Autism Strikes Again - Blog Posts

my autism

don’t make fun this is SERIOUS

So I woke this morning at 2: smth with it popping and hurting I came crying, I was shaking and stuff, moving my legs fast, my arms kinda shaking doing the flapping thingy but it was unexpected tho bc I was so scared that I needed ear drops and my parents comforted me and stuff…making me feel safe. I am still kinda shaking but not as much, in my opinion I think that was a heart attack 😭

This shit makes me so upset i hate this book (i have relistened to an audio version at least 8 times free me for the love of god its too great) its so cool and i sometimes forget that these subspecies were still HUMAN they had human brains, they werent all horrific, they experienced love and compassion, they had fun, heartbreak everything WE do and i just, i might start sobbing acc i might just cry right here right now

"Even now, it is sickeningly easy for beings to get lost in false grand narratives, living out completely driven lives in pursuit of non-existent codes, ideals, climaxes and golden ages. In blindly thinking that their stories serve absolute ends, such creatures almost always end up harming themselves, if not those around them.

To those like the misguided; look at the story of Man, and come to your senses! It is not the destination, but the trip that matters. What you do today influences tomorrow, not the other way around. Love Today, and seize All Tomorrows!"

All Tomorrows by Nemo Ramjet