It Counts As Self Harm. If You Scratch Yourself On Purpose But Its Only A Red Bulge It Still Counts As

all days are the same. i don’t feel alive anymore.

“And all I want to do is make you happy, but I can’t even do that right.”

Relapsed

I relapsed today. I was almost a week clean. I relapsed for a stupid peice of shit who doesn't give a fuck and can never understand me but I expect them to do so. I'm such an idiot. I keep getting myself hurt

Me: *intentionally cuts and massacres my legs for years with no problem*

Also me: *cuts finger open in a cheese grater and instantly faints*

21.05.2019 06.34

We’re supposed to be each other first thought in the morning, but mine is blood and yours is death.

Is there really any meaning

to this thing we call living?

Suing my parents.

I'm suing my parents for giving birth to me without my consent.

Relatable

The crazy thing about me hiding my depression is that my family and my friends don’t think I’m happy. No. They actually think I’m a REALLY happy girl. Like sooooo happy. Always smiling, always laughing, always making jokes.

My friends already asked me : « Is that actually possible for you not to smile !? »

It’s kinda funny to ask this to a depressive, insomniac, binge eater, self harmer, suicidal girl.

tw

why the fuck does it hurt so much in the shower