“And All I Want To Do Is Make You Happy, But I Can’t Even Do That Right.”

Can my body just stop functioning so I can die?

Frrrr

You know it’s bad when getting new razor blades makes you excited

Torn between slicing myself to death and getting better.

I've tried it once and samee

you know what i find interesting? those stories about suicide survivors that say they realized every one of their problems could be solved without suicide as they were attempting (and obviously failed). they were glad to have failed, and use this to encourage others not to commit suicide.

but for me, i’ve personally attempted twice. I’ve only felt even sadder that I didn’t die. so yea, pretty much guaranteed that suicide is what it’s gonna be for me.

And I don't want to be okay. I'm used to it.

Fucking hell I’m not okay

I never was

Tw

Tw sh

Fake bl00d

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Tw

I say it

Just some sh stuff because I find it aesthetic:))

really fucking hate the life that ive made for myself

I need it