead of feeling regret. It would be the best feeling ever!

Writing this so I remember that if I put in the work, this list will be reality☆

You think you are gonna get your dream body if you keep saying "its just one binge" "ill start tomorrow" "one bite won't hurt" no you won't. If you follow you plan you would have your dream body instead of wishing for it.

i want to be known as the "girl who nev3r e@ts anything" i lwk want ppl to know im dis0rdered. i want to hear whispers about how sk!nny ive gotten.

Fr. Nothing more to say tbh.

my tummy: Can we get something?

Me: We have food at home

The food at home:

Ate 1200 calories today omg i hate myself

Waiting for the day the clothes i wear now are too big for me🤍

Weightloss Plan!

mon-fri

workout at least 1hr30min

dance 1hr

500cal max (EVERY XTRA CAL MUST BE BURNED BY WALKING OR PURGING!!)

8hrs sleep

have to fast for at least 2days a week

only diet, water, or lowcal drinks(less than 15)

avoid sugar, high fat, unhealthy food

eat full fat not low fat (more cals but more benefits)

no deserts or snacks (only fruit)

weigh at least 2x a day

DO NOT GET A SECOND PLATE

no eating after 9pm or before 12pm

if feeling faint take a nap, if it doesnt work eat an apple

dont eat until homework finished

sat-sun

fast 15 hours a day

refuse food unless "forced"

allowed 1 cheat MEAL (not day)

800cal max if out to eat

measure sunday and saturday (week apart)

GIVE ME SUGGESTIONS PLEASE !!