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Mia, my dear Mia. Where is your sister?? ❤️🩹
I am currently 24 hours into my hopefully 32+hr fast and I'm feeling alright about it all. I really want to keep a fast up for the whole week, but I have huge exams coming up so I feel a little guilty for wanting to eat even though I know it will jeep me focus and study...
Any thoughts?
Below is the fit i tried to sport today, only if I were skinner though.
Some femboy type shi.
I love the outfit, but only if I were skinnier.
Some of my thinspo.. just to be so light and pure. Delicate. 🌱
Eww I hate how chunky my legs are. I am a 4'10 male who really could use some help slimming down everything but especially my legs.
Stats: Goal:
120lbs. <90lbs
4'10" can't change lol
Calf: 15" <11"
Thigh: 25" <16"
Waist: 22" 18"
Chest: unknown
No showing collarbone 🤧 COLLARBONE
I can never really tell if I'm getting complimented or insulted when I get remarks like this one...
It was made from the enemy Wrecking Ball towards me after we won.
Like that has to be a compliment right? 😂
It just throws me off when people use the word diff and then follow it with something that's not hate 😂😂
Being a Mercy main...
Ok, so a few games ago I had this really good Mercy/Ana game. It's usually pretty standard for me to play attack Mercy and defence Ana or Kiriko, and like normal I played Mercy on attack and picked Ana for defence. Then this little message pops into chat,
And I'm thinking oh boy, what kind of situation is this? I don't know about any of you lot, but I really hate being asked or told what character to play. Although the message didn't, you know, feel demanding it still rubbed the wrong way and I didn't switch until we were at the last point and needed Mercy.
Then he puts this in at the start of the third round. I don't really know what to say at this point, but it's really pissing me off that he's implying that I have to play Mercy 24/7. Plus he literally had half my healing at this point in the game, and if there was a lack in healing it was down to him. I think I had 16k at this point and he had 8k.
Also his excuse that he 'dies' a lot is so rubbish, because it's obviously his fault for being out of position and trying to dps and get kills so much. This sc is from a little later in the game, but as you can see the difference between our heals is just getting bigger. Also, here's an example of what I mean when he's out of position. Watch the Illari:
Completely out of position as Illair lol, then blames his lack of heals on his number of deaths. Like, hm, I wander why. I just couldn't be assed to type out 'stay in position then' in chat because they're obviously not gonna listen.
The rest of the game was pretty close so I stayed on Mercy for round 4 as well, and my guy has the audacity to say GG Mercy at the end of the game. Like bro,
I got 11k more heals than you, it's a bit more than GG.
Anyway, there isn't really a point to this post, just me complaining and being confused on how to feel because it felt like he was complementing my Mercy gameplay but also complaining at me all at once.
The like of a Mercy main :,)
GOING TO A MENTAL WARD BESTIESSS
pure excuse to starve myself I swear. they don't check for anything in there. (especially in my state.)
Can someone dm me m3ansp0 so I don't binge? Struggling rn cuz I'm starting to feel sick (fasting stuff). 😓
Ayo 1 like = 2 hours of extra fasting for me
How far do y'all think I can go? Test me.
I FOUND SOMETHING
INCREDIBLE
Ok so for all you other anas out there who want their pelvic bones to stick out, try this. Lay down flat on your back and tuck your legs underneath you for as long as you can. Doing this every night in bed has done SO much good. My pelvic bones stick out even when they normally wouldn't. There's also a little dip in my stomach now even if I maintain or gain a bit of weight.
Not me nearly puking my guts out after chugging a full water bottle at Mach 3.
I hate my internal organs, they ALL suck.
Anyone else crying in their living room at four in the morning?
Context: I had a breakdown and ate two pieces of toast. AFTER A 72 HOUR FAST
LIKE C'MON MAN WTF WHY AM I LIKE THIS
TW, weight
SO excited to get this far. I've gone from 150 lbs to 133.6. I'm so happy with myself! I'm working so hard at it.
Despite this though, the week long fast is still going 'til Wednesday, cuz I am NOT a quitter~! 💕
(Also my grandma [who was visiting] asked if I was eating enough. Could NOT stop grinning.)
Making this post to hold myself accountable lmao.
Gonna try and fast for a full week. The last time I went over three days, I couldn't get out of bed. Not this time! It is MY body, and I will do what I want to it. I can do it. I have to.
Distracting myself is gonna be hell XD
ok am I the only one who makes up dance routines based off fictional characters instead of diets? It cannot just be me. I am a theatre kid, it is in my bones by now.
(If y'all wanna see any, message me, I've made several and am willing to share. Most are set to songs btw, and can get kinda long.)
Not saying he's thinspo, buuuuut-
Lol I have a problem (more like obsession)
Btw I did draw this, so don't steal it pls 💕
Same Jeans
60 kg >>>>>>> 50kg
If i gain one more pound i’m gonna kill my self
DAY 4: your greatest fears about weight loss
Probably that i’ll start binge over again :(
Meal log: 10 june
Breakfast: nothing
Lunch: nothing
Dinner: chicken and vegetables ( 156 kcal)
What i wanna look like.