I've Tried It Once And Samee

I need it

Tw// scars, self harm

Have you ever wanted to just roll you sleeves up???? Wear those short shorts???? And have no one bat an eye??? Like yes the scars are super apparent but no one mentions it, just a nonverbal air of understanding and moving on from it

Fr

i’m sorry that i won’t get better

we all know how all this gonna end:/

I don’t want to hurt them

I never did

i know its been said b4 but growing up suicidal and then reaching an age you never planned to live to is extremely stressful and terrifying, and we deserve more credit for not killing ourselves and THEN having to make up for the time we spent not caring if we lived or died and not doing work to improve our lives.

you broke me

you killed the child that I was

you caused permanent psychological damage

you broke me

just to get off? are you proud of yourself?

you always did like seeing me cry

“I knew everything had changed when I looked into your eyes and saw every single lie you ever told, and watched you deny every last one.”

— Thanks dad for all the memories, I surly will never forget you